Saturday, September 16, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006 ●

*______________shoo!!! go away... the monster in my mind!!!
tues.
i think i totally lost all my stamina leh.. after the hols. all my stamina gone!!! arrgh... ... now, i m depending on mass run to improve my stamina. haiz.... sianz! anw, had mass run in the morning. n suan asked me to hold on to the class key. coz they thought i was going to run wif cindy. but i oredi told them tt i M going to run wif them. haha so ended up den we returned to class, dere's oredi quite a no. of ppl waiting outside the classroom. ran wif suan n xiner. n i realised tt i totally got no energy in me to run. Not only tt, i dun huv the motivation to run too!!! arrgh. damn it! thw whole sch hr was lyk damn long n bored!!! AND TIRED TOO!!! i was feeling so damn sleepy during lesson time lar. until cs haha i manage to lie down n close my eyes fer a very short while to rest. hmm, was using msn n chatting wif xiner. but is lyk super duper "sway" lar. wen i tok to xiner, the conversation pop up on xiner's tablet screen. worse of it, ms. jean saw it!!! she was lyk damn angry lar. sry xiner!!!! i feel so damn bad n guilty lar. n xiner had to pay extra 2 bucks. b4 tt she was fined fer playing neopets. haiz... ms jean was so fierce lar. anw, she wanna teach us how to use audicity. n i m dead!!! i was not listening to her lar. i was chatting wif hazel n kalyn too!!! hmm, anw, after mass run chen lao hi din cum. so me n hazel spent almoz the whole chi. period toking bout HER haha. den we were lyk saeing haha she was sneezing the whole dae lor. not only tt, during cs wen ms jean said out a musical insturment, i thought of her again n i was damn high lar haha. kkays, after sch, went Hans to study wif hazel cindy kalyn suan n malvika. we were walking pass macs n we sae SOMEONE wif SOMEBODY. den hazel n suan was lyk saeing out tt person's name quite loudly. hmm, shan elaborate on this manz. if not i think i will get into hot soup. hmm, we were planning to eat veri slowly in hans. if not the person dere sure shoo us out wan. so we were revising fer math test. i did mensuration n pythagaros theorem. hmm, den i was trying to corss over the suan's table. haha it was lyk so shock wen i manage to pass over the quite small "gap" separating out table haha. hmm oh yar den dere was someone hu sneezed so loudly. den i was drinking soup at the same time. wen i heard hazel sae "How cum got dog wan" i immediately laughed lyk mad n got choked lar haha! is damn funny. kkays, went to the NTUC toliet b4 going home.
couldn't slp well tt night. i was lyk waking up after getting 10 or 20 min of slp.
wed.
had choir run in the morning. n i think my stamina return le haha. somehow, tt motivation juz got into my heart. n tt;'s y i got MOTIVATED??? haha, anw had history. n we got back our history test. i expect myself to flunk the paper. coz it was supposed to be only one-sided, but i went to rite two sided lar arrgh!. n my expression was damn worried loor. wen i got back the paper, i was super duper shocled lar!!! i can't believe tt i manage to pass! But not wif flying colours. is wif CRAWLING COLOURS haha. but i m glad tt i manage to pass. den i was quite high during his. lesson. coz we were toking bout this Maria Hertogh riot. yar n this girls 'full name is hmm... Maria Bertha Hertogh. yar haha. had math test. the paper... haiz.. dun wanna tok bout it! lit was sooo damn boring. oh yar b4 tt, dnt was damn boring lar. haha but joanne din slp during the lesson. hmm muz txks joanne manz. she help me wif the filing part haha. txks manz joanne!!! ok let's get back to lit. yuppx. hmm toking bout Merchant of Venice act 4 scene 1??? i dunno lar. I WAS NOT LISTENING DURING LIT. I WAS PLAYING SPIDER SOLITAIRE. i m in no modd to listen lor... haiz... after tt...i think i went home wiof suan n mal. take the orchard way home haha. on the train was revising fer chi test wif suan.
Thurs. nth much happen on tt dae. kalyn was so sick tt she din went fer choir. yuppx... i was soooo damn tired lar. during choir, my whole face was sooo black tt can camouflaged among the charcoal le. but we learned new song. Ave Regina!!! the song was quite nice lar haha. hmm went home wif jollin. n we werre listening to ye qu n other songs too. haha. Comment on thurs was damn slpeey n boring sch hr.
fri.
mass run in the morning.
run wif cindy n she ran damn fast lar haha. kkays, chi test arrgh, i juz can't do well in my chi. lar. nvm. went fer recess after tt. hmm sci lesson was a tough wan. we wre learning bout chemical formula n equation. n my mind was exploding le .i think nth much happened on fri. but after sch stayed back fer a while coz i am going to huv this meeting wif Boon Jing lady every alt. fri. hmm i thought the meeting was at 3.30 so me joanne wing yan n tania went canteen to study. den lotta npcc ppl from other sch come to our sch. arrgh the canteen was so smelly smoky lar. went back class to take my sci tb. den dere's a few np peeps from other sch in our class. i was stupid enuff to ask them "erm excuse me, can i take something"
n their reply was"take lor" arrgh tt's my classroom n they lyk quite bu shuang lar haha. anw, sae thanks to them n the guys replied u r welcome bu shuang-ly. hmm den later boon jing sms me n ask if i m caught in the rain coz she got umbrella. yar den i replied her sms. in the end i was shock to read the sms tt she sent me. she said smoething lyk where r u. i thought our meeting was at 2pm. i was lyk went blank lar oops. so i quickly sms her back n sae i will come voer to the church right now. but den she called me. i was in the canteen wad.cannot use fone dere right. so i faster chong to the toliet. den she said she left le coz she thought i m not going. sr!!! sry fer waiting so long fer me but i din turn up. hmm wen i told tania n wingyan bout this they were lyk laughing lyk mad lar. haha. went home.
n the moment i stepped home my mom was lyk " how cum todae u reach home so early?" ( wen it was lyk 4 plus???) hmm "we were intending to fetch u lar" i was lyk huh realli meh. den my mom asked me if i wanna go out. since it was fri. i thought y not??? so i faster go bath den change into new clothes. wen jurong east entertainment centre. b4 tt whle family went NTUC to buy sum groceries. yar after tt went to eat our dinner at the Yuhua village dere de hwaker centre? sae SOMEONE dere. lar the world's soo small...nonono, shld saw S'pore so small. after tt went IMM. i met my pri sch chi teacher. i was lyk walking wif my mum wen suddenly someone tapped me on my shoulder. i turned back n realised tt person is my pri sch hci teacher!!! haha she still regconise me sia. i waqs lyk soo happi lar. it'been lyk one yr since i saw her? haha kkays after tt went home leh. hmm received joyce sms. yuppx. N realli, i think no matter wad we shld pray to God.
Sat.
TODAE. haha woke up at 9 plus n i could' get to slp anymore. surprise manz. haha. read storybk. hmm i realise tt the stroybk had some christian thinggy inside. n the characters inside in the story was lyk saeing Pray to God. u will feel better. N tt Jesus is our best friend. He wants to be our best friend.! yar i agree to this few sentences lar. yea indeed, i think tt Jesus is our savious. We shld trust in him. bored at home. n i was super duper slack lar!!! i neva revise my work fer the whole week. wad happen to me manz!!! wake up manz. JY!!!
sry fer yk disappearing recently.
-the isolated one

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( Run to the city. )