Saturday, April 07, 2007
Saturday, April 07, 2007 ●

IT'S GOOD FRIDAY!!!!!!
phew....well... life's getting worse n worse...but txks God fer being wif me. anw ytd choir was quite productive. yupp. den after choir took train wif lixin jollin n zhongjie. yupp den once i reached home went to bathe... den get changed n chiong to church... ate my dinner in my dad's car... yupp... hmm... the service was short... it's about [黑暗与光明之争]
他为爱来到世上
他为爱走向十架
他把爱活在伤口
他用爱战胜死亡
他在最通的时候打开宽恕之门
他的爱改造历史
他的爱重生世界
this is meaningful isn't it?
Jesus died for us on the cross. Only his precious blood can wash away all of our sins. Who will be so great n brave to be willing to die for us, for our sin? JESUS! No one other than Jesus will be willing to die for everyone to wash away all of our sins right? We should really thank Jesus for dying on the cross because of us.
anw, went home after service... ... n this morning was woken up by the nosiness outside my room... arrr... was sleeping soo soundly until i heard my family toking outside. den woke up n laze in my bed.... den later kena woken up... went shao mu todae... after tt went qianhu fish farm n bought koi fishes!!! haha! yay!!! koi fishes again! anw... went home le... was abt to do hw... den my eyes lyk abt to close le.... n can u believe it? i nv even right a word n i went to sleep le! arrrr.. si qi ren le! slept until lyk 6 plus n ate dinner. yuppz it's marcoroni!!!! yay!!!! i juz luv it manz!!! haha... well i keep thinking tt todae is sat. n i practically din do anything todae. Goshes! i realli feel lyk killing myself.... after chatting to with my friends tonight, i realli realli get to realise tt i m neglecting my studies PURPOSELY!!!!!!!!!!! it all started since i got back my ct results.... it's all lyk shit.... right, dun tok abt physics... since i din study n fail terribly.... arrr... n dere's onli lyk 4 or 5 failures in my class? goshes!!!! well, all my grades r deproving manz. n n me n my friend cried.... we were saeing how shit our result was.... n is lyk the more i sae the more hurt i m.... soooo wad lar! as in well i studied fer the rest of the sub. but i din score well... hmm... den wen i went home... i decided to lyk realli put in all my effort to do my chi hw... lyk chong xin zan qi lai... n guess wad? all the hard work tt i put in juz disappear in juz a click!!! they told me got error!!!! wad's more, it's the second time since i encounter this manz! arrr.... n realli at tt moment i realli feel lyk collapsing. hmm practically cried the whole night... haiz... it's hard not to recall those bad memories...fine... shall not be emo... haha.
well dere's flag dae TODAE. since it's lyk 1.46am le... haiz... tml is gonna be a tiring dae... n bro juz told me flag dae is realli tiring? haiz... nvm... n y do i slp soo late lar haiz... fine shall go to slp after this...since lyk i got arnd 4 or 5 hrs of slp? well, hmm... test next week..is dere mock test next week? well, i realli slack a lot... completely haven revise fer my test man... HOW GREAT RITE? shucks lar.... fine shall go slp le.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )