Monday, December 17, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007 ●

couldn't get to slp last night. awww! slpt 5 hrs fer lyk 2 daes? n i m realli tired todae. my face was black! n my mind was veri blank! met lixin downstairs at 7? i was dere early? n i juz sit down n stone dere. it was until lixin called me tt i stop stoning. met jollin at mrt n we took train to sch. well, choir prac todae was.. quite ok? had sectionals. hey, n i seriously think tt this is the most productive sectionals i ever had. but is juz tt i kept on yawning. n i was lyk damn restless during the whole session. went tanglin mall fer lunch wif kalyn, theresa, jollin, lixin, teryne. saw lilian at macs wif her mum! haha! i nv even notice her wen i walked dere. until kalyn told me" eh, ur friend lar". this goes to show i m stoning the whole dae. my mind is realli blank todae. i'm juz lyk a robot, auto wan. the session after lunch was much better. i can lyk concentrate much better. had com. meeting after prac. after reflecting, i think maybe i shld realli change. being in the com, i m suppose to set a good example fer the rest, be a gd role model. but instead of doing tt, i realise tt i m always fooling arnd during prac, toking n toking n toking. goshes manz. i shld n must change! n i watched dou niu le! haha!

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