can't get to slp... ... hmm had not been feeling fer 2 daes le ar. oh n bro's cuming home tml!!! haha! obs is coming le haiz... realli dunno if i shld look forward to it. Many sae it's realli a journey full of experience n interesting stuff tt most of us onli cum across once in a life time. n i was told by many to cherish this opportunity yupp. sumtimes i realli do wonder... ... ... ... the 9pm channel 8 show, although it's boring. sumtimes after watching the show, i realli wanna be autistic, where one won't be able to express oneself, regardless of their feelings, their emotions, even physical pain. To live in their own world, i wonder what it's lyk. To them, i wonder if dere's loneliness. sumtimes i envy them for being able to hide all their emotions, even through their eyes. some say eyes is the window to one's soul. To them, it's not tough to hide all their emotions. But, it's realli suffering to live in an autistic world, if u think of the long-term consequences. I shld realli thank God fer giving me such a gd environment. it's me tt i m not cherishing the things arnd me. n i realise tt i will always wait till the dae wen i lose things, then i will be able to learn to cherish after the pain. When i come to think of it now, whether life's gonna be tough or one filled wif happiness, it's realli up to us. on how we think of life. sumtimes, i realli think t life's tough. But wen i begin singing praises, the melody, the lyrics, touched my hearts. lyk now. Here I m to worship. it's a nice song.
sundae. during worship. was asked, y God want us to be born in this 21 century. y r we born in singapore, not in sum country where dere is starvation, ppl suffering from thirst. wen i think of this now, i realli reflect on the comforting life tt i m leading. But sometimes, i admit tt greed overtook me. it lets me think of y life is so full of stress, y life's so tiring. all of a sudden, i don't seem to cherish the life tt i m leading. in fact, MOST of the time, i m leading a blurry life... with no destination, no goals, onli thinking of y i m living or leading this life. u noe wad, this kinda feeling inside, it's realli scary. realli. no destination, no goal, everydae, i do not noe where i m heading to. it's lyk a feeling tt i m lost.
Not long ago, i've read a novel. it toks abit on leprosy. how the ppl lead their live in exile. i put myself in their shoe. i realli can't put myself in their circumstances. but the way the author writes on the disease, it's enough for one to understand how it feels to life with the disease. the scars, all this is enough for one to collapse. collapse after being discriminated.
the praying at night, gives me the strength to carry on with life. teaches me to thank God for everything i have, instead of complaining abt things arnd me.
suddenly recall during one of the sunday. during sharing, someone said about u must trust in God and he will help u. indeed, it's very true. During the physics prac. months ago, yup the one where skill 1 is being accessed, i remember on how panicky i got. fer not being able to complete the whole experiment. i prayed. but as if i m telling myself dere's no use. the physics prac. was so screwd. n dere's one time wen my friend forgotten tobring down my bk fer silent reading. i was lyk thinking hmm wad shld i do, i dun feel lyk stading among so many ppl. n i remembered the previous dae, the sharing about the trust in God. i u noe wad. the feeling reali come into me. as in the feeling of faith. the trust in God. n i prayed. most importantly is the trust tt i have in God. n He realli help me!
i realli think tt i shld learn more from my bro n also one of the ppl in my fellowship. wad they sae, realli makes me to reflect more on myself, on my thinking.

Anger is cruel and fury overwhelming, but who can stand before jealousy? Proverbs 27:4

As the deer pants for the water so my soul longs after you
you alone are my hearts desire and i long to worship you
you alone are my strenth my shield
to you alone may my spirit yield
you alone are my hearts desire and i long to worship you

Jiaying

Anne | bbpc.yf
Bernice | Candice | Celine low
Celine | Charmaine | Cindy
crez choir | Derede | Diyana
Eunice | Evelyn | Fadilah
Gail | Hazel | Hazwani
Ian | Jialing | Joanne
John | Joshua | Liyana
levia | marisa | Melissa
Mindy | Natalie | Olga
Pastor Wesley | Rayhannah | RongRong
Ruiting | Shiping | Tania
Tania | Titus | Tunli
Vivien | Waihan | wenjie
Wingyan | xiner | Xiuhui
xhua | Yangjun | Yejing
yingjia | zhenwei | 2G3

can't get to slp... ... hmm had not been feeling fer 2 daes le ar. oh n bro's cuming home tml!!! haha! obs is coming le haiz... realli dunno if i shld look forward to it. Many sae it's realli a journey full of experience n interesting stuff tt most of us onli cum across once in a life time. n i was told by many to cherish this opportunity yupp. sumtimes i realli do wonder... ... ... ... the 9pm channel 8 show, although it's boring. sumtimes after watching the show, i realli wanna be autistic, where one won't be able to express oneself, regardless of their feelings, their emotions, even physical pain. To live in their own world, i wonder what it's lyk. To them, i wonder if dere's loneliness. sumtimes i envy them for being able to hide all their emotions, even through their eyes. some say eyes is the window to one's soul. To them, it's not tough to hide all their emotions. But, it's realli suffering to live in an autistic world, if u think of the long-term consequences. I shld realli thank God fer giving me such a gd environment. it's me tt i m not cherishing the things arnd me. n i realise tt i will always wait till the dae wen i lose things, then i will be able to learn to cherish after the pain. When i come to think of it now, whether life's gonna be tough or one filled wif happiness, it's realli up to us. on how we think of life. sumtimes, i realli think t life's tough. But wen i begin singing praises, the melody, the lyrics, touched my hearts. lyk now. Here I m to worship. it's a nice song.
sundae. during worship. was asked, y God want us to be born in this 21 century. y r we born in singapore, not in sum country where dere is starvation, ppl suffering from thirst. wen i think of this now, i realli reflect on the comforting life tt i m leading. But sometimes, i admit tt greed overtook me. it lets me think of y life is so full of stress, y life's so tiring. all of a sudden, i don't seem to cherish the life tt i m leading. in fact, MOST of the time, i m leading a blurry life... with no destination, no goals, onli thinking of y i m living or leading this life. u noe wad, this kinda feeling inside, it's realli scary. realli. no destination, no goal, everydae, i do not noe where i m heading to. it's lyk a feeling tt i m lost.
Not long ago, i've read a novel. it toks abit on leprosy. how the ppl lead their live in exile. i put myself in their shoe. i realli can't put myself in their circumstances. but the way the author writes on the disease, it's enough for one to understand how it feels to life with the disease. the scars, all this is enough for one to collapse. collapse after being discriminated.
the praying at night, gives me the strength to carry on with life. teaches me to thank God for everything i have, instead of complaining abt things arnd me.
suddenly recall during one of the sunday. during sharing, someone said about u must trust in God and he will help u. indeed, it's very true. During the physics prac. months ago, yup the one where skill 1 is being accessed, i remember on how panicky i got. fer not being able to complete the whole experiment. i prayed. but as if i m telling myself dere's no use. the physics prac. was so screwd. n dere's one time wen my friend forgotten tobring down my bk fer silent reading. i was lyk thinking hmm wad shld i do, i dun feel lyk stading among so many ppl. n i remembered the previous dae, the sharing about the trust in God. i u noe wad. the feeling reali come into me. as in the feeling of faith. the trust in God. n i prayed. most importantly is the trust tt i have in God. n He realli help me!
i realli think tt i shld learn more from my bro n also one of the ppl in my fellowship. wad they sae, realli makes me to reflect more on myself, on my thinking.

Anger is cruel and fury overwhelming, but who can stand before jealousy? Proverbs 27:4

As the deer pants for the water so my soul longs after you
you alone are my hearts desire and i long to worship you
you alone are my strenth my shield
to you alone may my spirit yield
you alone are my hearts desire and i long to worship you