Saturday, March 26, 2005
Saturday, March 26, 2005 ● wHa iS hApPeNiNg tO mE??!!______*

started the dae sadly n angryly
i dunno even noe wad's happening to me lately...
i huv been in a veri dull n low mood...
yup then lyk i keep remembering all da sad things tt happen to me
then i lyk feel extrememly sad n sympathise myself...
yup... i cried yesterdae nite...
coz sum bad memories made my cry...
i am feling realliTERRIBLE!!!
n yup... same thing...i dun wanna go sleep...
i keep dreaming recently...
nitemares yup...
n i dun realli noe wad is going on in the nitemare larz...
i noe i m not stressed... but i dunno wad is happening to me...
sumtimes my thought will be lyk berserk
n i dun noe wad m i tinking...
is lyk i keep making things to bother me lorz... ...
i m so depressed lorz... haiz...
dunno wad to do lorz...
sumone pls. help me....


i realli wanna go to anoher place or world...
where dere is no sadness...betrayer...n all those kinda thinggy
i wanna go to a place where dere is happiness
i m realli tired...
i m dying...
i cannot stand it manz!!!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )