ohhno.. today is kinda wasted! it's short(at least for me). coz i woke up at lyk 2pm today. and the reason being.. i slept late..very very late. haha! well... did nth much apart from the usual slacking after finishing the ppt slides. and i'm still not finished wif sarah's bk! and guess wad? it's only 197 pages but i took soo lnog to read it. but the bk really points out some impt points and the author manage to link bible verses to today's life and how we can face our problems. quite a useful bk :D and i'm halfway thru blood ties... mel and wanling are back from their Japan trip! 2 more altoes! :D but karen wun be coming tml... haiz.. i shall slp slightly earlier today coz i realli dun wanna kill myself fer tml's rehearsal.

was suppose to meet john in the morning. but he OVERSLEPT! so i just boarded the train if not i'll be late fer choir :X
i felt even more bored and sleepy today. yea, it's nice to sit beside hannah during rehearsal. she's damn funny! shant reveal too much details here muahahaha.
after rehearsal, abbie sheryl yueyue and me share cab to buona mrt. so each person is lyk 90cents each. haha! kinda dumb but no choice.. it's raining heavily and i lent my umbrella to jiekang during the hols. oh yar! and i forget to ask it from him during class outing! watched 2012 wif monica and sarah. i kinda lyk the movie :D not just the special effects, but also the way they express their concerns on their loved ones, even to the state of putting their own life at risk. it's a long movie though...
had dinner at astons :D nice food there! :D oh yea, and i finally get to taste the cheesecake tt we baked ytd. it's realli realli realli very nice! thumbs up!
ahh i'm off to read sarah's bk now.

din get to see the meteor shower this morning! i was slping den haiz... i think it'll be soo fortunate to be able to catch one of God's wonders. anw, met up wif a few peeps today to do STUFF haha! kkayss actually we had loads of fun doing it :D shafik's hse has got a home theater. damn cool right! met up fer this newly-initiated bs session. and ever since i got home, i've been having headache! arrgghhhhhh... maybe i shld turn in earlier fer now.

THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE!
it's a really useful book to aid us in our spiritual growth :D
the book actually includes bible verses, point for us to ponder/reflect, and of course each chapter serves as a step for us to get to know more about God's plan for us and Our purpose for our life.

The following quotes are those tt i find useful. :D
Reflect on them. I'm sure it'll help! yea :D

Your most profound and intimiate experiences of worship will likely be in your darkest days.

When life is rosy, we may slide by with knowing about Jesus, with imitating him and quoting him and speaking of him. But only insuffering will we KNOW Jesus.

Every problem is a character-building opportunity, and the more difficult it is, the greater the potential for building spiritual muscle and moral fiber.

If you look at the world, you'll be distressed. If you look within, you'll be depressed. But if you look at Christ, you'll be at rest. (your yocus will determine your feelings)

If you are facing trouble right now, don't ask "Why me?", Instead ask, "What do you want me to learn?"

it seems tt time is passing so quickly. and yea my time is occupied wif rehearsals and dramas. oh yar! KAREN! now u cant say tt i'm crazy anymore! haha! coz u are even more crazy than me n rebecca! haha! but yea, the show's damn nice! i feel lyk watching 2012! heard tt it's a LONG movie. today is a.. kinda interesting day. there's actually a diff and UNIQUE way of eating hip hop jelly. omg! the way jack and abbie eat it... LOL. i can onli laugh lar. it's damn gross haha!
ohyar and i realise, during choir rehearsals, there's actually quite a lot of interesting obervations to be made :p muahaha!

op's finally over! hooray! it now finally comes to the end of PW! :D
but the bad news, total screwd up fer my part. i got so nervous and i huv no idea why. it's quite a disappointment coz i thought i could huv perform better :(
class outing after op! but yea, as usual, go somewhere lepak. it's quite boring though. but some of us went to take a look at the huge christmas tree outside ion. it's damn nice! esp if u enter into it. once u look up, the lightings and decorations are just too dazzling.
this week doesn't seem lyk a hol to me. needa go to sch almost every fer op and choir.
and yes, i realli wanna thank God fer His guidance on my pw grp. otherwise, our wr will be realli a gone case.
my body's clock getting weird. slpt at 7 plus ytd.. and i woke up at lyk 6 plus from a weird dream or wad u call it a nightmare... and i vaguely rmb tt i was running away from smth. fer another dream, i dreamt tt i was clinging on to a rope attached to this ship travelling at a super duper fast speed. the funny thing is wen i woke up , i was telling myself to stop wasting my energy... coz i'll be huving op ltr. i huv no idea why i said tt.. but it's kinda weird to think abt now. haha!
and u can see christmas decorations being put up everywhere! i so loved Christmas seasons! :D not forgetting the true meaning behind it!

phew.... i 'm almost done wif annex fer wr! muahahah! i'm almost gng crazy this 2 days! lack of slp cause of wr! and i was lyk a zombie in sch for 2 days. :(
at least i huv put in effort in the wr.
now i wun realli feel such a strong sence of guilt or regret after everything ends :D
i thought life will be very carefree after promos. but tt's soo not true. awwww...
i'm lyk tied down by pw. but now tt things are getting better and better, i feel so much better.
i almost died during sectionals ytd. or rather i died.
had a HARD time learning jingle bells. wahhhhhh... but i felt quite accomplish though. coz we are almost done learning tt song! i felt damn tired during sectionals. it's realli a hard time for me. felt damn restless. went island creamery wif tunli and amanda after sectionals. had burnt caramel. it taste damn nice! :D
oh yea, anw this morning.. i woke up at the same time.. but somehow, the platform was just soo crowded.. and i miss the train after waiting fer such a long time. and yea, i was NEARLY late fer sch. miss morning ensemble this morning. shyt...

finally has got the chance to update my blog! promos are finally over. looking back , i can say that i realy had a tough time preparing and chionging fer promos, or rather to catch up. i also realise tt i'm quite lag behind in my studies. in fact, i huv been wasting my time all along. not paying attention during lectures and tutorials, not doing most of my work... but at least i sense the need to work hard a few weeks before promos.
bio and chem paper was damn bad though... i rmb-ed i had a HARD time doing chem... and i nearly cried halfway thru the paper.. section c was seriously dotz. couldnt do anything but rewrite the qns?? had class outing on friday! went to vivo and as usual, went to candy empire and after tt we lunched at carls jnr. the promos period was crazy. we just keep laughing at everything/anything. laughed till we cried and we laugh so hard tt we can feel the pain in our stomach! it's quite a long time since i had those long conversation wif my friends! stayed wif amanda and tunli. we were toking abt lots of stuff till quite late. reached home at lyk 12 plus on tt day! went to zoo on the next day! it's been quite long since i last stepped inside.
this week passed so quickly!
but all in all, thank God fer everything! God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. :D

this hol is too short! it passed soo fast. and i din do anything much... had pretty much things to catch up..haiz.. promos in 3 weeks time i think. i got a shock wen i was counting down. i thought there will be enough time fer me to chiong.. but time;s running out! and i'm still lyk lagging behind. and i was suppose to do the cathcing up stuff during the hols. din realli manage my time well. :( hoep it's a lesson learnt fer me.
cant wait fer sch tml.. din see anyone fer one week alr! got loads of catching up to do i guess haha! but yea, i'm dreading all the lectures and tutorials...
must chiong for promos!!

Thanks for coming down today :D
it really bring joy to me and it's great to see all of u!

it's been quite long since i last blog! life's been rather the same this few weeks. :D ohyar SPA was damn screwd up. my boiling water couldnt boil and so my benedict's test was rather screwd! and yea.. of course coz of tt i ask fer help... and fer chem spa.. i was acting pro muahahah! :P i thought tt i could use the drop by drop method to fill the graduated flask wif distilled water. and who knows during the last drop i just spurt everything out and i had to redo it again! my pipette is dam weird! the water lvl will increase by itself wan! and the burette.. dunno y the rubber get lyk stick tgt and the solutions couldnt come out at some pt! wahh.. and yea i used the wrong conc fer my calculations... and i i nearly do not huv enough time to redo my calculations part. i was practically racing against time! and yea, of course, i was quite nervous at tt pt of time alr. but yea i still wanna thank God tt no matter how the carrying out of the exp maybe, i still manage to finish my SPA :D but hmm..i dun mind SPA.. coz we get to come to sch ltr and dismiss earlier! muahaha! had kfc breakfast wif tunli elena jiakang melissa and yuxuan on the bio spa day :D tried the porridge and it's nice!! :D and after my chem spa, went to the peranakan museum wif my pw grp! and coz our sch is the member of tt museum, we dun needa pay fer the ticket fee. really had fun there muahaha! nick is damn funny kayss! took video of him and me using the phone. and yea marie and me had to lyk rush back to sch fer sectionals. it was hm quite productive. took one hr to learn a song. but it's quite good alr i think. coz we had lyk combine sectionals wif sops. had to memorise lyk 6 carols fer lyk tml! maybe i shld go start memorizing now! :P

it's been ultra long since i last blogged. coz i was too lazy to blog. :P
huv been slacking a lot recently! hw piling up and i'm trying to complete them. sigh...
had loads of fun on sat! hope we will huv more outings :D
was late on friday :( and i still thought tt i had loads of time so i was dilly dall-ing in the morning.. ended up i was late. and i was walking super fast tt ppl thought i must be mad. :P the celebration was fun! but yea tt's the last performance of the 2009 choir. but i do thank God fer the time tt we shared.

was quite reluctant to wake up this morning! and i was ALMOST late fer choir today.. coz of the long queue for temp taking outside.. and there's loads of ppl in the sch today coz of a certain event.. had com election today! congrats to the 2010 com!!! pray tt God will continue to guide acjc choir and allow us to continue to enjoy the process of music making and bonding tgt :D oh yar i saw belinda at je this morning.. and next wen the train from the middle track arrive, we saw audrey! aren't the world smal?!?! such a coincidence right! had rehearsal till lyk 1145 and yea lepak outside the hr. was intending to wait fer mel but the com meeting was veri long! so we went off to holland first. yea and i found out tt vicky and megan are damn nice and funny! haha! bused to bukit batok wif jon and on the way saw grace and jinhui! another coincidence. was abit late fer fellowship today.. oops! after tt we were rehearsing some song... slacked a lot until 7 plus b4 we went to eat dinner. omg rebekah and hannah are lyk damn funny! serious.. i realli had a great laugh today hahaha!

have been quite slack fer terms as compared to the rest! i huv been turning in at 12 plus, 1 plus... and all the papers are pretty screwd. but somehow, it doesnt feel tt bad coz i sorta feel tt i huv at least tried my best :D though not realli true on the preparation part. went sentosa wif sc4 on friday! realli had fun! played volleyball on the burning hot sand. we were busy digging our own holes so it wun feel tt hot! and yar i find tt volleyball's quite fun! :D felt tempted to swim! so i swam wif the rest.. thank God tt xiner returned me my orientation shirt on tt day, if not i will be lyk drenched..seriously haha! slpt damn late on tt day so i woke up quite late on sat.. which explains y i felt veri drowsy the whole day! had been watching show these few days! anymore shows to rec??? haha!
one thing to be happy about! tml's tues! which means tt i get to go to sch ltr! and and! there's long break!!!
there's sectionals after sch! and i find tt i needa look thru my scores.. miss out quite a lot from the hol rehearsal!!! and i missed the study camp too :( coz i was having loads of fun during church camp!
nevertheless, i realli enjoy the camp! :D

cip wif amanda choo was fun fun fun and funny! haha! saw charlotte! and shes tarted doing the pass-the-poke thing haha! all the girls were doing the badges while the guys were doing the publicity stuff.. so me n amanda station outside PS.. more towards the Istana.. until one of the police came and tell us not to stand there coz it's Istana! so we walked off bought slurpee and slacked fer a while. but we sold quite a no of badges! :D met loads of interesting ppl, seriously! haha! AND! amanda choo kept on laughing wen i say try the impossible. and she will just reply impossible is nth. haha! we ate sushi at this jap restaurant wif sarah noelle sheryl and yuxuan. after lunch, me and amanda station outside cathay and we manage to sell more badges! rmb: try the impossible. slpt a lot and i sort of just woke up haha!

just came back from 1723 camp! havent replied to ppl's sms... and there's cip tml which i dun realy feel lyk gng coz i'm abit tired. but i m still lack of cip hrs.. haven even started on any cip proj! so i huv to wake up early tml :(
camp was fun fun fun and IMPACTFUL! really thank God tt eventually i did turn up for the camp. and i really had fun doing the puppet show for the kids! me and koh jiaying had loads of fun doing the action for i've got peace lyk a river~~~ and yar we tried the changing hands wan. which i totally cmi at first haha! joanna is realli good at it! had fun singing and doing actions wif the kids hahaha! some are really cute! i painted on a pebble haha :D it's actually meant for them to do their arts. and before tt talked to this boy about Christ using the good news! haha! :D it's has been quite a long time since i last share the Word wif other ppl :( sad to say... but coz he's alr a christian, it makes the whole process easier, easier for him to understand too. the funfair was quite tiring! after tt we had dinner before leaving fer our campsite. slpt abit on the bus coz i was quite tired alr haha! we brought slping bag coz there wasnt any beds.. oh yar i love the campsite :D it's at bethel presbyterian church. the place's very big! was chatting wif koh jiaying during the first night till lyk one plus. chatted about loads and loads of stuff lar haha! get to know her better. :D the first day was quite tiring.. esp during the children camp. joanna was more tired i think. coz most of the time she was picking the balls and handing them over to me haha! but i really had fun there! :D bought foods from shengshiong (dunno how to spell) haha! to stock up our food! there's ppl buying fruits, sweets, tidbits.. blah blah blah.. most of them bought stuff fer their angel/mortal :D had some icebreaking games and yess! we realli had a great laugh! hahahahha!!!! the preacher laughed till his face numb! everyone was laughing lyk mad. coz the actions were just too funny lar! shaocong is clever to guess the action was showing a merlion haha! damn epic lar! my angel gave me polky on the first day! thanks! and at first i was stoning coz there was no letter haha! but i gt his letter on the second day. received biscuits choc from my angel/mortal.
second day was quite tiring! had the RAT RACE! but at first i was at the base solving sudoku... but yar i coudlnt solve it... den after tt we had other quests. walked up and down the stairs to look fer stuff. phew.. sermon at night was veri veri veri interesting!the pastor told us about his experiences. went out fer supper after tt.. ohyar!!! i saw the legendary RK eating HSE!!!!!! hahaha! ate at chomp chomp. marilyn kinmun belinda and we shared a BIG glass of sugarcane juice, carrot cakes, and mango/almond pearl tau huey :D it's super nicee!!!!! ohyar coz it's about to rain wen we were planning to leave.. so some of us began to cab back.. but some of the cabbies do not noe the way to the church coz it's realli quite ulu.. and it's realli funny wen we hail a cab thrice and it's the same cab. so the uncle huv to keep saying no no no! hahahahaha! some of us took the preacher's car back to the campsite. wen we alighted, we just nkeep walking straight. and after tt we noticed we were getting further and further away from the cross. coz the church has this cross and it sort of guide us back to the church. and we had to walk al the way back until we saw koh jiaying weisheng standing at the road there waiting fer the rest haha! bathed twice on tt day coz i realli stink haha!
third day was fun fun fun! had STARDUST! where all of us get wet haha! after tt we had a super long break. so me koh jiaying and belinda went to sit at the swing and began chatting chatting... until we decided to go elsewhere. played don't forget the lyrics wif the rest! my bro just made 1 new ppt before the camp! haha! at night, we had this life stimulation game: underground church. everyone of us had a diff role to play, namely christian, hymn-book seller, bible seller, pastor, police, spy, special spy, torturer. and my role is the hymn-book seller. wen the game starts, everyone was hanging out at the parade square. me kohjiaying and belinda was still sitting at the swing.. lighting the torchlight, singing twinkle twinkle little star. the effect not bad ahh. and during the game i was damn worried... coz i had to avoid contact wif spy police. and all of us did not dare to trust the rest. we were worried tt the other party is the spy or police... but after tt as the game proceed on, more and more christians gathered. and wen we were prepared to huv our first worship, some of us got caught. we were shock wen they were being brought to the torture room. and yar wen it's my turn to retrive the hymn book, i was pretty worried. a spy actually approach me. and she ask me the secret qn.. but i was lyk feigning ignorance at her qn.. and yess she's the special spy wif all the secret qn and ans to our identity. so after tt i ran to the basement toilet to get the hymn book. and wen i found it, i was thinking of ways to hide it wif me. but the book it too big and no matter how i hide, it still looks damn obvious.. so i off the light and hid in the toilet.. heard footsteps and i thought it might be the police. called wen sze and she asked me to go up 5 min ltr.. so i waited... and wen i left, wenjing and kohjiaying was standing there. and yess, i was caught and brought to the torture room lar.. i felt soo reluctant! coz i alr got the hymn book and it's just tt one step close to having a worship! arghh! and wen i was outside the torture room, i was damn scared!! wen they asked me if i was a christian, i deny. and i felt damn guilty after tt.. coz i realli wanna get out of the room and continue the game! but yea, i figure out tt's really not the way. Jesus has sacrificed so much fer me and i just deny my faith?! my mind was lyk thinking wad am i thinking man?!?! and i'm, realli veri veri guilty and disappointed in myself.. the second time they post me the same qn, i was lyk ok lar ok lar i m a christian.. but i was laughing throughout the "torture". and yar my torture was in fact veri light. haha! and yar coz we were blindfolded during the torture we couldnt see wad's gng on in the room. pls the sound effect and everything, it's veri scary! wen they asked me to kneel down, tt's wen i pray and i imagine myself being in a real-life situation. tt's wen i feel tt God will see me through this process and yar i pass the test! after tt, i joined the rest who were caught and we witness how the others got "tortured" and yar it's quite funny! we were lyk laughing SILENTLY! hahahaha! wen the game ended, everyone of us did some sharing. realli felt lyk crying wen one of the sister cried. as in i felt veri veri guilty and disappointed in myself... but yar, it's true tt such a situation happen in china. every sunday, it's really fortunate fer us to be able to attend service openly, w/o the worry of getting arrested or with spy among us or wad.. tt feeling really suxs... i'm lyk so worried during the camp. imagine those out there experiencing this in their life? we have a church to go to and all the facilities.. but they have to hold everything secretly. it's realli a huge contrast. wad the preacher said was true lar. wen the game started, some christians had to step out to spread the word. coz it's only wen they get arrested tt we noe who are the spy and police. who to look out for. these christians are the ones tt laid out a path for the rest. questions to be asked: lyk wad Jesus and Stephen did, are we able to forgive and pray for those tt persecute us? i guess it's very hard.. tt's the case fer me. this life stimulation game is very impact-ful. we really gain a lot from this camp. had supper after we bathe and everything.. chatted. decided to play card games. so we went up. played some games.. after tt we played heart attack. our hands were red lar! HAHA! wen sze introduce us to the silent heart attack. it's realli veri fun! and FUNNY! joshua! he level up damn fast! even fer actions tt he suggested, he's always the last to do and the first to level up hahaha! played until 3. wanted to go to the rooftop to join the rest to see the moon/stars... if we can see stars in singapore.. but it's damn late alr! so me marilyn and kinmun decided to slp. woke up later in the morning.
got to noe who's our angel/mortal. quite funny hahaha! gave my mortal a veri veri cute rubbish bin. it's realli veri cute! so dun laugh ahh! haha!
TAYLOR rocks! haha! we are the champion group! woohoo!
reached church in the afternn.. had our lunch.. after tt me, my bro, john, sharon and weisheng went to the arcade fer a while. played a lot of games yar it's really veri veri fun! hahahaha!
and so tt comes to the end of the church camp. it's veri meaningful and i really gain a lot from this camp. I thank God for everything. for seeing us through this camp, ensuring our safety and for giving us this special oppportunity to learn more about His Word. :D

wasted another week of hols.. oh mann! i'm soo dead... not enough time to study fer my term exams coz of lack of time management... have been slacking thru the whole of this week.. but it's awesome to be able to meet up wif some of my friends! :D afer choir on wed.. joined vivien zj and jialing after their kbox session :D and yess, fortunately, i din join them fer the kbox session, if not YES! jialing will be singing all the luozhixiang's songs! hahaha! heard she sang loads and loads of his songs lar! candice joined us after tt.. she was supposed to have her bball trng at sch.. but they called her tt it's cancelled wen she was still on her way to sch lar.. ate at macs and i realise how crazy zj and viven are! eeyer.. scary ahh! watched Hannah Montana The Movie after tt! It's damnn nice!!! i lyk the songs! woohoo! and the next day, i had consultation at sch.. met amanda joan and sarah at bk fer lunch and we ended up being late fer the consultation.. but ms yap is damn nice.. she din scold us or anything.. but this makes me feel soo guilty lar.. during the consultation, my eyes were half-closed :( wonder y?? and after consultation, i was lyk wide awake?!?! ohh yess anw, we watched drag me to hell..the endind really sucks!!! amanda was sooo angry haha! and we were thinking of our own part 2 of the movie. catch 2 movies this week.. oh and ytd, met up wif my cliques! :D had much fun talking at macs... went shopping ltr but cindy needa leave halfway.. so we decided to stop at subway and slack dere..and crystal! do takecare!!! rest well ahh!

one week of hol gone! time really flies! mon's An Evening With Friends was not bad i think! but we could huv done better i think.. i thought we had done much much more better during syf... but yeah, i totally agree tt we should look forward. really slacked on tues coz i was real tired! slpt till late morning and i watched shows fer the whole day! cant believe i actually wasted my time ehh! shld huv better time management! haha! wed and thurs had reocrings to do! it was awesome! wed we ended at 8.30. :D had the normal ndp dinner. and it makes me recall those long yet fun ndp rehearsals! and thurs, we had recordings till 10 plus! we really wanna finish our recoring on thurs.. and i really dun wanna drag till friday. so we decided to stay and the atmosphere is awesmoe! all of us were totally drained and tired. but YET, we persevered and sang to our limits! and wad ican proudly say is tt we really enjoyed ourselves! even though all of us felt lethargic, we din wanna give up! and the encouragement tt we gave each other! woohoo, just encouragement us to move on. ohhyar! me stella and stacey called ourselves the third row alto 2 tt always stick tgt! hahaha! it's them tt i can still get soo high even though feeling so tired took group phots and celebrated ms fong's b'day! really thank God fer giving me this chance to join choir and embark on this journey of experiencing new things wif my friends :D i really gained a lot. in terms of friendship, trust, team spirit... met up wif junyu on friday to huv lunched :D it's great to see her after such a long time! we realli had fun telling each other abt our sch life. had a great laugh over certain stuff tt we talked about! :D
there's no choir today. feel quite weird and empty. but i guess i'm weird to huv tt thinking! haha1 :P i AM finally punctual fer fellowship today! but, i was very very very tired... half the time, my face was blank. i din have enough nap i guess, adding on to the fact tt i woke up realli early to had breakfast wif junyu this morning. but i seem to be more awake now...
i realise, there's indeed A LOT of things fer me to catch up. i realli cant do simple math qns. and till now, i've onli passed ONE test :( guess i realli hadn't been putting in much effort... pw is another sian topic haiz... i'll get started next week if not marie's gna kill me haha! ahhh i miss sc4! there's nth for me to laugh these few days... :(

gain and loss are parts and parcels of life???
i'm speechless

i didn't really have a good sleep last night... kept on waking up and dozing off fer a few times. ohh i ran 1.6km today! coz i didn't want to kill myself fer the concert. did some light exercise, hoping tt this is improve my stamina! muahaha! met up wif mel and we ate lunch at BK. and on the way to cityhall, we saw yueyue! so we walked and talked and walked and talked until we reached the toilet and we thought we will be quite early. but wen we enter the toilet, there's quite a lot of sops doing their makeup! ohh yess thanks sayhwee fer helping me to bun my hair!! and yess, now i realise the importance of learning how to bun hair! we saw ms's tham photo at the backstage area! haha! i rmb-ed the last time wen we had musical evening there, all of us were sooo damn high! haha! and we screamed until we lost our voices... but come to think of it now, it's vocally irresponsible lar. but, it's fun! :p haha! thanks fer coming to our concert! really hope tt u guys huv enjoyed the performance! thanks jialing and zhongjie for the card! i realli love it alot! and i definitely wun forget the times tt we spent after choir prac having bubbletea, those crazy days at kbox, gng over to jialing's hse to slack during the hols, how we lame our way through prac to survive the long session! and thanks! fer the roses and chocolate and the cute little duck! hahaha!
feels quite tired now though! and yea, the alumni's singing is awesome!!! totally melts my heart lar haha!

had our last chem lesson wif ms yu on friday! she bough our class cake on tt day and it's realli nice of her! she even brought along her cam to take photos wif us! of course, everyone feels damn sad.. leaving is just parts and parcels of life. yea, it's true lar. and it's only when they are gone tt we realise tt actually we haven been treasuring them..wahh! it's damn sad! wad's more, she's my favourite teacher! and adding on to the fact tt ms guo and ms sang are leaving soon.. haiz...
this is lyk the re-enactment of wad happened 2 or 3 yrs back.. which is such a sad case! BUT, i really really really wanna give thanks! tt He has given sc4 such a dedicated and caring teacher! she's one of the best teacher tt i've come across! :D wish her all the best fer her future endeavours! :D
had our last rehearsal today! and mon will be our concert! it's soo fast! and yess! it's damn exciting coz i get to sing in the esplanade theatre again! there's loads of hidden surprises this yr! sad thing is tt i couldnt really enjoy my june hols.. gotta start catching up soon!

this week is the LAST week of sch! woohoo!!! ytd quite tiring.. doze off during chem.. can u imagine?! the LT was super hot and stuffy... and wen i say it's super hot means it's realli hot! everyone was using the notes to fan themselves but the teacher was lyk saying the office alr on the air-con. but i dun even feel the cold air :( and tt's how i got my headache. damn sux.. nowadays, my body system a bit weird ahh.. keep on dozing off realli couldn't stand it.. and after math lecture.. we went crazy! me amanda robyn and shafik all had drawings on our hands lar.. super lame yet fun! haha! shafik got drew on his face! :P after sch, we were complaining abt the weather.. it's realli super super humid and i nearly died from the heat. until we boarded the bus, we can finally get to enjoy the air con! slacked arnd at lot 1 wif tunli and melissa! and in the end i din go anything wen i reach home.. apart from one article... oopS!
and today, elena is earlier than me! i though i was late lar! good thing, we manage to catch the train haha! pe was quite slack ahh... played captains ball.. but the guys played it lyk lightning speed! during the 2 hr break, went to fusion polis fer lunch. it's super fun to slacked at the supermarket! wanted to buy soo many things to eat! after tt, coz it was raining damn heavily, we can onli cabbed back to sch. quite dumb! but it's damn funny! we couldnt stop laughing once we boarded the cab. i think the driver was quite pissed wif us lar! hahaha! everything is just sooo funny!ESP monica saying hmm it's to the right! ohmygoshh!!!!!! can totally develop muscle from laughing! haha! after sch , went to vivo to get smth! it's damn cute lar! hahaha! ohh and nearly all of us went crazy at candy empire! everyone was lyk practically putting stuff inside the basket! hahaha! oh and after every, ate at superdog. and we tok fer hrs! had soo much fun and laughters! oh man! you guys realli rawk! :D actually, i'm feeling a bit tired now!

ohyar, and i feel so bad suddenly.. for dragging my friend down... hey.. if u wanna pin-point at me.. just do it openly.. ur method is in the blurry line of being direct and not so direct. and i dun wanna drag my friend down wif me.. just shoot me wif all the qns. dun drag my friends down.. ohyar and all along.. i thought everyone huv a right to express their emotion, which means tt i can laugh wen i'm happy.. but i dun think so now. maybe i'm gng overbroad?? but wad's wrong wif smiling and laughing??? we smile and laugh coz we are elated right? y do we always huv to pull on a long face? life's getting complicated.. is it me or wad. am i being too sensitive?? arrghhh! and fyi, i did my work i did my work i did my work i did my work!!!! haiz... and i'm sorry if i sounded harsh... cant help it though. :P but yar anw, i mean ppl make mistakes.. blame me stupid if i make silly mistakes. tt's all i can say.

i'm back to update my blogg again after lyk ehh... 9 days??!! and actually, i'm just too lazy to switch on the com.. coz i huv been dozing off before 12 recently. tt's a sad case :( cant get to chat online... cant go face bk-ing.. cant update my blog... haiz... but i believe it's good for my health??? haha! so be it.. oh and this week started of BADLY for me!!! i had serious seriou serious cramps again arrghh! so i couldn't attend service on sunday... and i was at home.. trying to slp but... it sux mann.. i was damn tired.. but i couldnt get to slp coz the pain is killing me.. plus the fact tt i'm degydrated from all the pukings does not help :( couldnt send my bro off fer NS haiz... but at least, i went to fetch him back on sat wif my dad :D:D:D din realli get to tok to him.. oh and he had interesting experiences last week. it's damn funny! they spotted wild boars. and it's those realli huge ones. and yar.. so wen i was lyk dozing off in my bed.. he's still using the com. and suddenly, he shouted wild boar wild boar! damn loudly! tt i was jolted awake lar :P finally, i went to a doc and got an mc :D whee! went to sch at 11 plus on mon and i nearly froze to death in the car. it's damn cold... and i din bring my jacket! and guess wad?? it's damn scary.. coz my lips are purple! eeyer! it's not tt gross purple.. it's those kinda ehh light/faint purple?? but yea thanks God tt i realli feel so much better today! :D woohoo! today wasn't a realli bad day?? i guess?? ohh and i had another interesting experience today :D but it was damnn funny! yet maluating! wahhh :P tried to do smth and i fell ON my butt?!?! alrighttee, oh yar amanda! u alr did ur best fer the interview! dun worry too much abt it!!!

Happy Mothers' Day to all mum!!! thanks fer always being there fer us no matter how we always take u guys fer granted. it's sad to say tt most of the time, we always fail to treasure them! oh yess today is a GREAT day! i realli learn a lot from today's sermon. 7 out of 10 people in this world are non-christians. and out of this 7 people, 3 have not heard of gospel b4. it's definitely an issue fer us to broad over. and yess, action speaks louder than word! at least i tried to share the word wif my friends in crescent. but now..i think i huv been neglecting it. sad to say but it's true tt my life is not testimony to the others. and after hearing today's sermon, i'm willing to try my best to live a life tt speaks of God's love! :D jiayous! haha! went cycling after service and we had LOADS of funn!!!! whee!!!! it's lyk back to the hols! wen we always meet up and lame/slack arnd! miss those days mann... thank God fer giving us such a blessed weekend to bond together even more :D it's just full of laughters and lameness hahahahaha!!! one think i'm worried abt is tt we will drift apart gradually... i think it's coz of sch, hw and stuff.. lyk all of us are not wad we used to be anymore! including myself. haiz...! but i just pray tt no matter wad stands ahead of us, we will noe the importance of fellowship lar.. seriously. super tired from all the laughings and stuff! and there's choir tml! oh yess! anybody interested to go feACJC choir concert "An evening with friends" on the 1st june(mon) 7.30pm at esplanade concert hall?? tickets at $20/24/28. order tix from mee!!! haha! and ohh if u are an ACsian, you can pay by edusave acc!
huv a blessed week ahead! :D

i realise sometimes, it's really hard to cherish things/ppl around us. is lyk them being around us constantly has gradually reduced their significance to our lives.. sad case though.. huv u change to much tt u are now a complete stranger to me?? or am i the one who has change?
ohyar! really do thank God fer seeing my bro thru yet another week of his BMT! thank God tt he is still able to attend service on sunday which is ltr! coz he had to reach pasir ris interchange at lyk 3 plus. which is soo early! dun even huv time to tok to him.. and haiz.. i haven realli been toking to him fer weeks! and i'm trying my best to hmm tok to him as much as i can! coz yea.. every friday i will reach home lyk super late. so by the time i reached home, everyone will be slping :( and if my bro came home on a fri, tt means i wun get to tok to him! haha! ok and if he came home on sat.. we will be back home late. coz of either choir/fellowship. and since i may not be able to attend fellowship fer a few weeks.. yea tt explains.. but amidst these tight schedule, i realli thank God tt i'm still able to lyk tok to him. although time is realli pack haha! oh yar and.. pray fer good weather ltr! coz we may be gng cycling!

screwd up my econs test! haiz... this time i'm really speechless lar.. no matter what econs assignments being handed to me.. from just normal class homework, to assignment to tests, i can fail them easily. and sad to say, i din huv enough time to complete my econs essay :( nvm.. shall try harder next time round. nad i still dun get anything from sequence and series! :( suxs mann! and i survived thru the previous tutorial by using my friend's work as REFERENCE hahahahha! tdin had choir on wed! so i manage to reach home super early! lyk arnd 3 plus 4 plus? and i slpt fer 2 hrs.. it doesnt help much wen i doze off quite early tt night and din manage to finish studying fer my econs test. sad case.. fri timetable was lyk shyt.. one whole block of lessons! but i still manage to survive today! met up wif candice jialing beatrice at cine today! and i was shocked to see nj ppl there! haha! coz i thought it's a meet-up session of four peeps! but yess the more the merrier! vivien kenneth jane and hmm i think her name is carissa came along haha! they are all classmates i think.. ate dinner at kfc and slacked there fer a while b4 catching a movie.. i''m damn tired now!! had 5 stations today! and i realli realli sux! but still thank God tt i manage to survive the jump. coz i realli cant jump! ohh yess amanda! get well soon!!!

i needa learn how o bun my hair!! if not wen the seniors leave, we will be died coz yeah most of us huv no idea how to bun nicely! heyy thanks santhi and sayhwee fer helping me wif it and sayhwee fer ur blusher! and hmm i realise we keep using her blusher haha! quite disappointed after warm-up today coz we felt tt wer not the best.. but yeah, on stage, the feeling's realli soo magical. in fact, it's indescribable.. if not fer the hard work of all the teachers, laoshi, mrs wilson and mrs tay, this would not huv been possible.. and of course the efforts tt we huv put in during the long hrs of prac, break prac, morning prac. finally get to experience this kinda feeling again! woohoo! and yes! I STILL RMB THE LAST TIME I HAD THIS MAGICAL MOMENT WAS IN XIAMEN! and it's the first time tt i realli see mrs wilson enjoying so much :D and i dun wanna disappoint her. it's true lar wad sir had told us. tt we were not competing fer anything, but sing to bless the judges, audience. and on stage, i can realli feel the peace within me. sing to bless every single one of them. and hahaha! it's lyk the first time tt i can smile GENUINELY! omg!! thank God fer today!! if it's not fer His guidance and support, all this would not huv been possible! and haha! we get to miss lesson fer the entire of today! but hmm everything was soo touchy today... sang To God Be The Glory went the teachers walk into the HR.damn touching. and it's quite sad though. coz this will be our first and last sfy together as the 2009 batch. :( we got crazy in the HR upon learning our results! and my energy was all drained out! by the time we went fer dinner, i was lyk half dead man.. there's no rehearsal tml! and hopefully i'll get to rest and catch up wif my work!

this week has been a tiring week for me! practically had to wake up a bit earlier fer choir from monday to friday. ohyes and on friday/labour day, we had a rehearsal at vch! and the bad thing is i grew soo self-conscious of my voice :( ohno mann! and syf's on tues! it's coming!! and hmm after rehearsal, went lunching at subway. ohyes and i realise we realli can sing anywhere. lyk we can just stand there stoning and suddenly one of us will start singing the songs.. and soon other parts will join. it's damn cool! but the thing is tt we must sing tgt if not it will be damn embarrassing! haha! went oldham hall and rotted there till lyk 7 plus? dinner at newton circle but by the time i reach home, i'm damn tired alr!

wah! got back some of my tests during the past few days and i hope these would serve to wake me up. i realise i realli need a tight slap on my face to wake myself up! coz i huv been slacking! apart from math, i either failed/ sub-pass the rest of the tests.. which doesn''t help much. haiz.. so from now on, my target will be to PASS all my tests! woohoo! we had choir rehearsals on mon to thur mornings, including mon and tues afternoon!!! and after the tuesday rehearsal, some of us stayed back to helped out the noticeboard, but yeah, in fact, me, mel and stella did nth much. coz we were lyk doing.. hmm.. random stuff?? so we stayed till lyk 7 plus 8 plus? and we decided to go holland v fer dinner! and by the time i reach home it's lyk nearing 10. wen we leave sch, the sky was DARK. cant imagine how late we stayed until. and yess seriously had a good laugh at some stuff muahahaha! yess and my 2.4 run improved!!! woohooo!! finally got back my normal timing! and yes thank god fer tt! cozif it's not fer the strength tt He has given me, i wun even huv the perseverance in the first place to endure through the whole run. and it's a surprise run. coz we were told tt onli the guys will be doing their NAPFA items and ended up tt all of us had to do the run on tt day! and it's super funny tt mr lim suspect tt jiekang is a smoker! ohmygosh lar! we had a great laugh over this!
ytd was lyk a nightmare.. coz i can feel tt i'm getting sick.. and what's more..syf's nest tues! it's seriously a BAD TIME to fall sick! and i dun wan ppl to suspect tt i m infected wif the swine flu! i was having headahce ytd, my fingers are super cold in the air-con room, and i felt damn sleepy! and my nose is huving this smell tt smells lyk flu?? so i drank a cup of orange juice coz i heard there's vitamins. but in the end it doesnt help much.. :( and today, haha! i drank two cups of orange juice, one cup of orange-carrot juice and one cup of redoxen-wif-water drink! realli hope tt i wun fall sickk!! ahh!!

