Monday, October 09, 2006
Monday, October 09, 2006 ●

Learning to get use to this burden
which is going to chain wif me in my whole life
had my last paper sci todae!!! the whole paper was quite ok. although i will not score well fer it. i juz can't concentrate during the whole paper. i admit tt i m thinking tt since its the last paper, juz do fer the sake of doing it. I cannot get myself to treat this paper seriously. n ytd, i was not revising fer my work. I thought i still have plenty of time to revise fer my work. ytd night was lyk nightmares. I did not huv enuff time to revise.
I onli mange to ask my bro to help me print out the doc. tt i typed out. Txks manz bro!!! anw, txks fer all the patience, hard work, of urs. Realli, txks fer teaching me all the stuff tt i dun noe. Txks fer being able to get used to my bad temper. Although sometimes i m not in a good tone wen i asked u some qns, but u r still willing to teach me. even though u r not happy wif my attitude. Tnks fer everything manz bro. txks fer everything tt u huv done to me, tt u huv taught me. txks. Realli, i m realli fortunate to huv a bro lyk u. Thank God fer giving me such a good bro. sry fer throwing my temper at u sometimes. sry fer all the bad attitude. I WILL try to change this bad attitude of me. I WILL change to be better. It juz needs time. I need time to change. juz gif me time. Seriously, wen the dae comes wen u were to serve ns, i realli dunno hu to turn to wen i huv qns, n i huv nobody to confide all my prob.
anw, after sch went cine. we intended to catch a movie. but hu noes all the tickets were sold out. bought cheese fries from kfc. went to bk to eat wif hazel n malvika. oh yar n suan kalyn hazel mal crystal hayyu had their hair cut at clippers. n crystal n mal. look realli different! haha. hmm, went to walk arnd wif hazel. den went we went back to kfc wingyan is still eating haha. went arcade wif cindy xiner wingyan n hazel. played 2 rounds of daytona. n dunno how mani times of The hse of the dead wif wingyan. It was so shocking n exciting lar!!! haha we were practically screaming coz its our first time playing. haha it was realli veri nice lar. as if i screamed out all my bad thoughts, my worries. realli, i feel so gd lar. haha. tml going to sentosa!!! yay. soo happi lar haha (:
although exams r over, i feel trapped within my hearts. I dunno wad's the thing inside me tt made me feel this way.
Maybe i need to change my thinking. But realli, txk God fer being wif me all this while, giving me encouragement n everything!
I dread the dae wen we got back our results. I dun wanna noe how much i score fer this streaming. I noe how much i will score. I think i shld be preparing to receive all the bad results. realli. since its over, its over. i can't do anything to it. but i m still glad tt i huv a good bro!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )