Monday, June 18, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007 ●

wow, with all the temptations around me, how am i gng to complete my hw. n, juz 5 daes at obs, the teacher has posted NEW HOL HW fer us!!! hw can nv be completed. although i learn a lot during the 5 dae obs, learning to endure, to persevere, but the thought of studying juz make me kinda sick. sometimes i realli do wonder y m i such a loser tt can't endure stress. Life can be better. but i m the one hu choose not to. sry. but i will try hard. i m realli realli not ready yet. Sometimes i think that God put me in such a stress n competitive class coz He wants me to grow, to learn to be stronger! I will try my very best to be stronger! since the start of sch yr till now, i m such a loser tt seeing everyone in my class working so hard, competing with one another, tt i got sick of it. got sick of studying n everything. but wad i realli cherish in my class is the friendship! i get to noe diff ppl rite! i realli feel lyk gng back to obs, coz one part of me is trying hard to run away from the reality. i dun feel lyk facing the real world. my hw. n everything! I pray that God will give me the strength to carry on. That you will continue to lead my way through. I also pray that my faith in you will be build stronger and that i will read the buble everyday, to get to know more about You, Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.

xxxxxx

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