Thursday, August 31, 2006
Thursday, August 31, 2006 ●

i can't confide or show my feelings to somebody.
every time wen tears welled up in my eyes, i tried in vain, wif all my very efforts to hold back my tears.
I can't possibly juz break down into tears...
ppl will find me weird...
ppl will think tt i m crazy.
ppl wll think tt i m not in my right mind.
sometimes, i realliy feel lyk giving up to the tears, i feel lyk letting it flow infront of my friends.
wen this happen, it reallli do shows tt i m realli scared, nervous, sad, desperate.

paid 6 bucks fer the trip to east coast park wif my church this sundae.
but i dun feel lyk going...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )