Thursday, November 02, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006 ●

*__________you won't know who to trust in ur whole life
In the midst of examinations, stress and triedness are the feelings overwhleming me. All i longed for is freedom.
The freedom after examinations. The thought of after-exams just made me endure all the way to the ends. I thought of how relaz i will feel after exams, those carefree feelings that i longed to have.
However, what i get is not the carefree tht i yearned for. All i get is those emptiness in my hearts. I feel so restless and listness. Well, not when i am with my friends. I can't admit that i AM excited during those trips with my classmates to orchard, wild wild wet.
Did they get the wrong idea?
well, i can't deny that technology sometimes do messed up some things in our lifes. Am i right?
I can't get to sleep now. And i think that my holidays are not fruitful. I just can't seem to enjoy. Hmm, i have to enjoy myself for this TWO months, which will pass in a twinkling of an eye.
I am tired of all those misunderstandings and guessings of what one is thinking of.
Sometimes, I think that this world is so filled with those miserable things for us to ponder over.
But what to do?
of course the best way is to handle it in a right way right?
Man's brains are complicated. You won't know what one is thinking inside their mind. Sometimes I wonder if what one is thinking inside their head is an obverse of what everything sees them as.
I am just tired.
Mentally tired.
How i wish i can get to sleep now.
I feel so energetic now.
What's wrong manz??!!!
Stop all those comparing.
I AM SICK OF IT!!!!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )