Monday, September 04, 2006
Monday, September 04, 2006 ●

losing energy...
ytd nite was a stressful nite manz...
dere is friendship problem and school work fer me to due wif... haiz... so stress manz...
i realli felt better after praying to God. I really thank God fer giving me the strength and courage to face these problems. Of course, i may not have due wif it properly. but i do think that God is always right beside me, supporting me and giving me encouragement fer everything positive. i can sae tt i slept well ytd nite. but this morning juz suxs. coz i can't get myself to crawl out of my bed. hmm... i miss the air-con n the cosy bed lar. hmm...met cindy at jurong mrt todae n i was super late lar. I made cindy to wait fer me fer a VERY long time. sry kkays cindy haha. i will try not to be late tml kkays haha. juz hope tt i will get up on time tml morning. kkays went to clementi to meet xiner n diana. n the train was super duper empty lar haha. den later at queenstown dere xiner sae she wanna get off le. haha she play play onli lar. den later wen the train arrived at redhill xiner first stood up. n i was lyk telling cindy n diana we fake fake dun get down the train haha. walk to sch together. had sci. mass lecture todae n it was lyk arrgh... damn bored n the teachers were going through the whole chap. of sound veri quickly, lyk machine gun lyk tt. I totally cannot catch up during the time wen Ms. Loo went through the theory wb. wif us. the words were lyk super small n i realli cannot figure out the words. so i went to copy cindy's wan. n she can see very well n she copy until veri fast lar! haha. we were so happi wen we heard tt our class dun needa attend the math remedial lesson or wadev u call tt. went back to class to pack my things den later me suan xiner cindy hazel kalyn diana durgga hayyu n last but not the least the b'dae girl todae, Tania, to macs. yar...den after tt i was lyk wanting to go to the toilet. yar den me suan cindy n tania went to this second floor toilet. coz dun needa pay money. (1st floor needa pay money wan) n we realise tt the toliet was under major construction??? yar n we had a hard time finding the toliet. so we were lyk heck care lar den we went inside. n suan was outside waiting fer us. yar, den later wen cindy went out to wash her hands we realise tt somebody was outside. n i heard them saying "eh, got somebody in the toliet" den we were lyk so damn scared. faster rushed into one cubicle n closed the door. haha den cindy called to ask if suan went back to macs ready? but in the end the security guard was not outside anymore den we faster rush to wash our hands n chong all the way downstairs haha. after tt went far east n tania durrga n wing yan had thir hair cut haha. they look realli good in their new hair style haha (: was late fer choir. so me kalyn n diana cabbed back to sch. hmm... wen me n kalyn reached, choir was still doing warm-ups. hmm, i realised tt choir was quite nice todae! i enjoy singing todae lar. haha especially the "quite" new song tt we juz learnt. we were dismissed at 4 plus. waited fer diana. coz she got band. went cheers to buy something to eat wif kalyn. waited fer diana until 5 yar arnd this time. took 132 wif kalyn diana n linda to far east dere. n we took ANY bus n realised tt we ended up lost haha. but later we took bus 700 to newton mrt den we walked to tania's hse. hmm got threw into the pool. haha quite fun lar hor. had bbq yar...din eat much lar. coz not in the mood of eating haha. den later went upstairs to change into a dry shirt. walked to newton mrt wif kalyn xiner cindy wingyan n diana. hmm the sky was dark den. haha. hmm den hazel they all decided to take cab. yuppx. HAPPY B'DAE TO TANIA N TRINA (: (: (:
i was shocked n sad to hear the news tt crocodile manz died. he was bitten by a stingray todae. haiz... too mani things, sad things...r happening recently. I think God want me to know tt everything n everybody arnd me is very precious. I cannot take them fer granted, but muz cherish them. I juz cannot accpet the fact tt the crocodile manz died. haiz... i was toking bout him last fri. n now.... haiz... i m sad. but i noe tt MAYBE he is wif God now (: so i think, i muz treat everybody fairly, nicely, dun take them fer granted. dun ever wait until they r gone den we realised wad is the taste of regret!
Dear Lord Jesus, thank you for supporting me and giving me the encouragement to face my problems in life. I pray tt Lord Jesus, you will always be by my side, to remind me to cherish everything and everybody arnd me and not to take them for granted. And Lord, i oso pray tt u will gif me the wisdom to settle all the obstacles tt i met along the road in my life. I pray tt u will also gif me the courage n braveness to preach my classmates n friends (: I noe tt only God has the power to convert them, but it's not only up to their thinking, oso, Lord you. I pray tt through this (my sch, my harvest) problem, the meeting wif boon jing lady on some fri. i will learn more about you. N oso, to spread this gospel to all the ppl arnd me. To light up the world not only as an individual, coz the strength will be limited. But with other Christian. I Jesus name i pray,
Amen.
ending todae's chapter of life. (:

xxxxxx

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