Friday, November 17, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006 ●

friends are important
when you are feeling low, they are there to cheer you up, comfort you.
when you are in a high-spirit, they are there to share your joy.


woke up early this morning. met cindy at clementi. haha i was 6 minutes late. anw, hmm met wif xiner too. haha she was sitting behind all along. haha but cindy din see her. hmm... den later went buona to wait fer kalyn.
went to sch to collect posting results.
got into 3c2.
unfortunately, there are only lyk 2 or 3 ppl tt i noe in tt new class.
anw, accompany suan outside.
i was fighting hard to hold back the tears in me.
in the end, it was not successful.
i cried.
i cannot stand it.
arrgh, at the same time, reflecting n recapping on lots of things. n trying to foresee my future.
making myself a promise tt this will be the last time tt i let my tears drop.
but everytime i made this promise, i will break it.
really, hope tt this will be the last time i cry.
i dun wan to be such a cry baby.
i promise myself tt i will gif myself some time to learn not to be so cry baby
n tt i will be strong.
it suxs to be hurt. to feel hurt. to feel lonely. to feel guilty.
i juz can't stand it.
y are all those feelings making their way to me.
anw, txks ppl fer comforting.
i realli feel much better after crying.
went ikea coz xiner wanna buy candle n wingyan wanna buy a penknife.
hmm went dere ate hotdog n drink haha.
hmm kalyn helped an old woman to take her things wen we were on the overhead bridge.
anw, went tiong haha saw hazel durrga shahilah hasinah hanisah haha.
after tt went vivo.
hmm ticket fer step out sold out. so we went cine./
oh yar jocelyn saw me der haha. n she told me jialing n zhongjie oso dere too (:
hmm, anw watch the convenant. it was a nice show.




it suxs to keep on acting, don't you feel it tt way too???

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )