Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 ●

running to discard all the unhappiness in my heart...
can't believe tt ytd i watched ai qing mo fa shi watch until 12 plus den sleep!!!
anw... i was indeed veri tired todae
n i closed my eyes fer them to rest on the train while standing.
had cca photo-taking (:
wad a pity tt i missed ;last yr cca photo-taking.
but anw, i turned up todae (:
b4 tt... i got back my HCl paper.
n it suxs!!!!!!
i dun lyk my results.
i can't believe my eyes.
i thought ym eyes were playing sum sort of tricks wif me.
the teacher actually gave me 0 fer opne section!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was lyk sooo sad lor.
i can't bring myself to face this horrible n cruel reality.
i admit tt dere were tears in my eyes.
but i told myself not to cry.
i dunno if i shld tell my parents abt my results.
i m sure tt it would be veri heart-breaking fer them to hear this piece of bad news.
i realli wanna noe my REAL MARKS
i wanna noe how much i will score after adding the total scores fer zhong4 he2 tian2 kong1.
no use crying over spilled milk lar.
i think God wan me to learnt a lesson from this.
maybe He wan me to be attentive during lesson.
coz my classmates said tt my chi teacher asked us to rite no. fer tt section everytime.
but i juz din listen.
i realli regretted lor.
hmm, went home wif xiner n haslinda.
while i was walking home i realli wanna scream off my head.
i wanna scream to vent off all my anger, sadness, everything else.
so i went home to put my bag n skirt
n i went downstairs to jog twice on the running route.
i jogged realli fast, n i was thinking n reflecting over those sad stuff.
i find tt running did works manz!!!
i realli feel better alot after running (:
while i was running, i never lift my head.
i was looking at the fast-moving ground, while in my head all those things tt happen in sch juz flashed thru my head realli quickly.
i did reflection too.
n i sweat. ( i noe i m being lame )
well, gtg watch ai qing mo fa shi.
den bathe liaoz...
signing off wif sleepy eyes...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )