Monday, July 31, 2006
Monday, July 31, 2006 ●

hoping that the nightmares for me will end...
went to church as usual. but i was the only girl in my sunday sch class. kkays, anw tt;s not the main point. but i realli enjoyed last sundae wan. 2 other youth group from different church came n i realli enjoyed myself. although the games were lyk quite lame, but it was veri fun!!! kkays ytd i seriously came to realise tt dere are still lotta ppl hu haven accepted christ as their saviour in the very corner of every part of the world. n i realli wanna learn to spread this gospel to everybody. i never once spread this wonderful gospel to my friends. hmm i shall try hard to spread this gospel arnd. went macs to meet my parents n my aunt. kkays went straight home after we ate. was studying history ytd.i dunno y but i realli felt very sad tt many perished during the world war one n two. Tears realli filled my eye. wen i told my classmate n even now wen i m typing this, dere are realli tears in my eyes. I felt sad fer those hu perished, especially those hero in the war. talking bout history, it is my weakest sub. juz got back my first his test todae n i scored so terribly. should i juz give up on my history??? my history suxs... since last yr. Frankly speaking, i lyk history n i m interested in studying history. but no matter how hard i worked, i juz couldn't score well in my history test. n i seriously dunno how i manage to get an A fer my history last yr. i realli feel lyk tearing the history test paper. should i juz gif up? or should i continue to work hard? maybe i should realli reflect. but i think i dun huv any extra energy left to deal wif this.
Dear Lord Jesus,
Please give me the strength to work hard in my studies. Please forgive all my sins and all the bad thinkings of me. Let me work hard for my study, especially history, which is my weakest subjects. Let me continue to work hard for my history. Dont't let me feel discourage by my class test result. But, let me work hard. Dear Lord Jesus, once again, I thank you for this afternoon history common test. Thanks for being by my side, thanks. Give Thanks. And once again, i pray that Jesus you give me the strength to complete my PBL project. Give me the wisdom to do well. Give me encouragement. Amen.
i m worried bout my PBL. i couldnt do anything. I realli feel so helpless. but i feel much better after praying to God. I have faith in God. I trust in Him.I believe in Him.
Wingyan hope u see this. haha let's see praises of God everyday. God bless ur n he lurve everyone of us. (:
heard the announcement saeing no choir todae. i me kalyn suan n xiner stayed back to do math. ended up watching K.0. 1.
Later went homw wif cindy n xiner. we walked to the mrt station. On the way saw Joyce and crystal. I din noe Joyce still rmb my name. hmm feel so bad tt i forget her name earlier on. hmm... i m quite interested in going to the performance tt they told us. kkays den cindy rite she was walking soo slow lar haha actually xiner oso. den hor cindy suddenly walk very fast . kkays anyway we did smth realli stupid on the platform. wen we reached the platform the train was oredi dere. n dere we were standing in front of the door. den we were lyk saeing "eh wanna go in or not" den we hesitate a while. den later wen we decided to walk in the door closed haha. soo stupid lar n sooo embarassing lat haha.

xxxxxx

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