Saturday, September 30, 2006
Saturday, September 30, 2006 ●

*_____________tears welling in my eyes... ...
y can't u juz understand how i feel?
y can't u juz understand how hard I AM trying to concentrate?
y can't u juz gif me some peace?
i went out ytd night to study. cuz i realli can't concentrate on my study at home. Too many noise. Too many distractions. Too many irritating problems. Too many temptations. But, there is NO motivation.
Maybe i m stress...not cuz of study...but cuz of y i m not STRESS by study. Tt's so not lyk me. dunno wad's wrong wif me manz. juz cannot manage things properly. even simple things! my mom r saeing tt my grades r deproving.but somehow dere r too many distractions, tt r misleading me into another place.
i need a 24 hrs guidance. even in my dreams. to guide me out of this exhausting world. I noe Lord, u are right beside me now. Every moment, not leaving me alone.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )