woohoo!

2010-04-25T23:34:00.002+08:00

it's frustrating to get urticaria... :X and it's affecting my studies, my mood and everything.

2010-04-06T01:23:00.001+08:00

woken up from the deep slumber

2010-03-21T02:15:00.002+08:00

the feeling's lyk sitting on a swing.
violently swinging to and fro w/o rest.

2010-03-17T23:06:00.003+08:00

we are finally having our ALTO WELCOME TEA tml :D
yea i still rmb-ed last year's welcome tea at stacey's hse and the awesome songs remixed and arranged by rachel. it's damn awesome! from the senior batch, they showed me their passion for choir. taught me lots of impt life lessons.
but i seem to be losing all of this.. i hope all these are temporal.
really thank God tt there's still ppl arnd me willing to be my listening ear!
:D
hey marie and yueyue! thanks fer the gift! HAHA! it's damn cute!

it's a tired journey.

2010-03-15T11:59:00.001+08:00

finally! March hols are here! :D
but it seems tt everyday is occupied by smth...

2010-02-25T22:42:00.001+08:00

Thank God fer bringing me through.

2010-02-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

cross country.
together with choir.
singing and walking and playing.
:D

belong, or do not belong? tt's a question.

2010-02-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

my blog is collecting dusts again. haven been blogging these few days... had quite a lot to pen down :D
BIG THANK YOU TO THE AWESOME ALLTOESS!!! :D
and of course choir!
it's really a SURPRISE b'day celebration. celebrated both wanling and my b'day earlier last thurs. so i was busy doing a big bday card fer wanling. had to collect msges from the rest and decorate it.. so i was kinda busy after sch. and thank God dung was there to help me! but wen we were decorating the board halfway, she received A CALL. at tt pt of time, i din find anything weird abt it. all i noe was, a b'day surprise fer wanling. and so yea, had to light wanling's cake and all. wen i brought out her cake, i saw another box of cupcakes, wif candles. i was really damn shocked. totally din expect tt! this is REALLY a surprise coz i din noe anything abt it haha! thanks wanling fer acc me to shop!!! :D
had cny celebration on friday. first 2 period of mass pe was damnnn boring... esp wen u run alone. :X so i'm gna run wif amanda tml. bused to vivo wif robyn to get jk's present. and yea, SOMETHING embarrassing happen! :X oh yea, saw ruiting and friends after robyn left. and yea, it's been one yr since i last saw her! the first thing i recall is the bubble tea promise tt we had haha! celebrated shah's b'day! bought a cake fer her and we actually borrowed a lighter from a smoker at the rooftop garden :X shopped wif xiner fer her new year clothes. and i realise it's been very very long since we last went out tgt. dinner at carl's junior wif bro and titus coz there;s no dinner at home.. and my parents were not at home.. :X
had our last sat choir rehearsal of just our batch :( i'll miss this period of time, seriously, but at the same time, i wonder wad is it lyk wen the j 1s join us :D quite exciting wen you come to think of it right. rehearsal was funn! and i dun feel sleepy at all! thank God fer tt! and i actually had the discipline to wake up early fer tt day's rehearsal even though it's not compulsory. well, i dun regret gng :D had reunion dinner at my cousin's hse. and sometimes, it's qutie tiring to play wif kids... i mean it's not a bad thing.. it's just hard to explain. LOL. but looking at them playing will somehow cheer me up, somehow.
had a special cny this yr :D at least fer the first day! coz it falls on a sunday! so we had service in the morning. visited my cousin's hse after tt.. and after tt, we had a family outing :D walk from kent ridge park to hortpark.. den further abit b4 heading back! :D had our dinner at sakae in our own room! it's damnn cool! yea and everyone's in a good mood. thank God fer tt :D
my b'day was on the second day of cny! and yea, it's quite boring though.. slpt fer almost the whole day for some reasons... some things really destroy my mood arrghh.. it's stupid to feel stupid on ur b'day right. and somehow i think tt my parents forget my b'day! :X but yea.. a big THANK YOU to my bro! coz he treated me to earthquake at swensen!! :D really cheer me up! really thank God fer such a nice bro! he really helps me a lot. not only in my academics of course haha!
hannah jiaxin titus and shuchun came over on wed! oh yea, baked at tunli's hse wif amanda! the cupcakes are really nice! muahaha! although some are lyk.. burnt.
sch kinda suck. had 2 rounds of lab session.. oh yea i just watched percy and the lightning thief! the story's quite nice! :D
i guess the medicine's taking effect. i'm starting to feel drowsyy :X

2010-02-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

life's getting more and more tiring.
are we making our life hard?
do we deserve it?
partly i guess.
which means it's not entirely our fault.
it's just the wrong choice of word, misunderstanding and insensitivity.
hope that things will get better.
but nevertheless, thank God tt thing are getting better on the other side :D

2010-01-31T21:21:00.003+08:00

my bro's back! :D
Thank God fer his safe arrival.
Thank God for giving me such awesome and caring fws, u just can't imagine how this encourages and motivates me in various aspects of my life.

2010-01-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

i wanna see a doc!

2010-01-17T19:30:00.002+08:00

it's only ONE week of sch, butit felt like i've been thru weeks or mths of it. :X i'm not used to the routine of waking up early.. listening to lectures/tutorials n slping early. yea, i needa change my body clock :X it's the first time tt my dad came to fetch me after sch :D we went to collect my passport after tt. waited fer quite long though :X so he brought me to eat at the place where my bro recommended him last yr :D yummy noodles! went to meet up wif kalyn at bugis and the rest b4 leaving for hazel's bbq! it's a nice get to together. i really miss those crescent days. still felt soo homely even after 1 yr. but we were forced to leave earlier coz some of us needa go to sch on the next day :X choir was so much better! :D we learnt new songs, finally. ytd was such a slpy and tired day :X lunched at crystal jade kitchen wif choir ppl :D and fer fellowsip, it was sports activities! din play much coz i was soo lazy :X
and wen i went home.. i was soo tired tt i actually slpt on the floor wen i onli intend to lie for 5 a short 5 min. another new week's coming..

2010-01-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

oh mans... i can feel my energy being drained out.. due to lack of slp :X and it's only the third day of sch. couldnt really slp the night b4 sch reopen. tried to slp at 1 plus.. but after one hr.. i still couldnt slp. it's tt bad.. and i guess i have to re-adjust my body clock. i thought first day of sch would be fun, but it turns out to be quite bored and we actually had lecutres/introductory tutorials. couldnt get used to sitting down and listening to the speaker. and i felt really sleepy during lectures/tutorials.
had choir rehearsal after sch on tues. and the same thing happened.. i felt so sleepy and tired. all my singing techniques are gone :X i'm kinda worried and stress over this. at this rate, i'm worried tt i'll pull the whole choir down. SOOO, i'm gonna work on it to improve my singing! :D and hopefully, there's time.
and today, it's open hse. i felt soo soo tired although we only sang fer a few slots :X no stamina at all. and i couldnt really focus after such a long period of waiting and stoning... but nevertheless, it's quite fun! :D and i saw HANNA and JOEY today!!! and it felt soo good to see them! yea it's a tiring day.. reached home at ten plus. coz we had bs today. or rather prayer meeting. :D it's kinda cool. coz i realised, even though we kinda din really hang out tgt during the dec hols, we still felt close. and in fact, we shared a lot among ourselves. it's really great to be able to see how God help us in our lifes and it's interesting to find out abt their experiences. and yea, i felt soo much better after meeting up wif them :D is lyk one whole day in sch.. all the tiredness and stuff.. but after meeting them, i really felt kinda relieved. :D
but nevertheless,
I"M TIRED! :X

2010-01-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

this week has been crazy. i've been SOO SOO SOO hardworking, trying to chiong my homework. yea, i'm suffering from homework overdose.. and the best way to treat it will be???
finally chiong finish my maths homework!!!! THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME THE DISCIPLINE AND THE STRENGTH TO DO IT! i chiong-ed till 5am! yeaa, even i couldnt believe it until now. and yea nevertheless, THANKYOU JIEKANG FOR TEACHING ME MATHS!!! sorry fer disturbing u mann.. i huv been spamming u wif maths qn haha! :P yea i'll treat u to smth AFFORDABLE wen sch reopen kayss! :D yea promised! and yea is ur name big enough?? this is the biggest font alr hahaha! :P
sch's starting in a few days time... SIANNESS! cant imagine how it will be... haiz.. gotta enjoy this last few days. BUT i cant.. coz i haven touch my chem hw yet... :(
i couldnt stand doing chem. first qn dunno how to do alr.. and yea.. i'm off watching random show..

2010-01-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

kinda dislike the starting of the year coz this means tt i needa adapt to things tt have changed! and it'll be super hectic this year!
this is actually the first time tt i really wanna keep to my new year resolution :D and it's gonna be a challenge! how i wish i can press the restart button and start over my j1 life again!!! thinking back, i really wasted one year of my life. really din do much in my studies, and i had not been a good testimony.. amidst all the fun tt we had, i find it soo hard to resist THE temptations. shall jiayouss during this year! it's so gna be tough!!! homeworks not cleared!

have u changed?
or is it just me
getting kinda tiring..

2009-12-31T00:58:00.002+08:00

God's been speaking to me :D
something just happened the night b4 church camp... i was :X
wen i was doing qt tt night, it's lyk God speaking to me using the articles :D
Thank God!
church camp was awesome! though it's sooo short.. limited time but we still had fun!
learnt a lot from the lecture/sharing at night. it really gets me thinking of wad i wanna do in my life.
so wad's next? the new catch phrase.
this wake up call is nv too late i guess :D
met elena after church camp :D watched alvin and chipmunks tgt wif her bro!
He's soo cute haha! really had fun mann! but i was real tired! slept fer a total of 14 hrs. and yea i wanted to contd slping but it was alr 2.30....
dun wan 2009 to come to an end.
this yr seem soo short. but i really thank God for all the blessings and encouragement tt He had given to me. i guess i will miss being a j1. i'll definitely miss the awesome alto snrs in choir! :D:D
i wanna watch sherlock holmes!! :D

2009-12-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

my blog's starting to collect dust. haha! was busy wif choir these few days. 5 days of caroling was a great experience, i'm glad to say :D and yea, during this hol, i can feel tt we got even closer tgt. it's more lyk a family now haha! 5 days of diff experience is really a diff lessons learnt. esp today. smth pissifying happen. and hence, we were late fer caroling. and we needa learn how to control our temper, stay calm even though everything is in a rush/mess. and yea, it turns out to be great? Thank God for giving us this opportunity to bless the audience with our voices. ate at kfc after caroling! rushed off to buy foolscap fer karen wif wanling! and yea we were damnn late fer the choir party coz we needa wait for doreen! had a great time mann. seriously! we played. we ate. we sang. it's a heart-warming farewell too. :D and yea, had a really great time playing!
smth pissifying happen again. i hope i'm not being too sensitive or wad. yea but at least i'm feeling better now. :D

2009-12-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

went fer syc and friends on sun wif jialing and mel. :D it's really a great performance, esp the 2nd half of the concert! it's great to see jollin performing too. the solos' voices are beautiful! and yea, get to seat at the place where it happen to be SO NEAR one of the performers who played the instrument! haha! yea, lyk wad renaldy says, it's too nice tt we got nth to comment on. haha!
had cip at first toa payoh pri on mon. it's awesome!! the kids are soo cute! and it's really my first time enjoying myself wif the kids haha! they're soo high and enthu. and i felt sooo tired. :X makes me feel soo old haha! had a great time lunching. played L4D 2! lyk finally! hate playing the infected. and yea after gaming, went out wif anthea stella qingling and nat. oh yea we ate sushi at cathay! i love sushi! and yea, we had a great time talking stuff.
watched new moon on tues! but yea, the ending just kinda suck.. this china woman called me halfway during the movie. and i guess i was speaking quite loudly :X and yea, so i hda to fake the poor reception hello-ing thing. haha! meant no harm though.. i just wanna watch the movie. i sort of hibernated on tt day! i was really damnnn tired. slept from 8. woke up at 1 plus to reply msges.. den continue slping till 10 today. I really enjoyed grp outing today :D thank God fer tt. it's a really good bonding session. we really get to know each other, and the prob tt we are facing. and yea, this is wad fellowship shld be lyk :D but yea, really thank God for giving us this opportunity :D

2009-12-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

4km wif mel at the gym. din sweat tt much today coz the fan was at high speed :P
shld huv turn off the fan though...
had sectional after tt.
it's such a killer.
i nearly died.
seriously a killer.
i'm glad tt i survive thru today :X
spend A LOT at the cafe today. and i realise the tactics tt they use to earn soo much money.. by selling small portion of food at a much expensive price. and the food/beverages there are soo tempting.
went to acs baker to prepare some stuff fer tml haha! yea it's not entirely a failure though.
spend a long time toking abt choir stuff. yea, it's kinda sad amidst all the laughter.
ate at the food place opp beauty world wif karen mel stella wanling and renaldy. the food there's damnn nice! ahhhh and it's soo worth it.
tml's gna be a hectic day again i guess. haiz...

2009-12-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

3.6km wif mel today!
joined the alumni for caroling at st. lukes hospital today. had a great time preparing fer the few pieces tt we sang there. adn yea, it's another new experience :D my fav performance will be the syf erlier this yr. followed by the caroling just now. and i finally know how it feels to be able to spread the joy and the good news to people around you :D

Long time ago in Bethlehem
so the Holy Bible says
Mary's boy child, Jesus Christ
was born on Christmas day

2009-12-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

ran 4km today :D it's a great accomplishment. it really helps me in reaching those high notes.. somehow lar. rehearsal today was quite awesome. we sounded soo much better as compared to the previous rehearsal. after rehearsal, me jack and wanling spent lyk 30 min to set up the card game tt han brought. -.-
and i realise i huv been spending time watching dramas, reading bks. BUT not on doing my work..

2009-12-05T22:22:00.005+08:00

what's the meaning of life wen it's always so smooth sailing, wen you are not faced with any adversity or any troubles? maybe i'm beginning to learn to give thanks during times of hardship and i'm glad fer tt :D
really thank God fer giving me the strength to pull through the entire of today. and i've made a careless mistake. I have been relying on myself to try to pull through the ordeal. and yes, it's a big mistake mann. and hopefuly i'll learn from this mistake. I wanna thank God fer making me to come upon realisation of this silly mistake tt i've made. and yea, no matter wad, rely on God, trust in Him fer He will always be there for every single one of us, even wen u can't feel his presence or tt u huve drifted apart from Him. He has said tt never will he leave us nor forsake us. seriously, i'm realy glad to realise where's my mistake, and how it leads to the suffering. Thank you God! :D
one of the brother in 1723 shared this meaningful line with us: Prayer is the first priority, not the last resort. Indeed, tt's very true. :D

ohyea, i ran this morning! wif abbie and mel. ran 2 rounds out of sch compound and 4 rounds of the track :D and yess, it really helps in singing! but i really feel damn tired after a while.

2009-12-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

choir in a few hrs time. hope tt it wun be as bad as the previous rehearsal. well, at least we did work hard right :D sadly, i cant make it fer the trip to SAM to sing wif the alumni..haiz...

2009-12-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

it's a nice morning. ran wif some of the choir ppl today :D and yea, we ran 10 rounds! :D
felt quite accomplished coz it's been a REALLY long time since i exercise. ordered mac breakfast! i was damn full after tt. we had to chiong our breakfast, den bathe so as not to be late fer choir. the running really did help in our singing. felt warm-up and i could sing better, though i felt damn sleepy after a while. so we're gonna huv another morning run on sat. which means tt i needa wake up at the normal sch timing..haiz.. and becky won't be arnd on sat. :( one less ppl to run wif me and to go crazy alr. awww.. i think i shld really start on my work soon. yea, i noe i huv been saying this everyday.

2009-12-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

tons of bad news i guess?
i think i'm getting a sore throat very very soon. shucks.
it's only the 2nd day of the week and i'm gng broke...
one mth of hol gone.. poof!
arrghhh, i dun really feel tt it's a hol. needa go back to sch lyk 3 times a week... and i haven been spending time revising/doing my work... shucks. arrghhh. no discipline at all.

oh yea, went to watch gokusen wif mel and marie today :D
it's quite nice! hahaha! i find the movie so touching. the teacher is able to transform a class filled with delinquents who dun really care abt each other, into a class where true friendship and brotherhood really exists. seeing the transformation in them makes me feel the warmth in this world :D

a great and meaningful lesson learnt today. it's a great and new experience. thank God for tt :D

2009-11-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

wasted half of my day today...my parent woke me up at lyk 2 plus... and i still felt lyk slping! and yea... in fact i wasted one whole day! i huv been watching tv program since the time i ate my brunch. all the way until 10pm. dun ask me how i manage to do it. but time realli passes soo quickly. my time management suxs mann..

2009-11-27T03:35:00.001+08:00

choir rehearsal today was lyk not bad :D at least we put in conscious effort in making music. and yea, today is the one-one session wif some teachers and abbie. it turns out to be quite nice haha! and yea, i totally agree tt i shld put in the same effort in my studies, esp chem, just lyk the effort i put in learning my music. tt's lyk one pt which i nv thought of. met up wif tunli sarah mel ella elena jiekang nick and shaun fer THE CHRISTMAS CAROL today! stoned at the basement fer DAMN LONG, until i realli felt damn sleepy and tired despite all the chattings and joking around. FINALLY, wen the movie starts, i started feeling soo tired. it's a nice movie anw, just lyk i slept at the present part. and yea after tt i was lyk half conscious.. so i kinda noe wad's happening/alr forget wad happened alr. but it's quite a meaningful movie though. the man did change to be better at the end of everything. and we can see how the change brought about a domino effect in everyone's life :D and yea, after movie, almost everyone was lyk rushing off fer dinner and other stuff. so it's onli left wif just me tunli and elena. and so we decided to huv our dinner at lot1! bused back and it's quite a long journey. maybe cuz it's a bus ride. and i really dislike bus ride. couldnt get used to standing on the bus :X ate at ramen! it's lyk sooo yummy! and b4 tt we were starving. but wen we were lyk halfway thru our meal, we were full ttm! so we decided to walk arnd and yea saw my bro and titus haha! met quite a lot of ppl at lot1 today. haha! anw, gtg now! it's quite EARLY. :X

2009-11-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

ohhno.. today is kinda wasted! it's short(at least for me). coz i woke up at lyk 2pm today. and the reason being.. i slept late..very very late. haha! well... did nth much apart from the usual slacking after finishing the ppt slides. and i'm still not finished wif sarah's bk! and guess wad? it's only 197 pages but i took soo lnog to read it. but the bk really points out some impt points and the author manage to link bible verses to today's life and how we can face our problems. quite a useful bk :D and i'm halfway thru blood ties... mel and wanling are back from their Japan trip! 2 more altoes! :D but karen wun be coming tml... haiz.. i shall slp slightly earlier today coz i realli dun wanna kill myself fer tml's rehearsal.

2009-11-20T03:20:00.002+08:00

was suppose to meet john in the morning. but he OVERSLEPT! so i just boarded the train if not i'll be late fer choir :X
i felt even more bored and sleepy today. yea, it's nice to sit beside hannah during rehearsal. she's damn funny! shant reveal too much details here muahahaha.
after rehearsal, abbie sheryl yueyue and me share cab to buona mrt. so each person is lyk 90cents each. haha! kinda dumb but no choice.. it's raining heavily and i lent my umbrella to jiekang during the hols. oh yar! and i forget to ask it from him during class outing! watched 2012 wif monica and sarah. i kinda lyk the movie :D not just the special effects, but also the way they express their concerns on their loved ones, even to the state of putting their own life at risk. it's a long movie though...
had dinner at astons :D nice food there! :D oh yea, and i finally get to taste the cheesecake tt we baked ytd. it's realli realli realli very nice! thumbs up!
ahh i'm off to read sarah's bk now.

2009-11-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

din get to see the meteor shower this morning! i was slping den haiz... i think it'll be soo fortunate to be able to catch one of God's wonders. anw, met up wif a few peeps today to do STUFF haha! kkayss actually we had loads of fun doing it :D shafik's hse has got a home theater. damn cool right! met up fer this newly-initiated bs session. and ever since i got home, i've been having headache! arrgghhhhhh... maybe i shld turn in earlier fer now.

2009-11-18T02:55:00.003+08:00

THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE!
it's a really useful book to aid us in our spiritual growth :D
the book actually includes bible verses, point for us to ponder/reflect, and of course each chapter serves as a step for us to get to know more about God's plan for us and Our purpose for our life.

The following quotes are those tt i find useful. :D
Reflect on them. I'm sure it'll help! yea :D

Your most profound and intimiate experiences of worship will likely be in your darkest days.

When life is rosy, we may slide by with knowing about Jesus, with imitating him and quoting him and speaking of him. But only insuffering will we KNOW Jesus.

Every problem is a character-building opportunity, and the more difficult it is, the greater the potential for building spiritual muscle and moral fiber.

If you look at the world, you'll be distressed. If you look within, you'll be depressed. But if you look at Christ, you'll be at rest. (your yocus will determine your feelings)

If you are facing trouble right now, don't ask "Why me?", Instead ask, "What do you want me to learn?"

2009-11-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

it seems tt time is passing so quickly. and yea my time is occupied wif rehearsals and dramas. oh yar! KAREN! now u cant say tt i'm crazy anymore! haha! coz u are even more crazy than me n rebecca! haha! but yea, the show's damn nice! i feel lyk watching 2012! heard tt it's a LONG movie. today is a.. kinda interesting day. there's actually a diff and UNIQUE way of eating hip hop jelly. omg! the way jack and abbie eat it... LOL. i can onli laugh lar. it's damn gross haha!
ohyar and i realise, during choir rehearsals, there's actually quite a lot of interesting obervations to be made :p muahaha!

2009-11-11T21:21:00.002+08:00

op's finally over! hooray! it now finally comes to the end of PW! :D
but the bad news, total screwd up fer my part. i got so nervous and i huv no idea why. it's quite a disappointment coz i thought i could huv perform better :(
class outing after op! but yea, as usual, go somewhere lepak. it's quite boring though. but some of us went to take a look at the huge christmas tree outside ion. it's damn nice! esp if u enter into it. once u look up, the lightings and decorations are just too dazzling.
this week doesn't seem lyk a hol to me. needa go to sch almost every fer op and choir.
and yes, i realli wanna thank God fer His guidance on my pw grp. otherwise, our wr will be realli a gone case.
my body's clock getting weird. slpt at 7 plus ytd.. and i woke up at lyk 6 plus from a weird dream or wad u call it a nightmare... and i vaguely rmb tt i was running away from smth. fer another dream, i dreamt tt i was clinging on to a rope attached to this ship travelling at a super duper fast speed. the funny thing is wen i woke up , i was telling myself to stop wasting my energy... coz i'll be huving op ltr. i huv no idea why i said tt.. but it's kinda weird to think abt now. haha!
and u can see christmas decorations being put up everywhere! i so loved Christmas seasons! :D not forgetting the true meaning behind it!

2009-10-27T22:30:00.003+08:00

phew.... i 'm almost done wif annex fer wr! muahahah! i'm almost gng crazy this 2 days! lack of slp cause of wr! and i was lyk a zombie in sch for 2 days. :(
at least i huv put in effort in the wr.
now i wun realli feel such a strong sence of guilt or regret after everything ends :D
i thought life will be very carefree after promos. but tt's soo not true. awwww...
i'm lyk tied down by pw. but now tt things are getting better and better, i feel so much better.
i almost died during sectionals ytd. or rather i died.
had a HARD time learning jingle bells. wahhhhhh... but i felt quite accomplish though. coz we are almost done learning tt song! i felt damn tired during sectionals. it's realli a hard time for me. felt damn restless. went island creamery wif tunli and amanda after sectionals. had burnt caramel. it taste damn nice! :D
oh yea, anw this morning.. i woke up at the same time.. but somehow, the platform was just soo crowded.. and i miss the train after waiting fer such a long time. and yea, i was NEARLY late fer sch. miss morning ensemble this morning. shyt...

2009-10-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

finally has got the chance to update my blog! promos are finally over. looking back , i can say that i realy had a tough time preparing and chionging fer promos, or rather to catch up. i also realise tt i'm quite lag behind in my studies. in fact, i huv been wasting my time all along. not paying attention during lectures and tutorials, not doing most of my work... but at least i sense the need to work hard a few weeks before promos.
bio and chem paper was damn bad though... i rmb-ed i had a HARD time doing chem... and i nearly cried halfway thru the paper.. section c was seriously dotz. couldnt do anything but rewrite the qns?? had class outing on friday! went to vivo and as usual, went to candy empire and after tt we lunched at carls jnr. the promos period was crazy. we just keep laughing at everything/anything. laughed till we cried and we laugh so hard tt we can feel the pain in our stomach! it's quite a long time since i had those long conversation wif my friends! stayed wif amanda and tunli. we were toking abt lots of stuff till quite late. reached home at lyk 12 plus on tt day! went to zoo on the next day! it's been quite long since i last stepped inside.
this week passed so quickly!
but all in all, thank God fer everything! God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. :D

2009-09-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

this hol is too short! it passed soo fast. and i din do anything much... had pretty much things to catch up..haiz.. promos in 3 weeks time i think. i got a shock wen i was counting down. i thought there will be enough time fer me to chiong.. but time;s running out! and i'm still lyk lagging behind. and i was suppose to do the cathcing up stuff during the hols. din realli manage my time well. :( hoep it's a lesson learnt fer me.
cant wait fer sch tml.. din see anyone fer one week alr! got loads of catching up to do i guess haha! but yea, i'm dreading all the lectures and tutorials...
must chiong for promos!!

2009-09-08T00:55:00.001+08:00

Thanks for coming down today :D
it really bring joy to me and it's great to see all of u!

2009-08-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

it's been quite long since i last blog! life's been rather the same this few weeks. :D ohyar SPA was damn screwd up. my boiling water couldnt boil and so my benedict's test was rather screwd! and yea.. of course coz of tt i ask fer help... and fer chem spa.. i was acting pro muahahah! :P i thought tt i could use the drop by drop method to fill the graduated flask wif distilled water. and who knows during the last drop i just spurt everything out and i had to redo it again! my pipette is dam weird! the water lvl will increase by itself wan! and the burette.. dunno y the rubber get lyk stick tgt and the solutions couldnt come out at some pt! wahh.. and yea i used the wrong conc fer my calculations... and i i nearly do not huv enough time to redo my calculations part. i was practically racing against time! and yea, of course, i was quite nervous at tt pt of time alr. but yea i still wanna thank God tt no matter how the carrying out of the exp maybe, i still manage to finish my SPA :D but hmm..i dun mind SPA.. coz we get to come to sch ltr and dismiss earlier! muahaha! had kfc breakfast wif tunli elena jiakang melissa and yuxuan on the bio spa day :D tried the porridge and it's nice!! :D and after my chem spa, went to the peranakan museum wif my pw grp! and coz our sch is the member of tt museum, we dun needa pay fer the ticket fee. really had fun there muahaha! nick is damn funny kayss! took video of him and me using the phone. and yea marie and me had to lyk rush back to sch fer sectionals. it was hm quite productive. took one hr to learn a song. but it's quite good alr i think. coz we had lyk combine sectionals wif sops. had to memorise lyk 6 carols fer lyk tml! maybe i shld go start memorizing now! :P

2009-08-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

it's been ultra long since i last blogged. coz i was too lazy to blog. :P
huv been slacking a lot recently! hw piling up and i'm trying to complete them. sigh...
had loads of fun on sat! hope we will huv more outings :D
was late on friday :( and i still thought tt i had loads of time so i was dilly dall-ing in the morning.. ended up i was late. and i was walking super fast tt ppl thought i must be mad. :P the celebration was fun! but yea tt's the last performance of the 2009 choir. but i do thank God fer the time tt we shared.

2009-07-19T01:35:00.002+08:00

was quite reluctant to wake up this morning! and i was ALMOST late fer choir today.. coz of the long queue for temp taking outside.. and there's loads of ppl in the sch today coz of a certain event.. had com election today! congrats to the 2010 com!!! pray tt God will continue to guide acjc choir and allow us to continue to enjoy the process of music making and bonding tgt :D oh yar i saw belinda at je this morning.. and next wen the train from the middle track arrive, we saw audrey! aren't the world smal?!?! such a coincidence right! had rehearsal till lyk 1145 and yea lepak outside the hr. was intending to wait fer mel but the com meeting was veri long! so we went off to holland first. yea and i found out tt vicky and megan are damn nice and funny! haha! bused to bukit batok wif jon and on the way saw grace and jinhui! another coincidence. was abit late fer fellowship today.. oops! after tt we were rehearsing some song... slacked a lot until 7 plus b4 we went to eat dinner. omg rebekah and hannah are lyk damn funny! serious.. i realli had a great laugh today hahaha!

2009-07-07T00:23:00.003+08:00

have been quite slack fer terms as compared to the rest! i huv been turning in at 12 plus, 1 plus... and all the papers are pretty screwd. but somehow, it doesnt feel tt bad coz i sorta feel tt i huv at least tried my best :D though not realli true on the preparation part. went sentosa wif sc4 on friday! realli had fun! played volleyball on the burning hot sand. we were busy digging our own holes so it wun feel tt hot! and yar i find tt volleyball's quite fun! :D felt tempted to swim! so i swam wif the rest.. thank God tt xiner returned me my orientation shirt on tt day, if not i will be lyk drenched..seriously haha! slpt damn late on tt day so i woke up quite late on sat.. which explains y i felt veri drowsy the whole day! had been watching show these few days! anymore shows to rec??? haha!
one thing to be happy about! tml's tues! which means tt i get to go to sch ltr! and and! there's long break!!!
there's sectionals after sch! and i find tt i needa look thru my scores.. miss out quite a lot from the hol rehearsal!!! and i missed the study camp too :( coz i was having loads of fun during church camp!
nevertheless, i realli enjoy the camp! :D

2009-06-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

cip wif amanda choo was fun fun fun and funny! haha! saw charlotte! and shes tarted doing the pass-the-poke thing haha! all the girls were doing the badges while the guys were doing the publicity stuff.. so me n amanda station outside PS.. more towards the Istana.. until one of the police came and tell us not to stand there coz it's Istana! so we walked off bought slurpee and slacked fer a while. but we sold quite a no of badges! :D met loads of interesting ppl, seriously! haha! AND! amanda choo kept on laughing wen i say try the impossible. and she will just reply impossible is nth. haha! we ate sushi at this jap restaurant wif sarah noelle sheryl and yuxuan. after lunch, me and amanda station outside cathay and we manage to sell more badges! rmb: try the impossible. slpt a lot and i sort of just woke up haha!

2009-06-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

just came back from 1723 camp! havent replied to ppl's sms... and there's cip tml which i dun realy feel lyk gng coz i'm abit tired. but i m still lack of cip hrs.. haven even started on any cip proj! so i huv to wake up early tml :(
camp was fun fun fun and IMPACTFUL! really thank God tt eventually i did turn up for the camp. and i really had fun doing the puppet show for the kids! me and koh jiaying had loads of fun doing the action for i've got peace lyk a river~~~ and yar we tried the changing hands wan. which i totally cmi at first haha! joanna is realli good at it! had fun singing and doing actions wif the kids hahaha! some are really cute! i painted on a pebble haha :D it's actually meant for them to do their arts. and before tt talked to this boy about Christ using the good news! haha! :D it's has been quite a long time since i last share the Word wif other ppl :( sad to say... but coz he's alr a christian, it makes the whole process easier, easier for him to understand too. the funfair was quite tiring! after tt we had dinner before leaving fer our campsite. slpt abit on the bus coz i was quite tired alr haha! we brought slping bag coz there wasnt any beds.. oh yar i love the campsite :D it's at bethel presbyterian church. the place's very big! was chatting wif koh jiaying during the first night till lyk one plus. chatted about loads and loads of stuff lar haha! get to know her better. :D the first day was quite tiring.. esp during the children camp. joanna was more tired i think. coz most of the time she was picking the balls and handing them over to me haha! but i really had fun there! :D bought foods from shengshiong (dunno how to spell) haha! to stock up our food! there's ppl buying fruits, sweets, tidbits.. blah blah blah.. most of them bought stuff fer their angel/mortal :D had some icebreaking games and yess! we realli had a great laugh! hahahahha!!!! the preacher laughed till his face numb! everyone was laughing lyk mad. coz the actions were just too funny lar! shaocong is clever to guess the action was showing a merlion haha! damn epic lar! my angel gave me polky on the first day! thanks! and at first i was stoning coz there was no letter haha! but i gt his letter on the second day. received biscuits choc from my angel/mortal.
second day was quite tiring! had the RAT RACE! but at first i was at the base solving sudoku... but yar i coudlnt solve it... den after tt we had other quests. walked up and down the stairs to look fer stuff. phew.. sermon at night was veri veri veri interesting!the pastor told us about his experiences. went out fer supper after tt.. ohyar!!! i saw the legendary RK eating HSE!!!!!! hahaha! ate at chomp chomp. marilyn kinmun belinda and we shared a BIG glass of sugarcane juice, carrot cakes, and mango/almond pearl tau huey :D it's super nicee!!!!! ohyar coz it's about to rain wen we were planning to leave.. so some of us began to cab back.. but some of the cabbies do not noe the way to the church coz it's realli quite ulu.. and it's realli funny wen we hail a cab thrice and it's the same cab. so the uncle huv to keep saying no no no! hahahahaha! some of us took the preacher's car back to the campsite. wen we alighted, we just nkeep walking straight. and after tt we noticed we were getting further and further away from the cross. coz the church has this cross and it sort of guide us back to the church. and we had to walk al the way back until we saw koh jiaying weisheng standing at the road there waiting fer the rest haha! bathed twice on tt day coz i realli stink haha!
third day was fun fun fun! had STARDUST! where all of us get wet haha! after tt we had a super long break. so me koh jiaying and belinda went to sit at the swing and began chatting chatting... until we decided to go elsewhere. played don't forget the lyrics wif the rest! my bro just made 1 new ppt before the camp! haha! at night, we had this life stimulation game: underground church. everyone of us had a diff role to play, namely christian, hymn-book seller, bible seller, pastor, police, spy, special spy, torturer. and my role is the hymn-book seller. wen the game starts, everyone was hanging out at the parade square. me kohjiaying and belinda was still sitting at the swing.. lighting the torchlight, singing twinkle twinkle little star. the effect not bad ahh. and during the game i was damn worried... coz i had to avoid contact wif spy police. and all of us did not dare to trust the rest. we were worried tt the other party is the spy or police... but after tt as the game proceed on, more and more christians gathered. and wen we were prepared to huv our first worship, some of us got caught. we were shock wen they were being brought to the torture room. and yar wen it's my turn to retrive the hymn book, i was pretty worried. a spy actually approach me. and she ask me the secret qn.. but i was lyk feigning ignorance at her qn.. and yess she's the special spy wif all the secret qn and ans to our identity. so after tt i ran to the basement toilet to get the hymn book. and wen i found it, i was thinking of ways to hide it wif me. but the book it too big and no matter how i hide, it still looks damn obvious.. so i off the light and hid in the toilet.. heard footsteps and i thought it might be the police. called wen sze and she asked me to go up 5 min ltr.. so i waited... and wen i left, wenjing and kohjiaying was standing there. and yess, i was caught and brought to the torture room lar.. i felt soo reluctant! coz i alr got the hymn book and it's just tt one step close to having a worship! arghh! and wen i was outside the torture room, i was damn scared!! wen they asked me if i was a christian, i deny. and i felt damn guilty after tt.. coz i realli wanna get out of the room and continue the game! but yea, i figure out tt's really not the way. Jesus has sacrificed so much fer me and i just deny my faith?! my mind was lyk thinking wad am i thinking man?!?! and i'm, realli veri veri guilty and disappointed in myself.. the second time they post me the same qn, i was lyk ok lar ok lar i m a christian.. but i was laughing throughout the "torture". and yar my torture was in fact veri light. haha! and yar coz we were blindfolded during the torture we couldnt see wad's gng on in the room. pls the sound effect and everything, it's veri scary! wen they asked me to kneel down, tt's wen i pray and i imagine myself being in a real-life situation. tt's wen i feel tt God will see me through this process and yar i pass the test! after tt, i joined the rest who were caught and we witness how the others got "tortured" and yar it's quite funny! we were lyk laughing SILENTLY! hahahaha! wen the game ended, everyone of us did some sharing. realli felt lyk crying wen one of the sister cried. as in i felt veri veri guilty and disappointed in myself... but yar, it's true tt such a situation happen in china. every sunday, it's really fortunate fer us to be able to attend service openly, w/o the worry of getting arrested or with spy among us or wad.. tt feeling really suxs... i'm lyk so worried during the camp. imagine those out there experiencing this in their life? we have a church to go to and all the facilities.. but they have to hold everything secretly. it's realli a huge contrast. wad the preacher said was true lar. wen the game started, some christians had to step out to spread the word. coz it's only wen they get arrested tt we noe who are the spy and police. who to look out for. these christians are the ones tt laid out a path for the rest. questions to be asked: lyk wad Jesus and Stephen did, are we able to forgive and pray for those tt persecute us? i guess it's very hard.. tt's the case fer me. this life stimulation game is very impact-ful. we really gain a lot from this camp. had supper after we bathe and everything.. chatted. decided to play card games. so we went up. played some games.. after tt we played heart attack. our hands were red lar! HAHA! wen sze introduce us to the silent heart attack. it's realli veri fun! and FUNNY! joshua! he level up damn fast! even fer actions tt he suggested, he's always the last to do and the first to level up hahaha! played until 3. wanted to go to the rooftop to join the rest to see the moon/stars... if we can see stars in singapore.. but it's damn late alr! so me marilyn and kinmun decided to slp. woke up later in the morning.
got to noe who's our angel/mortal. quite funny hahaha! gave my mortal a veri veri cute rubbish bin. it's realli veri cute! so dun laugh ahh! haha!
TAYLOR rocks! haha! we are the champion group! woohoo!
reached church in the afternn.. had our lunch.. after tt me, my bro, john, sharon and weisheng went to the arcade fer a while. played a lot of games yar it's really veri veri fun! hahahaha!
and so tt comes to the end of the church camp. it's veri meaningful and i really gain a lot from this camp. I thank God for everything. for seeing us through this camp, ensuring our safety and for giving us this special oppportunity to learn more about His Word. :D

2009-06-13T12:21:00.002+08:00

wasted another week of hols.. oh mann! i'm soo dead... not enough time to study fer my term exams coz of lack of time management... have been slacking thru the whole of this week.. but it's awesome to be able to meet up wif some of my friends! :D afer choir on wed.. joined vivien zj and jialing after their kbox session :D and yess, fortunately, i din join them fer the kbox session, if not YES! jialing will be singing all the luozhixiang's songs! hahaha! heard she sang loads and loads of his songs lar! candice joined us after tt.. she was supposed to have her bball trng at sch.. but they called her tt it's cancelled wen she was still on her way to sch lar.. ate at macs and i realise how crazy zj and viven are! eeyer.. scary ahh! watched Hannah Montana The Movie after tt! It's damnn nice!!! i lyk the songs! woohoo! and the next day, i had consultation at sch.. met amanda joan and sarah at bk fer lunch and we ended up being late fer the consultation.. but ms yap is damn nice.. she din scold us or anything.. but this makes me feel soo guilty lar.. during the consultation, my eyes were half-closed :( wonder y?? and after consultation, i was lyk wide awake?!?! ohh yess anw, we watched drag me to hell..the endind really sucks!!! amanda was sooo angry haha! and we were thinking of our own part 2 of the movie. catch 2 movies this week.. oh and ytd, met up wif my cliques! :D had much fun talking at macs... went shopping ltr but cindy needa leave halfway.. so we decided to stop at subway and slack dere..and crystal! do takecare!!! rest well ahh!

2009-06-07T02:15:00.002+08:00

one week of hol gone! time really flies! mon's An Evening With Friends was not bad i think! but we could huv done better i think.. i thought we had done much much more better during syf... but yeah, i totally agree tt we should look forward. really slacked on tues coz i was real tired! slpt till late morning and i watched shows fer the whole day! cant believe i actually wasted my time ehh! shld huv better time management! haha! wed and thurs had reocrings to do! it was awesome! wed we ended at 8.30. :D had the normal ndp dinner. and it makes me recall those long yet fun ndp rehearsals! and thurs, we had recordings till 10 plus! we really wanna finish our recoring on thurs.. and i really dun wanna drag till friday. so we decided to stay and the atmosphere is awesmoe! all of us were totally drained and tired. but YET, we persevered and sang to our limits! and wad ican proudly say is tt we really enjoyed ourselves! even though all of us felt lethargic, we din wanna give up! and the encouragement tt we gave each other! woohoo, just encouragement us to move on. ohhyar! me stella and stacey called ourselves the third row alto 2 tt always stick tgt! hahaha! it's them tt i can still get soo high even though feeling so tired took group phots and celebrated ms fong's b'day! really thank God fer giving me this chance to join choir and embark on this journey of experiencing new things wif my friends :D i really gained a lot. in terms of friendship, trust, team spirit... met up wif junyu on friday to huv lunched :D it's great to see her after such a long time! we realli had fun telling each other abt our sch life. had a great laugh over certain stuff tt we talked about! :D
there's no choir today. feel quite weird and empty. but i guess i'm weird to huv tt thinking! haha1 :P i AM finally punctual fer fellowship today! but, i was very very very tired... half the time, my face was blank. i din have enough nap i guess, adding on to the fact tt i woke up realli early to had breakfast wif junyu this morning. but i seem to be more awake now...
i realise, there's indeed A LOT of things fer me to catch up. i realli cant do simple math qns. and till now, i've onli passed ONE test :( guess i realli hadn't been putting in much effort... pw is another sian topic haiz... i'll get started next week if not marie's gna kill me haha! ahhh i miss sc4! there's nth for me to laugh these few days... :(

2009-06-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

gain and loss are parts and parcels of life???
i'm speechless

2009-06-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

i didn't really have a good sleep last night... kept on waking up and dozing off fer a few times. ohh i ran 1.6km today! coz i didn't want to kill myself fer the concert. did some light exercise, hoping tt this is improve my stamina! muahaha! met up wif mel and we ate lunch at BK. and on the way to cityhall, we saw yueyue! so we walked and talked and walked and talked until we reached the toilet and we thought we will be quite early. but wen we enter the toilet, there's quite a lot of sops doing their makeup! ohh yess thanks sayhwee fer helping me to bun my hair!! and yess, now i realise the importance of learning how to bun hair! we saw ms's tham photo at the backstage area! haha! i rmb-ed the last time wen we had musical evening there, all of us were sooo damn high! haha! and we screamed until we lost our voices... but come to think of it now, it's vocally irresponsible lar. but, it's fun! :p haha! thanks fer coming to our concert! really hope tt u guys huv enjoyed the performance! thanks jialing and zhongjie for the card! i realli love it alot! and i definitely wun forget the times tt we spent after choir prac having bubbletea, those crazy days at kbox, gng over to jialing's hse to slack during the hols, how we lame our way through prac to survive the long session! and thanks! fer the roses and chocolate and the cute little duck! hahaha!
feels quite tired now though! and yea, the alumni's singing is awesome!!! totally melts my heart lar haha!

2009-05-30T20:50:00.002+08:00

had our last chem lesson wif ms yu on friday! she bough our class cake on tt day and it's realli nice of her! she even brought along her cam to take photos wif us! of course, everyone feels damn sad.. leaving is just parts and parcels of life. yea, it's true lar. and it's only when they are gone tt we realise tt actually we haven been treasuring them..wahh! it's damn sad! wad's more, she's my favourite teacher! and adding on to the fact tt ms guo and ms sang are leaving soon.. haiz...
this is lyk the re-enactment of wad happened 2 or 3 yrs back.. which is such a sad case! BUT, i really really really wanna give thanks! tt He has given sc4 such a dedicated and caring teacher! she's one of the best teacher tt i've come across! :D wish her all the best fer her future endeavours! :D
had our last rehearsal today! and mon will be our concert! it's soo fast! and yess! it's damn exciting coz i get to sing in the esplanade theatre again! there's loads of hidden surprises this yr! sad thing is tt i couldnt really enjoy my june hols.. gotta start catching up soon!

2009-05-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

this week is the LAST week of sch! woohoo!!! ytd quite tiring.. doze off during chem.. can u imagine?! the LT was super hot and stuffy... and wen i say it's super hot means it's realli hot! everyone was using the notes to fan themselves but the teacher was lyk saying the office alr on the air-con. but i dun even feel the cold air :( and tt's how i got my headache. damn sux.. nowadays, my body system a bit weird ahh.. keep on dozing off realli couldn't stand it.. and after math lecture.. we went crazy! me amanda robyn and shafik all had drawings on our hands lar.. super lame yet fun! haha! shafik got drew on his face! :P after sch, we were complaining abt the weather.. it's realli super super humid and i nearly died from the heat. until we boarded the bus, we can finally get to enjoy the air con! slacked arnd at lot 1 wif tunli and melissa! and in the end i din go anything wen i reach home.. apart from one article... oopS!
and today, elena is earlier than me! i though i was late lar! good thing, we manage to catch the train haha! pe was quite slack ahh... played captains ball.. but the guys played it lyk lightning speed! during the 2 hr break, went to fusion polis fer lunch. it's super fun to slacked at the supermarket! wanted to buy soo many things to eat! after tt, coz it was raining damn heavily, we can onli cabbed back to sch. quite dumb! but it's damn funny! we couldnt stop laughing once we boarded the cab. i think the driver was quite pissed wif us lar! hahaha! everything is just sooo funny!ESP monica saying hmm it's to the right! ohmygoshh!!!!!! can totally develop muscle from laughing! haha! after sch , went to vivo to get smth! it's damn cute lar! hahaha! ohh and nearly all of us went crazy at candy empire! everyone was lyk practically putting stuff inside the basket! hahaha! oh and after every, ate at superdog. and we tok fer hrs! had soo much fun and laughters! oh man! you guys realli rawk! :D actually, i'm feeling a bit tired now!

2009-05-19T21:23:00.003+08:00

ohyar, and i feel so bad suddenly.. for dragging my friend down... hey.. if u wanna pin-point at me.. just do it openly.. ur method is in the blurry line of being direct and not so direct. and i dun wanna drag my friend down wif me.. just shoot me wif all the qns. dun drag my friends down.. ohyar and all along.. i thought everyone huv a right to express their emotion, which means tt i can laugh wen i'm happy.. but i dun think so now. maybe i'm gng overbroad?? but wad's wrong wif smiling and laughing??? we smile and laugh coz we are elated right? y do we always huv to pull on a long face? life's getting complicated.. is it me or wad. am i being too sensitive?? arrghhh! and fyi, i did my work i did my work i did my work i did my work!!!! haiz... and i'm sorry if i sounded harsh... cant help it though. :P but yar anw, i mean ppl make mistakes.. blame me stupid if i make silly mistakes. tt's all i can say.

2009-05-19T20:07:00.002+08:00

i'm back to update my blogg again after lyk ehh... 9 days??!! and actually, i'm just too lazy to switch on the com.. coz i huv been dozing off before 12 recently. tt's a sad case :( cant get to chat online... cant go face bk-ing.. cant update my blog... haiz... but i believe it's good for my health??? haha! so be it.. oh and this week started of BADLY for me!!! i had serious seriou serious cramps again arrghh! so i couldn't attend service on sunday... and i was at home.. trying to slp but... it sux mann.. i was damn tired.. but i couldnt get to slp coz the pain is killing me.. plus the fact tt i'm degydrated from all the pukings does not help :( couldnt send my bro off fer NS haiz... but at least, i went to fetch him back on sat wif my dad :D:D:D din realli get to tok to him.. oh and he had interesting experiences last week. it's damn funny! they spotted wild boars. and it's those realli huge ones. and yar.. so wen i was lyk dozing off in my bed.. he's still using the com. and suddenly, he shouted wild boar wild boar! damn loudly! tt i was jolted awake lar :P finally, i went to a doc and got an mc :D whee! went to sch at 11 plus on mon and i nearly froze to death in the car. it's damn cold... and i din bring my jacket! and guess wad?? it's damn scary.. coz my lips are purple! eeyer! it's not tt gross purple.. it's those kinda ehh light/faint purple?? but yea thanks God tt i realli feel so much better today! :D woohoo! today wasn't a realli bad day?? i guess?? ohh and i had another interesting experience today :D but it was damnn funny! yet maluating! wahhh :P tried to do smth and i fell ON my butt?!?! alrighttee, oh yar amanda! u alr did ur best fer the interview! dun worry too much abt it!!!

2009-05-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day to all mum!!! thanks fer always being there fer us no matter how we always take u guys fer granted. it's sad to say tt most of the time, we always fail to treasure them! oh yess today is a GREAT day! i realli learn a lot from today's sermon. 7 out of 10 people in this world are non-christians. and out of this 7 people, 3 have not heard of gospel b4. it's definitely an issue fer us to broad over. and yess, action speaks louder than word! at least i tried to share the word wif my friends in crescent. but now..i think i huv been neglecting it. sad to say but it's true tt my life is not testimony to the others. and after hearing today's sermon, i'm willing to try my best to live a life tt speaks of God's love! :D jiayous! haha! went cycling after service and we had LOADS of funn!!!! whee!!!! it's lyk back to the hols! wen we always meet up and lame/slack arnd! miss those days mann... thank God fer giving us such a blessed weekend to bond together even more :D it's just full of laughters and lameness hahahahaha!!! one think i'm worried abt is tt we will drift apart gradually... i think it's coz of sch, hw and stuff.. lyk all of us are not wad we used to be anymore! including myself. haiz...! but i just pray tt no matter wad stands ahead of us, we will noe the importance of fellowship lar.. seriously. super tired from all the laughings and stuff! and there's choir tml! oh yess! anybody interested to go feACJC choir concert "An evening with friends" on the 1st june(mon) 7.30pm at esplanade concert hall?? tickets at $20/24/28. order tix from mee!!! haha! and ohh if u are an ACsian, you can pay by edusave acc!
huv a blessed week ahead! :D

2009-05-10T02:23:00.002+08:00

i realise sometimes, it's really hard to cherish things/ppl around us. is lyk them being around us constantly has gradually reduced their significance to our lives.. sad case though.. huv u change to much tt u are now a complete stranger to me?? or am i the one who has change?
ohyar! really do thank God fer seeing my bro thru yet another week of his BMT! thank God tt he is still able to attend service on sunday which is ltr! coz he had to reach pasir ris interchange at lyk 3 plus. which is soo early! dun even huv time to tok to him.. and haiz.. i haven realli been toking to him fer weeks! and i'm trying my best to hmm tok to him as much as i can! coz yea.. every friday i will reach home lyk super late. so by the time i reached home, everyone will be slping :( and if my bro came home on a fri, tt means i wun get to tok to him! haha! ok and if he came home on sat.. we will be back home late. coz of either choir/fellowship. and since i may not be able to attend fellowship fer a few weeks.. yea tt explains.. but amidst these tight schedule, i realli thank God tt i'm still able to lyk tok to him. although time is realli pack haha! oh yar and.. pray fer good weather ltr! coz we may be gng cycling!

2009-05-09T00:05:00.005+08:00

screwd up my econs test! haiz... this time i'm really speechless lar.. no matter what econs assignments being handed to me.. from just normal class homework, to assignment to tests, i can fail them easily. and sad to say, i din huv enough time to complete my econs essay :( nvm.. shall try harder next time round. nad i still dun get anything from sequence and series! :( suxs mann! and i survived thru the previous tutorial by using my friend's work as REFERENCE hahahahha! tdin had choir on wed! so i manage to reach home super early! lyk arnd 3 plus 4 plus? and i slpt fer 2 hrs.. it doesnt help much wen i doze off quite early tt night and din manage to finish studying fer my econs test. sad case.. fri timetable was lyk shyt.. one whole block of lessons! but i still manage to survive today! met up wif candice jialing beatrice at cine today! and i was shocked to see nj ppl there! haha! coz i thought it's a meet-up session of four peeps! but yess the more the merrier! vivien kenneth jane and hmm i think her name is carissa came along haha! they are all classmates i think.. ate dinner at kfc and slacked there fer a while b4 catching a movie.. i''m damn tired now!! had 5 stations today! and i realli realli sux! but still thank God tt i manage to survive the jump. coz i realli cant jump! ohh yess amanda! get well soon!!!

2009-05-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

i needa learn how o bun my hair!! if not wen the seniors leave, we will be died coz yeah most of us huv no idea how to bun nicely! heyy thanks santhi and sayhwee fer helping me wif it and sayhwee fer ur blusher! and hmm i realise we keep using her blusher haha! quite disappointed after warm-up today coz we felt tt wer not the best.. but yeah, on stage, the feeling's realli soo magical. in fact, it's indescribable.. if not fer the hard work of all the teachers, laoshi, mrs wilson and mrs tay, this would not huv been possible.. and of course the efforts tt we huv put in during the long hrs of prac, break prac, morning prac. finally get to experience this kinda feeling again! woohoo! and yes! I STILL RMB THE LAST TIME I HAD THIS MAGICAL MOMENT WAS IN XIAMEN! and it's the first time tt i realli see mrs wilson enjoying so much :D and i dun wanna disappoint her. it's true lar wad sir had told us. tt we were not competing fer anything, but sing to bless the judges, audience. and on stage, i can realli feel the peace within me. sing to bless every single one of them. and hahaha! it's lyk the first time tt i can smile GENUINELY! omg!! thank God fer today!! if it's not fer His guidance and support, all this would not huv been possible! and haha! we get to miss lesson fer the entire of today! but hmm everything was soo touchy today... sang To God Be The Glory went the teachers walk into the HR.damn touching. and it's quite sad though. coz this will be our first and last sfy together as the 2009 batch. :( we got crazy in the HR upon learning our results! and my energy was all drained out! by the time we went fer dinner, i was lyk half dead man.. there's no rehearsal tml! and hopefully i'll get to rest and catch up wif my work!

2009-05-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

this week has been a tiring week for me! practically had to wake up a bit earlier fer choir from monday to friday. ohyes and on friday/labour day, we had a rehearsal at vch! and the bad thing is i grew soo self-conscious of my voice :( ohno mann! and syf's on tues! it's coming!! and hmm after rehearsal, went lunching at subway. ohyes and i realise we realli can sing anywhere. lyk we can just stand there stoning and suddenly one of us will start singing the songs.. and soon other parts will join. it's damn cool! but the thing is tt we must sing tgt if not it will be damn embarrassing! haha! went oldham hall and rotted there till lyk 7 plus? dinner at newton circle but by the time i reach home, i'm damn tired alr!

2009-04-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

wah! got back some of my tests during the past few days and i hope these would serve to wake me up. i realise i realli need a tight slap on my face to wake myself up! coz i huv been slacking! apart from math, i either failed/ sub-pass the rest of the tests.. which doesn''t help much. haiz.. so from now on, my target will be to PASS all my tests! woohoo! we had choir rehearsals on mon to thur mornings, including mon and tues afternoon!!! and after the tuesday rehearsal, some of us stayed back to helped out the noticeboard, but yeah, in fact, me, mel and stella did nth much. coz we were lyk doing.. hmm.. random stuff?? so we stayed till lyk 7 plus 8 plus? and we decided to go holland v fer dinner! and by the time i reach home it's lyk nearing 10. wen we leave sch, the sky was DARK. cant imagine how late we stayed until. and yess seriously had a good laugh at some stuff muahahaha! yess and my 2.4 run improved!!! woohooo!! finally got back my normal timing! and yes thank god fer tt! cozif it's not fer the strength tt He has given me, i wun even huv the perseverance in the first place to endure through the whole run. and it's a surprise run. coz we were told tt onli the guys will be doing their NAPFA items and ended up tt all of us had to do the run on tt day! and it's super funny tt mr lim suspect tt jiekang is a smoker! ohmygosh lar! we had a great laugh over this!
ytd was lyk a nightmare.. coz i can feel tt i'm getting sick.. and what's more..syf's nest tues! it's seriously a BAD TIME to fall sick! and i dun wan ppl to suspect tt i m infected wif the swine flu! i was having headahce ytd, my fingers are super cold in the air-con room, and i felt damn sleepy! and my nose is huving this smell tt smells lyk flu?? so i drank a cup of orange juice coz i heard there's vitamins. but in the end it doesnt help much.. :( and today, haha! i drank two cups of orange juice, one cup of orange-carrot juice and one cup of redoxen-wif-water drink! realli hope tt i wun fall sickk!! ahh!!

2009-04-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

ok! shall TRY to blog in bigger fonts hahahaha! i woke up earlier than my usual timing today! and the morning train was soo empty! but all the seats are still occupied. just tt there's not a lot of ppl standing and i reached sch at lyk 7am fer choir prac. but consider the fact tt i turned in damn early the night b4.. i actually felt quite fresh this morning... to chiong bio notes :( but i felt the bio test was 100 times better than chem! bio prac was fun! we had lots of time preparing it.. so much so tt we din realise we AR EGIGGLING ALL THE WAY. and we got scolded at the end of the prac. for giggling all the way and not ebing serious in our work.. haiz.. but NVM! tt aside..after sch we went ikea after sch! and beatrice came along too!! had loads of fun there! some funny and lame stuff gng on too hahahha! greeny ahhh!! the dirty secret ahh! pick the inside wan! hahaha! stayed behind wif amanda and beatrice.. we ate ice cream!! and after tt started playing the NEVER game! hahahaha! all of us get forfeited of course. but amanda's dare is the most funny wan muahahahah! fri is coming!! woohoo! and my bro is coming home tml haha! :D :D

2009-04-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

hey life's pretty screwd up here... but today progress well fer me though! :D Thank God!!! failed my chem and gp. which is soo expected... and as fer math.. i'm speechless too... and adding on to the fact tt i haven start preparing fer wed n thurs ct doesnt help much though! but today sectionals was damnn funn!!! haha! did stupid and funny things! and yess realli laugh my lungs out lar! i realli thank God fer giving me such a nice sections! ALLTOES!!!! muahahaha! we huv nice seniors, nice J1s, and there's our friend NICKY! MEL!! tt's super lame kkayss!! stayed till 7.30-8 partly coz we stayed back and ate the b;day cake.. plus laming arnd wif mel! ohmygoshh!! life's great fer the moment! muahahaha!

2009-04-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

friday's a good day! coz we had soo much fun during pe. robyn's laughter was contagious tt it also caused me laughing! haha! but we unintently swop our grp... swam in the shallow pool and the water was quite warm :( tt's a sad thing... and wad's more.. we needa wear flippers again! ahhh! but things were not tt bad coz i guess i alr got used to it alr haha! and after swimming, met up wif candice at dg mrt. but i was LATE... sorry candice!!! and i realised smth, we got couple bag! and i was soo blind to not realise tt she's got this bag coz apparently, i was shocked to see us having the same bag and she was not! haha! met sam, vivien and her friend kenneth. ate at Ajisen and i',m super super hungry!!! peichun joined us after tt coz she happens to be at ps too! viven bought the cookies and cream ice cream! ate the tub of ice cream at this sheltered space. and sam's og came... ohmy ben is super tall! and after tt we got chased away by this security guard coz he claimed tt the place which we were sitting is a PRIVATE property. so we went to find sam and her og. and i felt odd! coz vivien and kenneth was in their home clothes.. the rest are in sa uni.. and i'm the odd one out! ohh and guess wad?!?! saw joanne and hazel aw!! ophmygoshh!!!! it's been such a long time since i last saw them! esp joanne! and here goes the cliche line: those were the days... haha! began telling me how chen laoshi reg her and stuff.. blah blah blah... and i realise smth.. all sa ppl if not majority of them are super LAME! and apart from my church friend and my bro, i found another lamer just as lame as them! and since he's oso in SA, i figure out tt maybe SA ppl are lame! haha!
ate macs breakfast wif anna zhuomin lixin and evangeline.. felt odd again coz all of them were in the familiar yellow and turquoise uni and i'm yess, the odd one out!! somehow i miss the old choir.. and wen i say old, i mean the 2005/2006 choir... i miss charlotte! i miss charlene! i miss jialing!! i miss altossss one!!!! speechs day was boring... and amanda claims tt she's late so she din receive the prize on stage! hmph! it's realli boring... ohyeah and thanks laoshi!!! she came all the way from dover market to fetch mel marie and me all the way to kampong kapor methodist church! which is at somewhere in little india/serangoon.. super far lar! got our concert gear too! it costs us 70 bucks though! we sounded nice! and the composer of piyutim Eran came! He's a fun and interesting guy i would say! corrected our pronounciation and stuff... and tt's was he commented. Hebrew is a hard language to sing.. just lyk eng.. after rehearsal, trained all the way home and by then i's realli veri veri veri exhausted... tt's y i couldnt make it fer fellowship too... :( sad case.
just felt sad this morning... maybe it's coz of the weather or smth wasnt right... but the day din start out right... sigh! i'm just tired! and hopefully mon will be a good start of the week!

2009-04-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

time seemed to pass by too quickly today! but firstly, i MUST THANK GOD for granting me such a great day in sch :D and yess, i manage to meet elena at cck mrt today! :D i dunno how.. but somehow, no matter how tired we were, we managed to laughed at the way from cck to bv. power right. haha! the both of us were super high kays! i was NEARLY late fer sch today.. coz the day was suppose to close at 7.25 sharp. but i notice tt they wun close the door until 7.26. BUT today i reached the hall at 7.26 and thank God tt i dun needa stand outside the hall again! it's a beginning of a great day. during the cyber tok, we were laughing lyk mad too! muahahaha! the copy-right man looks lyk mario. totally and it's damn funny! and everything abt the show was stupid! stupid in a gd way tt makes ppl laugh. hahahaha! and tunli said smth.. the guy look lyk her uncle. and from there, we started laughing hahaha! another reason y i love mon is coz there's simply a lotof lectures! and i dread wed not coz of cca day, but the reason being it's whole day of tutorials which i can realli die from it!! ahhh! and by the time it's choir, i will be SIAN! i love the prac... but it's the warm up tt nv fails to bored me :( this is a sad case! coz warm up is impt and yet everytime, my eyes will be half closing and i huv to try veri hard to open it.. mental torture! wahh! realise nowadays i huv been eating a lot of food in sch whenever there is a break.. and i dunno y... everyday or almost everyday.. i will get scolded. not tt i care but it somehow will ruin my mood fer tt tiny wheeny 2 min?? lucky she's in a gd mood today. but somehow, we as in me amanda and greeny just got "scolded" by this teacher fer... ARGH. gp was draining. we had to write essay and i'm proud to say tt we survived thru the whole thing. coz sangeetha was lyk saying we look super dead! ohyar, maths ct suxs to the veri core! and i shall go replenish my slping hrs soon! :D sad thingis tt i cant slp in late every tues.. coz there's choir @ 7.30. my slping hr GONE!

2009-04-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

It's GOOD FRIDAY!!!! and tml, i'm sending my bro off fer NS!!! wahhh... the hse will be soo dead :9 and there's no one to teach me hw sian!!! ehh tunli! we must work hard tgt ahh!!!

2009-04-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

the world is too small! jinyee's ex classmate is my classmate!! and haha! yess, i'm being uber random here! today is a realli shyt day fer me! as usual, greeny is always laughing AT me! and she claims tt she's laughing WIF me! ohmy haha! seriously, at the rate tt she laugh, she will have a well develop stomach muscle haha! and yess i love econs listen! coz it's the time tt we laugh lyk mad! omg and guess wad?? our tutor named greeny amanda and me as the powerpuff girls?!?!?! and coz we were always laughing he was lyk targeting us during his tutorials. but we just cant help it! he is SUPER funny hahahahahha! he is lame! he has the potential to be lame kkays! and today there's a lotof cute little kiddies in my sch! they are all from acs junior! run super fast! common test starts lyk next week? siann!!! how am i gng to attempt the qn wen i dun even understand anything, esp my econs and maths! arrghhh! i love miss yu!! she's damn nice! she printed out worked soln fer us! which i think is super rare fer tutors in jc to do tt.. i'm so used to the spoon feeding system in crescent mann.. went out wif elena melissa jiekang and yuxuan after sch fer dinner! and greeny was laughing all the way from sch to buona mrt! hahaha! and i wrote a post-it specially fer her it's damn funny!

2009-04-07T23:29:00.002+08:00

my love for music is growing i guess! i love pange lingua and adon olam!!! goshess! these two songs can totally melt my heart lar haha! and syf is on 9th may. shyt.. hopefully i'll be able to sing on stage coz my voice realli suxs. :( which is completely i sad thing... find it soo hard to switch from head voice to chest voice.. omgg.. yess! this friday is Good friday! :D:D so it's a day off for me! but from sch reopen till now, i huv been slacking lyk shyt! haiz... sad case.. today mass pe was quite tiring though! we did 4 rounds and for every 100m, needa do some workout as a class. no muscle aches fer today! i'm eating more and more junk food! soon, i'll be broke :(

2009-04-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

it's almost a WEEk since i last updated my post! not tt i'm busy or wad, it's just tt i'm too drained out... and the saddest thing of all! i din manage to go fer fellowship last sat coz of the extneded choir prac... :( not tt i dislike the choir prac.. in fact i think tt it's super productive! esp wif all the alumni coming back, they can sing DAMN well!!! ohh! and yess and lights out during earth hour! coz i was too tired and my show was not loading! so i just switched off my com, swtich off the lights and i slpt all the way till 8 in the morning! i guess this week has been quite a tiring yet interesting week?? i love my class!!! i can nv fail to laugh wen i'm wif them haha! and i realise tt i'm beginning to lyk econs lessons! haha!!! i huv to do my work for econs if not i will get TWO LETTERS---DC! hahahaha! this is super funny! and it's damn fun to lame arnd wif mr koh!
oh yess! i forget smth! fri was our first performance! the concert is friends united??? but yes.. hmm din feel contend wif the performance. somehow i can't feel the bond.. tt feeling.. i noe the prob lies wif me which is such a sad case! but nvm! i shall huv bonding sessions more wif my the AWESOME AWESOME altoes and of course choir!
oh yess and jasmine has earned herself a new name! and i shall not reveal it here! see! soo nice of me right! :D :D: :D moo moo moo! haha!
and i dun feel a sense of accomplishment upon completion of my pi. haiz.. which is another sad case cozi din put in my 100% effort.. not even 60% i would say.. i rush through the ltr part.. and the whole class is chionging our PI lyk MAD! the workload is coming..!!! hmm but as of now, i shall go catch my slp!! there's swim pe tml! hope it wun rain!

2009-03-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

i was lyk a zombie this few days from mon to wed.. and wed is the worst day among these few days.. mainly coz of lack of slp! ahh! and from today or tml onwards? i shall slp earlier :D choir was super inproductive.. lyk wad sir had commented, we totally wasted madam's time and our own time... 2 hr plus doing on just one piece of song. and wad's more, it's not even one song, more lyk 3 or 4 pgs of the song... notes were not right, rhythm were wrong... everything was soo out of place... personally, tt's wad i feel. and after the entire rehearsal, there were scoldings by sir. of course i dun hate/dislike him fer tt.. instead, i'm thankful fer tt scolding. i agree tt we deserve the scolding! it realli woke me up from my so-called deep slumber.. i huv been making mistakes here and dere.. dynamics not dere... after choir prac, tried to rush to cck to replace my ez-link card. but the ticket office had alr closed fer the day! ahh! just feel tt the whole day was not running smooth.. but at least, today is a GREAT DAY for me! after bio lecture, we stayed behind and slacked arnd the lt... doing dumb stuff.. and yess shafik is damn funny! he's our class joker or wadever u call tt.. always making us laugh! haha! and during the one hr break today, the NON-CHINESE GANG went to dover market... bought bubble tea there and we got toys from the machine! u noe those machine tt we always play wif wen we were young? inserting coins den turn the knob to get something out?? it's damn fun and damn cool! coz all of us had a diff pokemon :D it's minute but who cares! it's our souvenir! haha! and yess we re always doing stupid things! lyk climbing out of the window,, doing synchronise waving at the ppl walking on the corridor of the other block.. it's damn stupid BUT funny! my stomach ache after soo much laughing session! haha! had mini choir prac at the concourse today :D it was better than wed rehearsal:D woohoo! and i realli hope tt each and every single one of us will do our part to host a good performance fer the concert ltr! :D there's jap ppl coming over!! woohoo! haha!

2009-03-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

wahh sch's reopening today :( dread sch... but at least get to see amanda and pangzz!!! heyy u guys shld be honoured to see you name up here!!! haha! and yess, i'm getting sicked of econs and gp even though i haven been touching them during the hols! sad case right! chiong-ed one jap drama in 2 days :D it's a total of 11 ep! but dun say i'm a loser! coz i always had things gng on in the morning... so i need slp! and hence i cant stay up too late! i miss holidays mann... and i realise my tablet and phone hates me... even my phone hangs... :( and my tablet hanged fer lyk 3/4 times today!
everyone's chionging their work now!

2009-03-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

there's choir tml and it's from lyk 8.30 to 3.30.. but of course there will be lunch break. and hopefully i'll be able to survive tml! woke up at ten plus today the reason being: i slpt at lyk 7 plus 8 plus ytd and i woke up at lyk dunno wad time to reply sms.. and after tt i got bored :( so i slpt at 12 plus so ended up i slpt fer quite long! bus-ed to meet jinyee and candice at the bus opp kap.. ok the place is soo foreign to me.. coz i usually dun go to tt area by bus.. and i nearly miss kap bus stop kkays! so after tt we were soo engross in chatting at the bus stop tt we totally forgot to check which bus bring us to senere centre.. until candice said: hey huv you checked which bus we are suppose to take. and we were lyk stoning down dere haha! shld huv seen all of our reaction.. damn funny! we ordered 2 tubs of icecream!! :D and yess i completed my chem hw! though it's realli not tt much... and wen i mean nott tt much it's realli not a lot.. and i suddenly miss salve regina, alleluia, letit shine, midwinter.. alot!!esp those xiamen pieces!

2009-03-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

i shall complain abt MY OWN VERSION of series of unfortunate events..it all started ytd!! which was a BLACK FRIDAY!!! and actually my day started out fine! just lyk any other sch days.. joking arnd.. huving fun.. until!! after the last choir prac i had during break.. coz i totally forget abt the timing.. so i dun even noe tt i was late fer pe... until binkai came to look fer me n marie at the concourse and yes he sounded quite pissed coz the teacher was lyk fuming! we were late fer lyk ten min... carried hurdles all the way from concourse to sports complex and now my arms and shoulders are aching!! and yess b4 the carrying of hurdles.. rachel called me and asked me where were my scores.. and IMMEDIATELY i was lyk shyt! i left them at the concourse! one big serious crime tt i committed!! ohmy! so she asked me to collect from joel on sat.. after pe... i wanted to collect my bio tb. pangs acc me to the canteen and guess wad?!?! i'm realli damn lucky! the vendor's gone! coz i'm too late!!! so i idn get to collect the bio tb which i was suppose to collect on fri.. and i dunno if they are coming back again??? hopefully.. chiong all the way to the library to collect my scores.. and coz i realli counldnt reg joel and i dunno even noe who he is.. so i asked rachel fer his no.. i was lyk ehh sorry are u noel? and he replied i'm joel... and so the con went on. and he sounded quite piss.. ok fie i dun blame anyone fer being soo piss wif me since i m the one in the wrong.. but wif 3 ppl sounding soo piss doesnt make my day anyway better... so i FINALLY got my scores back.. but yes of course... i was asked to see him after rehearsal and he's realli veri serious coz losing scores is a BIG and SERIOUS thing! and my mood was dampened... bused wif amanda and pangz to buona and i trained to meet jialing vivien and some other NJcians... they are funny ppl! and one of them is super duper lame! haha! so after tt we trained to cityhall... entered MPH and i lost my phone.. or rather it got STOLEN!!! ohmygosh! i realli despise ppl who dun uhv any integrity... ok fine.. i'm the one in the wrong.. fer being soo careless and blur.. and yess i totally hate myself fer tt! and tt phone is quite new..got it on my bday and yess tt's a sad case.. so after tt met up wif sam and leyi... everything fast forward to us toking aat the esplanade area... so we chatted until 11 plus... so two of them took train and we figure out tt even if we manage to catch the train, the redline train will be off service. so we decided to bus home.. who noes! wen we reach the bus stop, last bus was long gone! so we decided to cab but we had 5 ppl! soo nicky called his mum and thank God! his mum can fetch all of us! so zhiwei led the way to the waiting area.. and wen i turn arnd i was shocked! we walked one BIG round from the bus stop! and yess,, it's damn stupid all of us started laughing lyk mad! nicky's mum dropped us opp beauty world and so me vivien zhiwei and weisheng decided to cab to bukit panjang coz they say LRT runs 24 hrs. wen we alighted... me n vivien realise there's no more service! OHMY!! we are lyk soo suaii! and somemore black friday is over alr! it's lyk 12 plus.. and we were walking out to find a cab and it started drizzling lightly.. u can imagine how mann! we were even on the verge of walking home! but finally, really thank God tt we actually manage to hail a cab! by the time i reach home, it's lyk 1.10... so this is the end of my series of unfortunate events... phone lost... ppl get pissed by me... nearly lost my scores... thought i will be in hot soup today...no train... no bus... no LRT.. it's a reallli realli bad day.. but yes i realli wanna thank god tt today i din get scolded or receive any punishment... just got a super light warning from joel tt's all :D thank God mannN! and yess.. i huv been broading over this matter until just now.. suxs mann.. and i finally learnt my lesson... i shant be soo careless and blur next time! shall try to be more responsible and not be a coward to receive punishment! and i feel super guilty towards my parents.. their money just lyk ppof gone! the phone not tt cheap kkays.. and yess if the person do huv some integrity or wad,,, hope tt he/she will return the phone.. haiz.. fine sry fer sounding soo harsh.. since it's lyk my fault in the beginning.. and yess... i'll just take it as a punishment... i feel so guilty towards my parents the most! lyk they din scold me or anything... the worst is my mum asked me not to broad over it.. not gd fer health smth lyk tt.. ohmy tt makes me feel even more sux! so i realli wanna grow up to be more filial to them! serious lar! i owe them too much.. cant be return though! haiz.. but since hols reaching real SOON! i shall try to cheer up :D

2009-03-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired lyk eveyday after schh!!! slpt b4 twelve fer mon and tues and yess! i'm recovering faster wif plenty amt of slp!! :D although i'm stilll coughing :( stupid mann! i hate it wen i get sick! and it's been way too long since i last updated my blog! last weekend totally suxs... sat was booked fer the whole day :( so i had to chiong all my work on sun :( haiz... sad case mann.. but i still manage to catch a wink haha! :D ytd maths tutorial was damn funny! the relief teacher was such a lame and funny guy! haha! he totally bring up the spirit of the class mann.. i just spent my time laughing lyk dunno wad! haha! and today during pccg, we totally crap our way through haha! we were laughing at our own products lar anyhow cutting and pasting stuff onto construction paper! haha! in fact everyday is a fun day wif my class!! esp wif amanda and pangzz haha!! and yess i shall go revise my scores now!

2009-03-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated B'day Xiner!!!

but anw it's arnd 30min belated! haha! but yea thanks fer this few yrs! realli thank God fer giving me a friend lyk u! haha! :D yess i'm falling sick alr.. ytd night suxs to the core mann! i had lyk slight headache wen i was doing econs.. and my bro was lyk saying tt it's my mental prob or wad?? lyk wenever i do hw i will feel this slight headache?? but it got worse... so miraculously, i slpt at lyk 10 plus ytd! and i din bother to on the air-con...so the next morning.. i was lyk sweating :( and i totally dun feel lyk gng to sch! coz my head is lyk soo heavy and floaty!! suxs mann! and amanda told me to drink fresh orange juice! drank it ytd and it works! i got better! in fact, i felt better during assembly alr! :D thank God mann! and the bad news is tt 6 or 7 of my classmates are sick! and more are falling sick i think :( coughing coughing coughing :( how am i gng to sing mann! pissed!! :( but hmm generaly i had fun almost everything! love my class more and more coz i huv got amanda and pangzz and the rest of my classmates! :D and yess i got myself another nickname today and i shall not reveal it here! hmph! went back crescent today! visited choir and i saw ms ho on the way to crescent.. saw ms azilah mr tan the new conductor choir.. blah blah blah! haha! ohmyy!!! i realli realli realli miss crescent mann! u can sit wadever u lyk... everything is just soo convenient! haiz... but now... things will get a LITTLE more inconvenient! but it's ok! i'll bear wif all these wif my friends! and my sitting positions are back to my normal self again haha! met up wif cindy at commonwealth and we trained to ps to meet xiner kal wingyan and yumiko! ate at yoshi and yess.. half of the time i was stoning or wad.. dunno wad i'm doing oso! but we had fun yea! haha! :D so i shall go do my work now!! goshes mann! hope swim pe is not tml!

2009-03-04T21:33:00.003+08:00

shucks, i think i'm falling sick :( coz quite a no of my classmates were sick.. and i had headaches again :( i think my body is getting old?? after mass pe and x-country, it's soo unfit! and now, i've got headaches everyday! probably coz of lack of slp or t i'm falling sick soon?? and amanda reccommend to drink orange juice coz it works on her :D shall try it lyk tml or someday haha! and yess, i really wanna thank Melanie and Marie fer helping me wif sounds of joy!! this piece is quite challenging for me! it's more of a rhythmic problem as compared to the tuning problem for me.. and till now, i'm still unsure of the beats :( sad case right.. but yea, i really gotta thank the both of them! esp mel! she was lyk eating while teaching me the scores! thanks mel!!! :D :D :D lectures and tutorials had been super inproductive nowdays! i totally couldn't catch wad the teachers are teaching.. lyk maths econs. these are the 2 major prob fer me.. and wen i ask my bro.. he has his reasons fer getting slightly pissed.. coz i'm just too stupid and lazy.:( he;s lyk trying his best to teach me and yet i'm still lyk msg-ing if not total laziness.. i cant stand myself either.. and after april.. teachers will start hating me for not doing tutorials and stuff.. i think i gotta learn to be more independent mann! but sch's fun! thank God for giving me such nice classmatess! i love my class now :D :D :D

2009-03-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

sunday was john's b'day!! happy belated b'day haha! :D hope u enjoy this CLICHE surprises! it's soo not fun tt the entire cake is not smashed on ur face! :( haha! but yea, May God bless ur seventeen and shower each and every of ur day wif his love and grace! hmm and come to think of it, it's been lyk yrs since we noe each other.. tgt wif jinyee eve and others haha! andi really wanna thank God for giving me such a big grp of nice and encouraging and fun church friends! :D

i dun understand econs! :( and i sort of regretted choosing it as my H1 sub.. i SHLD huv choosen GEOG!!! but it's ok.. coz if i huv choosen geog.. i wun be in this class right now! i'm totally dead fer econs! heard from amanda tt we needa do econs tutorials! BUT, maybe coz i'm stoning or wad? i din hear him saying tt we needa attempt as mani qns as we can?? HOPEFULLY, i can love econs and understand it well.. haiz..

2009-02-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

ytd was founder's day!!! :D so there's no lectures, tutorials... but it was weird.. coz normally buona mrt will be quite crowded... but ytd, it was quite empty.. smth lame happen.. coz we were not suppose to go out of the hall?? i dunno abt tt.. so me and sarah went to the toilet.. and we met eunice fangying in the toilet.. and after tt huijun came in and warn us to tuck in our shirts coz the dm checking outside. and in the end.. although we wer enot caught by our uni.. we wer called to stand outside LT2 :( cant go back into the hall.. and we spent the rest of the event watching live telecast in lt2 which was btw freezing cold! after the whole thing ends, me kal and xiner decided to crash shah's og! went marina sq to huv lunch :D and while they were bowling, we were walking arnd wif xinlin. and after tt, me and kal went to eat at burgerking.. ordered some small portion stuff and shared! so we talked and talked and talked.. quite interesting though! haha! and we went fer shooting.. wen other's take lyk 45 min fer the trials, we took lyk less than 30min?? haha1 isn't tt lyk weird?? met yumiko at je and we went jp. ate at subway! and we watched suspect x :D quite a nice movie though! and unfortunately, wen the movie finished at lyk 11 plus.. train service had ended! so i had to cabbed home :( spend money again!
and i had to wake up early today fer choir.. prac was ok initially.. but i started to get more and more tired :(
overall, it's a gd beginning i thought :D realli thank God for everything :D

2009-02-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE: nonono...
2.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? dun wanna rmb mann...
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? obviously no! not tt ego kkays!
4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE? nope... do u even think i can get one???
5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? i dunno...
6. DO YOU USE SARCASM? to ppl whom i;m close wif lar!
7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS? Focus on HIM!!! :D
8.WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? if i really receive a big shock one day!
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? depends on my mood lar!
10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? depends on wad shoe eh... converse obviously yes.. sch shoes no lar!
11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN? body move or move hse??
12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? ehh lyk them??
13. RED OR PINK? depends on my mood haha!
14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? alot to list lar!
15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST? crescent and the old crez choir!!!
16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? sec sch clique!
17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? yupyup :D
18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? grey shorts.. who wear shoes at home?? i'm not shooting drama lar!
19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? what if his ppl prayed by casting crowns!
20.WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST? ppl b****ing abt other ppl wen they dun even noe tt person
21. FAVORITE SMELLS? ehh nice smell can le lar haha!
22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? kalyn!
23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? yupyup :D
24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? dunno eh...
25. HAIR COLOR? Black
26. EYE COLOR? Black
27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS? cant rmb le lar.. but i think shld huv??
28. FAVORITE FOOD? hmm sad to say, but tt depends on my mood too haha! sushi??
29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? depend on my mood oso lar!
30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM? cant rmb le ehh! but it's definitely not tt long ago!
31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? white
32. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer
33. HUGS OR KISSES? hugs
34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? me??
35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? me??
36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? dun read now...
37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? mouse?? is this crap?!
38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? random shows wen i'm eating dinner lar..
39.WHAT LITTLE THINGS MAKES YOU HAPPY? anything??
40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? rolling stones
41. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? dreamland/lalaland.. hk xiamen which one further??
42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? no :(
43 WHERE WERE U BORN? Mount Elizabeth Hospital!
44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? everyone lar haha!
45. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHERS? huh????

2009-02-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

tutorials ended early today! coz we had cross country after sch. and yes, it's held at some dunno where location at bishan park. worse than bedok... but overall, i thank God for today! :D He's always there fer me wen i needed help! and i came in 129 today.. which is quite bad?? but i haven been exercising fer quite a long time.. abd i had stiches coz b4 tt we had mcflurry at bishan junction 8.. wen i was queueing to give them the tag no, it suddenly rain so heavily and of course i ran to this tent.. and the rain is lyk super heavy! till i cant see a thing and even wen i took of my specs i can see better. even wen i manage to get into the tent, the rain water is still splashing on me! and i'm realli shivering! it's lyk soo damn cold! had to ask arnd to noe where's my hse tent and i had to run over ahhh! finally saw jowinee and we crossed over to the void deck and waited fer quite a long time... was completely drenched.. but i still thanked God tt my phone din spoil.. my bag is not COMPLETELY drenched, i din lost my bags or my belongings. coz wen we were at the void deck, a lot of ppl were looking all arnd fer their belongings.. waited till 5 plus wif xiner at the void deck and she's not feeling well! waited till 5 plus and we decided to bus-ed to junction 8. walked from bus stop to bus stop and finally we couldnt take it and we decided to go to the petrol station's toilet. Thank God fer tt! the toilet was super clean and in fact, it's counted as big fer a petrol station! so we changed and blah blah blah.. after tt we felt so MUCH better! and wen we finally got to junction 8, we were surprised to see kal and pris! and we found out tt the rest were at macs. so we decided to join them! ate fried oyster mee sua! it's damnn nice! hot and delicious! haha! slacked a while and after tt we were walking to the mrt station. we stayed dere fer damn long deciding where to go. and in the end, yumiko suggested tt we go coffeebean. at first it was void deck! but obviously, we rejected the idea lar! played and slacked dere. it's super fun lar! trained home wif hasinah :D and yes, hope tt tml everyone wun be sick.. although i wished tt i will be sick.. dun feel lyk gng fer lectures and tutorials :( ohh yes, and i went fer choir audition today.. it's a sort of one to one audition. and at first i was quite nervous.. but the teacher is super nice! and i mange to get into choir! Thank God fer tt too!!! finally settle my cca thing and tml dere's welcome tea tml :D hope it wun ends too late though.. but since fri is founder's day, it's half day! and there's black and white on sat! our sch is so full of events mann! tiring day!

2009-02-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

it's time to stop procrastinating! shall do this thinggy now haha!

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1) my new comb got confiscated by this teacher weni was in playgrp and i took it back without permission?? ( yess i still rmb tt!)
2) i missssss crescent to bits and pieces!!! ( coz it feels more relaxing fer some reason tt some of u may noe!)
3) i had nightmares on being chased my this super gigantic dinosaur in shop n save??
4) my fav bible verse is from isiash 40:29-31
5) I love God!!! :D
6) i always get punished in K1 fer being too talkative :(
7) and so i will cry.. sounds lame right haha!!
8) i ran total of anrd 4 plus km wif my bro on some random days! :D
9) i loveee salve regina, alleluia and the xiamen songss!!!!
10) i'm very much peer-influenceD
11) normally i will act without thinking..
12) got lost in causeway pt wen i was veri young?? and wen i was at the counter asking fer help, i saw my dad.. so the entire circumstances was quite maluating..
13) i lyk to stone in the morning!
14)therefore, i dun lyk to talk much in the morning!
15) and believe it or not, now i usually slp from 11 plus to 12 plus!!
16) so i cant watch shows anymore!! :( except on friday!
17) i miss the old crez choir :(
18) my curly hair comes from both my dad and my mum!!! ( this is soo random lar!0
19) i doze off lyk 3 times during chem lectures wen sitting at the front row?!?! ( i'll try not to in future, maybe sitting at the back row?? haha!)
20) i miss my og!!
21) bite my bro on his arms WEN I WAS YOUNG, so dun blame me.. and now he say there's a scar.. Oops!
22) i love ac uni! (but actually i love sa uni more! haha!)
23) i huv no ambition..sadly speaking..
24) i got chased by a SMALL little dog and yess again wen i was young.. so i was lyk soo stupid.. running round and round the stone table...
25) finally, it's 25th hahahaha!! hmm.. my b'day is on totaly defence day!! and this yr, no more khongguan biscuit and NEWater fer me!! yay!!!

i think i will just tag everyone!! :D pls do this wen u are free kkays! :D

2009-02-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

i finally had the time and mood to update my blog! :D not tt i'm veri busy.. but is just tt wen i reach home.. i'm just too tired to on the com.. and after shooting which is after 9 plus.. i'm totally drained out mentally.. and i needed more slp! realised my class is not tt boring after all! most of the ppl are fun and nice!! and i really wanna thank God fer listening to my prayer! for giving me nice classmates :D whom i'm gna spend my 2 yrs in class wif :D and of course things are not gng to be smooth-sailing.. lessons's gna end at 4 plus everyday... except wed but wed is a cca day... :( and since acs ib is just one road across my sch, i figure out tt maybe someday i can go over to visit my friends! since our sch are lyk soo near! wun tt be so cool? haha! and sad thing is tml there's 4 period of gp tutorials :( ohmy! and hopefully i will be able to step out of the class alive ahh! and oh yess my cca thing! it's still not decided.. i seriously dun think i can get into choir :( listen to my voice quality now.. totally craps and no support :( sound so airy.. but yea no harm trying fer audition i think... i think i'll just leave everything in God's hand. :D and believe it or not! everytime wen i prayed abt this,i will huv peace in me :D

2009-02-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

v day was fun fun fun! michelle! love u loadss! thanks fer the cookies, super nice and awesome card, and the hello kitty marshmallows!! OHMY! so sweet! and yess! went to pulau bukon wif 1723! played badminton and i learnt how to play table tennis ytd! and yess, the way yongshun play tabletennis is super duper funny! he's oso first time playing and yet he acts lyk those champions in olympics! haha! really laughed my hearts out! esp the way we played table tennis! lyk the ball just flew all the way over the net to the badminton court?! ohmy! it's super funny! and after all the fun tt we had at pulau bukon, some of us headed off to vivo fer dinner. bought dinner from everywhere and we met at the outdoor playground. ate and picnic there! and after dinner, played gamess! think i shld realli cherish this fun moments tgt mann!! if not sch life's gna get more hectic!
it's really a b;day surprise!!!! Thanks ice-cream/sec-4s!!! haha! u guys really planned it soo well tt i totally din realise anything kkays! yess the candles are awesomee!!!!! love it to bits and pieces!!! and now, i'm lyk dreading the arrival of 12am! coz there's two terrorist in my life, aiming to take my life away, which are namely CINDY CHUA AND EUNICE CHAN!!!

2009-02-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

it's been days since i last updated! and hmm although each lectures only last fer 40mins, i will feel soo tired wen i reach home! ytd, after lectures, met kalyn shah pek durgga and yumiko at can deck.. began crapping dere and after tt went commonwealth LJS fer lunch. super duper broke ytd! had to borrow money from yumiko to pay fer the basic course! so after lunch me xiner n kalyn decided to bus backto sch.. and we went to the bus stop at the opp side. so wen we reach tt bus stop we realise we are on the wrong side! OHMY!!! so stupid right! den while we were making our way back to the other side, we began laughing... laugh until wen we were walking back to ac we were still laughing! and yess! for the shooting course, i'm lyk totally CMI! haha! so yess, hmm if worse come to worse i realli got no cca to join.. i think i will just anyhow choose one cca to join! hopefully it's to my interest! although i dunno wad's my interest too haha! :P reached home quite late and since sch starts, i huv been lyk a guai kid, slping at lyk 11 plus to 12 plsu every night! today lectures were quite ok.. apart from bio! coz it;s lyk the last lectures, and yess i'm lyk super quiet during lecture coz i was practically stoning all the way! lyk i can hear the teacher's voice, but nth jsut gets into my head.. it's totally blank! ohno mann! and after tt slacked at the bleachers wif my og. ohhh!! n i'm one of the 33 students tt won the free browniess!!!! hmm actually it tasted quite nice lar! and after tt i was supposed to join my og fer tennis.. coz i dunno how to play, and i was lyk chatting wif yumiko and priscilla, so we went to join kalyn n xiner at the canteen! and!! me n yumiko pranked call xiner! it's damnnn funny lar! the way yumiko speak! OHMY! haha! and after tt we were lyk saying one for all, all for one.. lyk both of us prank call her lar haha! went fer cf today! not bad lar.. had games or ice breakers! but i was quite stone at tt pt of time... so after tt we went back fer crez awards! on the way back to crescent, the route to crescent and wadever feel soo homely lar! miss crescent mann! but crez awards was somehow boring! apart from hazel, hayyu hasinah's dance and some of my juniors' singing. met up wif a lot of ppl! and yess, there's realli a lot of sa ppl! i luv their uni mannN!!! and tml's valentine's day! ohh and just to be random, today's friday thirteen! haha!

2009-02-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

ok i shall do the chain tags on fri! and yes, there's lots of activities taking place on fri! there's cf, movie shooting, crez awards... too many things gng on! and i'm tired! not physically but mentally. lyk things are so messy right now. but actually if i were to huv a positive mindset, i realise tt actually God has alr planned everything for me. it's just tt i'm not thankful and it goes on... so the key is to give thanks with a grateful heart :D and today i;m lyk super tired! mentally tired! tml dere's lectures but thank God we get to end veri early! haha!

2009-02-10T20:22:00.003+08:00

get to wake up later than usual coz today's tues! and sch starts at 8.10! i was nearly late today..and i nearly caused my friend to be late.. sorry... i think i may be cca-less... worse come to worse i will just join some random cca haha! and yes i realise tt i huv been taking things for granted. so from now on, i shall learn to give thanks in any circumstances! :D this morning i was lyk super duper stoned! it's onli until chem tt i woke up. coz i was lyk laughing during the entire lectures coz of some reasons hahahaha! attended both bio and physics lectures today and i decided to just stick to bio, although my bio cmi!

I'm still myself.

2009-02-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

OHMY! orientation's over in just lyk 5 days! actually it's really wnough of all the fun! but yea, i'm still in the holiday mood... and this five days huv been fun fun fun almost every! we had talks and speeches on mon tues and wed which lyk cause me to doze off everyday. goshes tt's not gd right? but yea, anyway we had og time.. and hmm guess it took some of us quite a long time to break the ice and inititally we were not tt enthu. so we had dace and games everyday! and everyday, the games sure involve starch water... we WILL get wet lyk everyday! but overall, the game's funfunfun! and on thurs, draco kept on huving forfeit coz we were lyk losing fer several games! hahahahaha! and yea on the second day we had mud games! and i can finally conclude tt i m not a mud person! coz i always get cut while playing wif mud.. tt's lyk so not fair! and yea, saw quite a few of my pri sch in ac! and ytd, i realised tt my ogl jasmine was from peihwa too! so we were lyk in the same pri sch, sec sch and jc!!! OHMY!!!! went fer the shooting briefing today! and decided to lyk try out new things. even if i dun wanna get into tt cca, just trying out will huv no harm though! :D so after tt og went holland v fer lunch. and after tt ate ice creams! saw jinyee and her friend dere! quite surprisingly though! lyk i huv this feeling tt i huv not seen her in a long time! so i was lyk quit shocked wen i saw her once i stepped into the shop. and campfire was funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun!!! in the end, the saw hall went crazy! all of us were suoppose to huv mass dance, but in the end we just join to each other's shoulders and run round the hall! sweat lyk a pig man! haha! and did i say tt lectures today were lyk super boring??? even doze off during econs mann! goshes!!! ok finee... off to catch my shows! i huv been missing a lot of shows lately coz of sch!

2009-02-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

ohmy! it's onli the first day of orientation and i'm feeling so lethargic! although we did nth much today. met up wif kalyn n xiner today. ohh i saw my pri sch friend jasmine at buona mrt station and yess i was shocked! it's lyk been yrs since we realli meet up! saw gail and gongtuo in sch this morning! and yea huv to thank gongtuo fer leading us to the hall! had morning worship today! it just feels so great! to be able to start a day new! :D the speeches were long and i nearly fell aslp coz i was just too tired.. and yea first day of sch we had discipline tok... so after everything we were divided into our OG. clan was mushu.. grp name draco. i was in the same grp as finalia :D txks God tt at least dere's someone from crescent! in jcs dere were guys. and hmm yupp, i miss crescent fer some reasons haiz... we learnt cheers, half of the single dance which is realli so cmi (the music is soo fast!) played games today! think my grp din realli interact much today..or rather the girls. coz yeah lar i din realli tok much to all of them.. but at least dere's nice ppl haha! and i decided to slp early fer this whole week! coz it's orientation and i figure out tt i will need the energy to move arnd!

2009-02-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

sch's restarting tml.. but i huv to thank God tt dere's ppl i noe gng ac wif me :D hope tt orientation will turn out to be fine! and till now i still cant believe tt i'm gng sch tml.. the mood n feeling is not dere. it feels as if i can stay till early mornin before turning in and waking up in the afternn. but tt's definitely not the case now! shall try to slp earlier tml! if not i will be lyk a zombie tml haha! feels weird to be wearing sch uni again.. soo WEIRD! alright shall go enjoy myself for now!

2009-02-01T01:22:00.003+08:00

古老的证据 (soo history.. haiz.. i'm not ever touching it again haha! read on to find out y this is the title!)
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
珊瑚海
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
你们要快乐
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Above all
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
花香 (wad rubbish ah?!)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Jehovah, you are my God
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
窗外 (haiz.. totally no link!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
咻咻咻
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
真生命（arghh!wad's this song?? )
WHAT IS 2+2?
忘了爱 (wah so emo ehh!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
我都知道 (perfect ans! hahahaha! bnot bad not bad!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
抓爱情的凶手 ( oh my! this sounds soo mushy lar pls! but yea dere's no one i lyk haha! lucky lucky :P)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
如果没有明天 (hey is dere realli no hope fer me??)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
再一次拥有 (huh? dun tell me i'll want to be a child or teenager again?? hmm i guess tt's normal right?!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
世界非常奇妙 (eeyer.. forget it.. nv even hear this song b4 can!)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Hey Stephen (huh? since wen i become a guy??? o.o)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
北极圈 (huh? dance dere? wif penguin ah? where's my igloo?? )
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
夜曲 (funeral not sad enough ahh?!?! arghhh!)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
forever love (hmm.. not bad not bad! forever loving God :D)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I'm ok (hmm.. i'm ok wif my friends haha! yess u can say tt haha!)
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
You're not sorry (huh?? not feeling sorry tt mistakenly punched me or other random stuff??)
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Happy Boy and happy girl (ehh not bad not bad i dun mind! but i wun feel lyk dying le eh in tt case)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
种 (planting trees? wad's tt??)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
没有人可以像你 (hahahahaha! tt makes sense lar! uniquely funny??)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
塔罗牌 (the cards cant kill me lar.. y will i cry??)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
心蓝 (wad does tt means ah?? feeling blue or smth??)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Shout to the Lord (we should fear the Lord??? )
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
没有你的城市 (no comments abt this haha!)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
世界第一等 (arrghhh!! y all these weird songs??? shld huv used my tablet!!! arghhh!!!)
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
起步走 (yess! too lazy to move on to the next stage of life haiz...gna miss my precious slping hrs ahhh!)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
古老的证据 (fine fine wadever... )

10 people I tag! okok here it goes haha:
cindy
xiner
jialing
yangjun
vivien
candicetan
ruiting
ziying
eunicechan
wingyan

haha! finally it's done!! quite fun eh haha!

2009-01-31T00:07:00.003+08:00

woke up this morning and realised dere's 5 sms. and i got a shocked fer a moment coz i thought the moe sent 5 msgs to me haha! but they are not so u noe to send 5 msgs lar! and i got into acjc! and after reading i continued slping... and woke up at 10.30. met xiner n kalyn b4 heading towards suan's hse. ohh xiner has TURNED into a korean. she and her SHINee lar haha! played mahjong n i'm lyk sooooo noob haiz... played fer a few hrs?? yea and after tt i asked xiner/hazel to take my place. lunched and had dinner at suan's hse. her maid did the cooking and her cooking are great! just tt the portion are TOOO much fer the 6 of us haha! suan's mother played mahjong wif us too! and yea chester got locked up! HAIZ.. and kalyn's mum fetch all of us home again! txks auntie!! haha :D

2009-01-30T02:01:00.002+08:00

i've come across shin's blog since lyk dunno wen and from then on i huv been reading her every post. although i huv stopped reading quite long ago! but yea, it's until today tt i realised her departure...quite a saddening piece of news to me. but she's a really strong willed person, and there's this motivation within her tt kept her gng on wif her live :D for tt, i really looked up to her. when i first been to her blog, i felt really guilty after reading several of her posts.. look at her attitude towards life and mine. they are lyk miles and miles apart! From the photos, u can tell the joy within her, the contentment tt she had for life despite u noe wad. and whenever i think of her, i will feel soo guilty... she's more than willing to donate her body fer research.and from it, you can tell how she wanna help the others, how she wanna contribute to the research. just Pray tt God will bless her family members! coz i'm sure tt her husband and kids will be proud to huv such a brave kin.

2009-01-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

din manage to get enough slp today! but yea, i woke up at 10am today! and hmm was suppose to meet jialing and vivien at 11.. BUT, we were late.. and jialing is the early one hahaha! so hmm vivien was the latest! and coz i actually FORGOT to take breakfast, we had to go get smth to eat. a few bites to finish it haha! jinyee called and haiz.. couldn't make it to the ice cream outing :( they were intending to go WWW today. but in the end, i'm not sure if they did go fer it.. and both jinyeen jialing said smth soo saddening.. jialing told me this is the last time tt she will be waiting fer me at cck.. and jinyee told me tt will be outing last sec 4 outing.. although we were not sec 4s.. BUT we were so used to calling ourselves tt.. so in the end... i think wenjie or was it john tt started it..we had mass convo on msn.. deciding whether wad we shld name ourselves.. i't's totally soo lame lar! back to today! candice was the latest to get up!! not fair cann! went amk hub to watch wedding game and it's a veri nice show! lyk i dunno... so rare tt singapore can produce such a nice movie. not saying tt the rest are not up to standards... it's just tt this show is to my liking?? and after tt we went to make this thing tt the kiddies will do... vivien did ultraman while jialing did the pooh wan.. so me n candice decided to help jialing.. but in the end, we lyk yue bang yue mang!! we took 2 hrs or more to complete it! so after tt, we bused to candice's hse! slacked dere fer a while... and we played taboo and Don't fall down. and most of the time i will end up in those veri awkward position! it's lyk soo fun can! and after tt played mahjong, bridge and taidee.. which lyk i realli CMI! OMG! now i understand y i cant play asshole taidee... coz i will end up to be the asshole for MOST of the time.. (not all the time though!) candice's mum taught us how to play mahjong and hmm i still dun quite get it... and haha candice was lyk watching shows, coz she's realli not interested in playing mahjong haha! she said westly is a BIG LIZARD?! soo funny cann!!! oh her parents look soo young!!! for once i though her mum was her sis or cousin? even though i noe she doesnt huv a sis haha! dinner starts at lyk 8 plus or 9? and vivien promised to finished everything! haha! had steam boat at her hse... and candice's aunt and mama are super duper funny!!!! :D:D:D so we ate until we were lyk soo full!! had a long way home though! haiz...

cny was lyk quite bored... fer 2 days... nth interesting happen... it's just tt hmm i cant realli play wif kids fer a long long period of time.. coz i will get bored! lyk hmm i dun realli noe how to communicate wif them :(

2009-01-20T21:44:00.002+08:00

today is another tiring and exhausting day with the ice creamsss! met wif wenjie joshua and john at westmall fer lunch. and hmm b4 tt they were lyk healthy boys, went to gym fer work out haha! reached at 12.30 and i was late. coz was supposed to meet them at 12.15 and wen i reached wenjie was saying he's right to shift the meeting time to 12.30 coz i will be late! hope tt i wun get influenced by how they pronounce bandung! recently, keep hanging out wif ice cream and i got somewhat addicted to bandung! jinyee joined us after tt and we were lyk loitering at value shop n shop&save thinking of wad to buy and in the meantime, went to jinyee's hse to changed into her shoe coz she was wearing slippers. lucky thing tt she changed to her slippers, if not hmm i wonder how she will survive fer the entire hike! so we bused to macritchie reservoir. licheng was supposed to be on the same bus as us but he was simply too slow. so we waited fer him at the bus stop. and suddenly there's a voice behind us and we turned back. realised he's dere. and hmm... b4 tt we were all discussing how he would look in hci uni. so hmm, waited fer him to change out and haha! john had difficulty putting on the "shower cap fer three" onto his precious cambodia deuter bag haha! hmm intended to kayak? but in tt kinda outfit and wif no extra clothings, we din kayak. so we went on hiking.. to the tree top walk. and b4 tt we were lyk jumping on it? and after tt i was reading the instructions or wad wen we realised tt we were not supposed to jump or run on it. and hmm wen we look down, we saw a grp of NS men, so we shouted hi to them. and although they dao-ed us, we can hear their loud laughters lar. and after tt we saw this grp of NS men trng, hmm taking rifles haha! and after tt we actually saw them twice in the ltr part of our journey. hmm then we sat down somewhere and began picnic. and we finished all our water and the 2 1.5litres of water tt they bought! so we hiked and hiked and hiked and hiked. saw a lot of grpss of NS men. and b4 tt haha! licheng got scared by this monkey. coz it dropped down from the tree branches and it's lyk super funny! so hmm wen we finally reached the road, we saw this cyclist. and in the later part of our journey, we saw him lyk thrice? haha! and on the way, licheng was lyk pointing to monkeys? at tt point of time me n jinyee thought he was pointing at this fallen wood so we were lyk staring hard at it. and wen licheng was lyk asking us why were we staring at it we replied coz u was pointing at it. and in the end we realised tt we were being stupid! and hmm, saw this plastic bag drifting on the road. so dunno who was lyk saying it can run faster than us. and i started running trying not to let it overtake us! and and wen the plastic bag finally slowed down, licheng was lyk HAHA YOU NOOB! OMG! this is lyk soo funny kays! hiked to bukit timah plaza and yes the first thing we do, buy drinks from ntuc. bought this 2litres apple juice and we were lyk drinking loads of loads of apple juice. and after tt hmm, we decided tt we realli cant make decisions. coz we took a realli long time to make one. decided not to eat at botak jones. head off to the stretch of eateries opp beauty world and had our dinner dere. but yea it's surprising tt i dun feel tt tired now! but hmm txk God fer today! :D

2009-01-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

went to bugis wif cindy and xiner today :D and right after i reached home, i was feeling very drowsy. not tt i'm on any medication. so i napped fer lyk 3-4 hrs! and tml the ice-creamsss are gng to tree top walk! a day of work-out haha! :D

2009-01-19T03:52:00.002+08:00

another day passed! and in just dunno how mani days, i'm gna know the posting results and sch's gna start! i huv heard of ppl starting tuition classes! goshes! i wonder if i'm too slow?? but i still think tt i shld enjoy the rest of my remaining hols! wen sch reopens, i will seriously miss my bed! i dunno y, but during the hols, i'm lyk huving this special attachment to my bed. esp recently... coz the hse com is lyk.. hmm majority of the time booked by my bro.. so i always end up using this tablet on my bed wen i wake up. so some of the mornings i din even tidy my bed? i noe i'm a lazy bum! :P and after huving lunch or wad if i din go out, i will just stick back to using my tablet on my bed.. provided if my bro's not using the com. and by then it will be dinner. so after dinner.. com will be booked once again. so i had to use tablet.. almost half of the day spent on my bed.. and it's getting more and more comfy! i wonder wad will happen wen sch reopens... normal slping time ranges from 12 plus to 4 plus? and normal waking up time ranges from 12 plus to one which is not tt bad as compared to the beginning of the hols :D small improvement though! so if i wake up any time earlier than the expected timing, is either i will become a zombie or i will take a nap :D and yes! i'm listening to a very nice song now :D after service ended, it's played on the piano and organ :D with just the accompaniment lar. meaningful song!

2009-01-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

Happy B'day Hazel!

had a great day on sat! anw i slpt at lyk 3 plus ytd. and i woke up at 7.15 today! onli 4 hr plus of slp and i went jogging wif my bro today :D so we jogged the same route. from our hse to yew-tee mrt station and back. although i felt more lethargic today, but it ended up tt we had an improvement! :D and while we were cooling down, we saw this orange, hmm alright shall call her the orange-woman since she always wear the orange shirt to run. her stamina are damn shocking! i always see her running at such a great speed. and the thing is, she won't get tired. u can just see her run fer such a long time without getting tired! there was once wen i was jogging and i felt a wind blew past. yes and it's tt orange-woman. a round of applause fer her! and i got a shocked wen my bro told me tt she can run lyk twice a day! jaw-dropped lar! finished mit today! great accomplishment! haha! although i'm lyk super slow but i still managed to fnish it. :D and my bro intoduce this veri nice song to me :D so after a while, i got tired. haiz.. coz of the morning run. and i decided to give up my lunch in order to catch a nap. slpt from dunno wad time to 3 plus. and coz the clique intend to celebrate zel's b'day, we decided to eat at marina south. so decided to meet up wif crystal first and i saw wensze and all on the train! walked a long dist b4 reaching the bus-stop and we waited fer quite a long time b4 the bus arrived. BUT, the bus-driver say all the eateries dere are closed down! wahhh!!! so no choice, huv to walk back.. and we ended up eating at marina square :D had a great time dere though! we were toking abt all the stupid and funny incidents tt happen to us! had a great laugh haha! after we left the restaurant, hmm spent quite a long time deciding where to go b4 i decided to join my church friends at esplanade :D and coz i saw a grp of ppl playing game, i decided to join in and yes, got myself into a forfeit. Thank God fer today! coz i realli enjoyed myself, and it's been lyk a long time since all of us get together and this might be the last time tt we can huv such a gathering.

and since the time is 12 plus alr, it's hazel's b'day! happy seventeen! :D txks fer being such a nice friend! i definitely wun forget u! :D all the best fer ur future endeavours :D

2009-01-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

this is from my own perspectives and it's my own opinions of myself :D still rmb-ed sec 1 i was quite persistent on joining the sch choir and after the audition i managed to get in. but somehow as time flies, i realised tt in sec 1, i went fer choir coz i needa go? fer attendance probably? and till then i still haven realised how i should treasure ms tham and mr tay. it's until sec 2 tt i gradually realise their importance and tt i started to get enthu abt gng fer choir. and although there were times tt i realli dreaded gng fer choir prac, but i noe tt i huv friends in choir. lyk kalyn jialing zj mel and all those nice seniors! but it's only wen we lost certain things tt we start to noe their importance and regret over y we din treasure them in the first place. and yea, ms tham and mr tay left our choir. but hmm some alr noe the truth behind why they left us while some are still pondering over this matter. which is lyk COMPLICATED. started to dread gng fer choir prac coz of some reasons. and all the sec 4s den were lyk hmm although not all, but the majority of us kept on thinking tt ... ... ... maybe it's our own fault to put all the blames on her? and we were all so emo fer months until i get realli sick of it. but above all these, we still enjoyed ourselves. all those time pretending to refill our water but ended up slacking in the toilet or loitering arnd the sch compound haha! sms-ing each other wen we were lyk in the same room or just next to each other? drawing things on our score wen we got scolded by teachers? i miss those old days mann! during sec 4s, kept on wanting to miss those prac. but in the end, still manage to lyk find my own source of entertainment during the prac be it friend, my fone, those juniors etc. and now came another new conductor. i wonder y the sch kept on changing conductors. it's realli not doing us any good lar, frankly speaking. choir really improve a lot under the guidance of ms tham and mr tay. and for once we deproved after the change in conductor. but come to think of it now, it's not coz of the new conductor's fault. it's our own fault. fer not coopearating wif her? and i realised the choir is not as gd as we thought. during performance, u guys sang realli well. and i can realli tell tt some of u grow to lyk her even more. but now, i cant say tt i understand the distress tt u guys are in. saying altos are not impt, hmm, i think tt's a bit overbroad or else tt goes to show tt she doesnt noe much abt choir? i'm in no position to comment now i think. but just feel lyk saying every sections are important in choir. wen one part sings one note wrongly, it may affect the other parts, and i seriously cant imagine choir without altos. tt suxs. wrong choice of wrods i suppose?

2009-01-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

i wanna txk God for always being there to help me, esp now wif the choosing of institutions. and yes, i huv finally come to a firm decision after being so wishy-washy for dunno how mani days. txk God for listening to my prayer! feel so relieve now. finally! haha ;D

2009-01-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

i woke up late today coz it's realli early to wake up at lyk 8 plus in the morning. so we were supposed to meet at 10 at jurong but in the end, jinyee and ashlyn were lyk just awake! hmm so we went to jurong library to wait fer them. and we trained to cityhall. ate at pizzahut and i ate till i was super full and i couldnt finish my baked rice. so john n joshua joined us after tt. and ice skating almost killed me today. although i had a bit of fun haha! coz i seriously cant skate! hmm but nvm! shall learn it in the ltr part of my life! haha! and i huv just submitted my jae post thing ;D hope tt i wun regret bah? haiz...

2009-01-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

i was nearly late/late on mon. but anw before getting back our results, i was super nervous... dere's lyk tears in my eyes and my palms were soo cold n sweaty.. does tt explains my lack of faith in God or it's just normal human reaction? but, yea i wanna txk God fer listening to my prayer. :D continue to pray tt He will guide me along the way! and after collecting our results, went to eat at swensen wif xiner cindy rt kal suan zel n crystal! ohh anw, txks crystal rt and fifi fer the gifts!! i realli lyk it a lot ;D so we stayed dere till 5 plus before leaving. tiring day though. and today went to ac open hse wif xiner eunice and kahmun. ate a lot there! haiz.. shall go exercise soon! haha!

2009-01-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

had a game of captain's ball and soccer after fellowship today. and it's indeed totally diff wen playing wif guys! life in a girls sch is so diff from outside! it's fun and tiring lar. and i realise i'm realli not good at ball games! couldn't seem to play it well! esp catching ball passing ball and stuff haha! so we tok abt jokes and lame stuff! haha! and now i'm lyk super duper tired but dun feel lyk slping yet!

2009-01-09T22:41:00.001+08:00

sad and tiring day haiz... and it's been days since i last blogged le. results will be release on mon.

2009-01-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

i'm still lyk in the midst of getting used to attending fellowship on sat instead of on sun. so i went fer service today. met the rest outside. suppose to meet at 10.15. but end up i'm lyk the earliest although i'm late too haha! john was late lar haha! ohh and jinyee! txks fer the choco mirror and the note!! haha :D rmb tt God is always dere for u no matter wad choices or decisions tt u made in ur life! so after service, waited fer mei cai lao shi and we decided to go to the pizza hut at bukit timah plaza. coz he's giving us a treat. yongliang couldnt make it coz he needa go off fer work. so we walked to the bus stop and on the way dere we saw this hello kitty car at blk 127 dere. it's soo damn cute lar! as in everything is hello kitty wan! shant post the pic here fer fear of getting sued of invading ppl's privacy haha! but we were lyk busy taking photos lar! so the guys and jiayu went to call nick to join us. and we bused dere. went pop to ka chiao joshua. and yess i couldnt stand it lar. lyk he's soo mature suddenly! esp wen he's at work. and i'm lyk soo failure!!! haiz.. sad case fer me manN! so after ka chiao-ing him, went to eat and we ordered quite a lot of food haha! so we played games :D forget wad it's called le haha! and after tt we went to disturb him another round haha! so meicai laoshi went to meet his children. and me jinyee yingshan john n wenjie decided to go disturb yongliang oso. so we bused to bukit batok and trained to gombak.spent a hard time looking fer yongliang and finally we found him at the back dere stacking boxes haha! so on the way back, we stoned crapped lamed all the way. it's a short day i guess? coz time seemed to pass by so quickly!