Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 ●

txks God fer listening to my prayer, fer not abandoning me. sumtimes i realli do feel lyk giving up...all those times n hard efforts tt i spend on...n in the end i juz watched my results go down the drain... n i can tell u tt this feeling suxs... realli! but wen i m on the verge of giving up, i think God is asking me not to gif up. Txks God fer giving me the strength to face this new dae. I juz pray tt u will continue to gif me the strength to cope wif certain things. ytd was lyk a nightmare to me. cried a lot wen i reached home... ... cried wen i bathe...den stop... den after tt cry again... den stop... was doing the chi online discussion thing... den after tt smth happened which made me cry again...den at night wen i was praying i cry again... omg lar! woke up at 5.20am this morning...is lyk soo early can! den reach sch super early n the classroom was not opened so i went to sit at the bence dere to do my physics hw. was listeninng to those music in my fone. den this morning...sum of them sae tt my eyes r swollen.... n hmm cindy n brenda thought i cried this morning. i think i over-cried le lar... ... i reallli feel so hopeless ytd... but realli... i M feeling better now... but i m lyk super duper tired todae... ... den during bio lesson, wen ms li ask us if we wanna take a break, all of us lyk sae yes den the next moment we put our heads down on the tables. hmm... got back el. n his results todae. had bio tt todae... n i din study fer it ytd...coz i was on the VERGE of giving up le... but anw...after tt went to look fer miss zhao fang wif stef... n eunice acc. us haha sooo nice lar! den lyk introduced xiner to both of them... but ended up they sae i veri wu liao or wad lar haha! hey but u all make a new friend todae rite! haha (: den took train wif stef. yupp. todae is a realli tired dae manz my eyes r lyk half closing now le... ...
oh n bro got in sajc! congrats! anw, txks PPL fer the encouragement!!! n kasthuri!!! txks manz!!! u r realli great! n u r realli realli gd at consoling ppl (: luv ya (:

xxxxxx

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