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intro ![]() Jiaying ★Child of God★ 17 this year and my b'day falls on 15021992. Belongs to the fellowship known as 1723. Used to study in CGM, PHPPS, CGS. Somehow, I'm studying in Acjc, in the class of 1sc4'09, whose cca is the Acjc Choir :D SHOUT max width 150px HEAR IT! There Is A Higher Throne - Keith Getty & Krislyn Lennox credits Layout : komie Host : Blogger |
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Saturday, August 05, 2006 ● *___in the midst of tears, hoping tt someone could rescue me PBL SUXXXXSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE PBL!!!!!!!!!!!! i huv been working on the webiste fer several hrs and all i get is nothing. I am sooo sooo sooo stressed by this stupid pbl project lar. Frankly, it is affecting my health and my studies. I can't stand it anymore!!! I wanted to gif up on doing the webpage. But can i? Dere's no one in my grp hu noes how to do...including me!!! After thinking fer a min, i decided tt my grp either get a zero fer pbl n score badly fer our streaming or realli work hard fer it. But time is realli packed. It is lyk 1 plus n i m still stuck!!! I HATE PBL!!! so lucky tt we dun huv to do this project next yr. If not i will sure suffocate to death. I m serious. I m realli tired. Can i go to slp? No, i can't. The webpage is due on mon. n i m huving sci commontest on mon. too! oh man, how i going to find time to do this stupid webpage and at the same time revise fer sci. i m sooo weak in physics lar. i can't cope wif it. I m realli sick of pbl. I noe it will end on mon. but i m struggling to do the webpage. I realli owe malvika one. She realli help me a lot todae. After sch, went to eat lunch, after tt went monet lab to do pbl. I m huving difficulty wif the flash n ms jean is not in the com lab so i went to find malvika fer help. n she did not rejected helping me out. She has got so much patience to hel me n teach me! Txks malvika!!! U r realli my great friend and even best friend!!! you r indeed my true friend. u help me up todae. if not, i will broke out in tears todae in the com lab. txks malvika. i realli need ur help now. but i wonder y am i soo not independent. I juz realise tt i can't confide in anyone else. So here i m, bloggging to went out all my frustration. i m soo miserable. i m soo helpless, despair. intended to do pbl fer the whole night without sleeping. cindy sae i will sure fall sick wan lar. Txks cindy, fer ur concern. hmm but i can't get to sleep well. I will ponder over PBL. i m stuck on the webpage. i huv tried my veri best to do till i huv no energy left. i realli need to calm down. Nobody can save me. Except God. I will pray fer patience n confidence. pray fer wisdom pray fer courage. Malvika, i will repay u one dae. I realli dun wan to fail my pbl. It will affect my streaming. I HATE PBL!!!! ok i admitit did help us in gaining knowledge on certain things, but it adds on a lot of burden fer us. It realli make me soo tired. I feel lyk resting. Taking a big rest. Can I? Do i huv the time to? My hse is so quiet now. onli i m not asleep. i wanna confide in my family, but i huv no one beside me now. maybe, i shld learn to be independent. but somehow isense tt this is not the time to. i needa care bout PBL. I really cannot carry on this long n tiring journey. i reallli need to rest. I feel tt i m panting lyk hell. Thirsty. Dehydrating. Dying. I feel soo terrible. It is lyk the darkest moment of my life. I realli hope to escape from this cruel reality. I hope tt once i go to sleep, i will not wake up. but be engrossed in m sweet dreams. NEVER ENDING sweet dreams. I do not wanna wake up n face this harsh reality. oh man, i reali huv the feeling tt i will not huv time to complete my pbl webpage. how??? this project realli stress me lyk hell. actually it was meant to be a veri simple project. but due to the time frame n our test n exam, do we huv enough time to manage? I doubt so. Dere's so mani class test andcommon test, exam so on . N PBL realli add on to my burden. Everytime wen i m trying to get rid of this burden, i m thinking den hu will care bout pbl. I m not saeing tt my grp members dun care bout the project. But i m trying to sae tt at the rate we are working, it is realli impossible to complete it on time. I m not saeing my grp members r working slowly. But is ME. I AM THE ONE. I dun wan to be the one hu is working slow. But dere is realli no one to help me. I reaalli need a computer prodigy to help me do my wedpage. Drifting off from the cruel reality, dozing off into the world of happiness n hope.
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