Saturday, August 12, 2006
Saturday, August 12, 2006 ●

streaming down...
i finally realised tt dere is nobody whom i can trust whole-heartedly in this world. i m human.i will be sad like everyone, i will be hurt like everyone too. i seriously cannot stand anybody hu misunderstands me, fame me. I realli dun understand y tt person wanna do this. issit purposely, or is it juz tt she will feel good at the end of the day seeing me in this pitiful state? From this incident, i finally can see veri clearly tt when u r srying pitifully or wen u r hurt by a person, tt person dun care bout u. they juz treat it as normal n go on wif wad they r doing. I feel so terrible. wif nobody to confide in. i feel so trapped. i juz dun understand y! i feel so tired. i realli am, both mentally n physically. how i wish to be able to live in my veri own isolated world. juz alone. wif nobody else arnd me or anywhere. i want to be solo. but i want to huv friends whom i can play wif, spend my wonderful time wif. huving this iolated world is impossible. God gifs me everything. He gifs me friends so tt i can spend time wif them. preach them. I wanna huv a veri veri long rest. I m too tired to carry on now... ...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )