Monday, October 02, 2006
Monday, October 02, 2006 ●

sometimes i really do wonder why do some people manage to pretend and fake a smile even when they are not happy.
I just wonder how they do that.
I can't bring myself to do that.

Don't want to talk about today's HCL test. It just sucks!
And it affects my mood for the whole day.
I won't score for my compo.
The sky, surrounding, environnment is so hazy. Just like what i feel inside my heart. So hazy. So blur. That i will lose my direction. That i will be lost.

I am going to fill the bottle with all those sad things that happen. Keep them sealed in this bottle inside my head. No one knows when i will let it all out.

No one will know... ...

Not even me, myself.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )