Saturday, July 21, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007 ●

SAVING MONEY!!!

ok hmm this blog is so dead lar! i admit haha. well, hmm i m saving money once again to buy things haha!

These are the things tt i wanna buy n it's coz i realli need them!!!
1) my bro's belated present
2) earpiece
3) wallet
4) specs.

well, i realised tt i din save enough money. n i m huving poor management of money tt i needa save money before buying things manz. haiz... my sheng3 qian2 da4 ji4 hua4 is back once again! haha since lyk 1 or 2 yrs le! hmm racial harmony was so hot! haha hot coz we were all wearing those traditional costumes! txks hanna! haha txks a lot! once i washed le, i will return to u haha! tuition was quite ok lar haha. n haiz.. feel so depressed le lar. dere r things arnd me which realli make me veri xin fan. n dere r times wen i feel as if i huv lost all my confidence. haiz.. life's lyk this, isn't it? I pray tt God will lead me through this tough journey. n let me be aware of the things i huv learn through this journey. hey lotta hw n lotta test. i haven done my bk review yet!!! it's lyk we dun even huv time to do self-study le, hu will bother to go read bks. haiz... i dun mind reading books, but wen i m expected to do SO MUCH bk reviews, i feel realli suffocated. dere r times wen i wanna gif up on my studies lar. is lyk wow, sec 3 life is so hectic. i noe it will be worse in sec 4 or even jc. feel lyk resting. but i huv slack more than enough le. church tml. will be playing games. feel so guilty. i realli huv mix feelings n it realli suxs kays. oh gosh! so mani things to brood over, it seems tt i can't lead a happy life. realli. i feel realli tired. tt sometimes i dun even noe tt the smile tt comes from me is real or fake. most of the time huv to put up wif a smile wen i dun realli feel happi... but fer entertainment..if not i will seem to be such a wet blanket. it's realli tired. but if i m to be myself, it will be tt bitter gourd face. haiz...caged in a hectic lifestyle manz. i realli feel lyk exploding lar. todae is such a slack dae. wen i reach home i was lyk watching some old vcds, den arrange my music folders until now. haiz... i feel disappointed in myself too. often fail to control my temper. this has been bothering me fer quite a long time le. huving random mood swing. my mind's lyk thinking abt other stuff... find it realli realli hard to concentrate during lessons. i will always dae-dream n stone during lessons. often huv to find out from others wad teachers r toking abt. hmm, i wonder wad's happening to me manz. always look on the bright side of life. it's easy to say it out. but to act it out, it is not east at all! hmm anw, i m planning to do smth correct! haha it's lyk a long time since i spread the gospel to my friends le. hmm i can push myself to go fer more street evangelism wif my friends after exams. (: arrr the bk review realli dampen my mood! i dun wanna do my hw le lar! arr. i'm so sad over ***. but i now tt i huv no zi1 ge2 to be sad. coz i m not perfect too rite.


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