ok! shall TRY to blog in bigger fonts hahahaha! i woke up earlier than my usual timing today! and the morning train was soo empty! but all the seats are still occupied. just tt there's not a lot of ppl standing and i reached sch at lyk 7am fer choir prac. but consider the fact tt i turned in damn early the night b4.. i actually felt quite fresh this morning... to chiong bio notes :( but i felt the bio test was 100 times better than chem! bio prac was fun! we had lots of time preparing it.. so much so tt we din realise we AR EGIGGLING ALL THE WAY. and we got scolded at the end of the prac. for giggling all the way and not ebing serious in our work.. haiz.. but NVM! tt aside..after sch we went ikea after sch! and beatrice came along too!! had loads of fun there! some funny and lame stuff gng on too hahahha! greeny ahhh!! the dirty secret ahh! pick the inside wan! hahaha! stayed behind wif amanda and beatrice.. we ate ice cream!! and after tt started playing the NEVER game! hahahaha! all of us get forfeited of course. but amanda's dare is the most funny wan muahahahah! fri is coming!! woohoo! and my bro is coming home tml haha! :D :D

hey life's pretty screwd up here... but today progress well fer me though! :D Thank God!!! failed my chem and gp. which is soo expected... and as fer math.. i'm speechless too... and adding on to the fact tt i haven start preparing fer wed n thurs ct doesnt help much though! but today sectionals was damnn funn!!! haha! did stupid and funny things! and yess realli laugh my lungs out lar! i realli thank God fer giving me such a nice sections! ALLTOES!!!! muahahaha! we huv nice seniors, nice J1s, and there's our friend NICKY! MEL!! tt's super lame kkayss!! stayed till 7.30-8 partly coz we stayed back and ate the b;day cake.. plus laming arnd wif mel! ohmygoshh!! life's great fer the moment! muahahaha!

friday's a good day! coz we had soo much fun during pe. robyn's laughter was contagious tt it also caused me laughing! haha! but we unintently swop our grp... swam in the shallow pool and the water was quite warm :( tt's a sad thing... and wad's more.. we needa wear flippers again! ahhh! but things were not tt bad coz i guess i alr got used to it alr haha! and after swimming, met up wif candice at dg mrt. but i was LATE... sorry candice!!! and i realised smth, we got couple bag! and i was soo blind to not realise tt she's got this bag coz apparently, i was shocked to see us having the same bag and she was not! haha! met sam, vivien and her friend kenneth. ate at Ajisen and i',m super super hungry!!! peichun joined us after tt coz she happens to be at ps too! viven bought the cookies and cream ice cream! ate the tub of ice cream at this sheltered space. and sam's og came... ohmy ben is super tall! and after tt we got chased away by this security guard coz he claimed tt the place which we were sitting is a PRIVATE property. so we went to find sam and her og. and i felt odd! coz vivien and kenneth was in their home clothes.. the rest are in sa uni.. and i'm the odd one out! ohh and guess wad?!?! saw joanne and hazel aw!! ophmygoshh!!!! it's been such a long time since i last saw them! esp joanne! and here goes the cliche line: those were the days... haha! began telling me how chen laoshi reg her and stuff.. blah blah blah... and i realise smth.. all sa ppl if not majority of them are super LAME! and apart from my church friend and my bro, i found another lamer just as lame as them! and since he's oso in SA, i figure out tt maybe SA ppl are lame! haha!
ate macs breakfast wif anna zhuomin lixin and evangeline.. felt odd again coz all of them were in the familiar yellow and turquoise uni and i'm yess, the odd one out!! somehow i miss the old choir.. and wen i say old, i mean the 2005/2006 choir... i miss charlotte! i miss charlene! i miss jialing!! i miss altossss one!!!! speechs day was boring... and amanda claims tt she's late so she din receive the prize on stage! hmph! it's realli boring... ohyeah and thanks laoshi!!! she came all the way from dover market to fetch mel marie and me all the way to kampong kapor methodist church! which is at somewhere in little india/serangoon.. super far lar! got our concert gear too! it costs us 70 bucks though! we sounded nice! and the composer of piyutim Eran came! He's a fun and interesting guy i would say! corrected our pronounciation and stuff... and tt's was he commented. Hebrew is a hard language to sing.. just lyk eng.. after rehearsal, trained all the way home and by then i's realli veri veri veri exhausted... tt's y i couldnt make it fer fellowship too... :( sad case.
just felt sad this morning... maybe it's coz of the weather or smth wasnt right... but the day din start out right... sigh! i'm just tired! and hopefully mon will be a good start of the week!

time seemed to pass by too quickly today! but firstly, i MUST THANK GOD for granting me such a great day in sch :D and yess, i manage to meet elena at cck mrt today! :D i dunno how.. but somehow, no matter how tired we were, we managed to laughed at the way from cck to bv. power right. haha! the both of us were super high kays! i was NEARLY late fer sch today.. coz the day was suppose to close at 7.25 sharp. but i notice tt they wun close the door until 7.26. BUT today i reached the hall at 7.26 and thank God tt i dun needa stand outside the hall again! it's a beginning of a great day. during the cyber tok, we were laughing lyk mad too! muahahaha! the copy-right man looks lyk mario. totally and it's damn funny! and everything abt the show was stupid! stupid in a gd way tt makes ppl laugh. hahahaha! and tunli said smth.. the guy look lyk her uncle. and from there, we started laughing hahaha! another reason y i love mon is coz there's simply a lotof lectures! and i dread wed not coz of cca day, but the reason being it's whole day of tutorials which i can realli die from it!! ahhh! and by the time it's choir, i will be SIAN! i love the prac... but it's the warm up tt nv fails to bored me :( this is a sad case! coz warm up is impt and yet everytime, my eyes will be half closing and i huv to try veri hard to open it.. mental torture! wahh! realise nowadays i huv been eating a lot of food in sch whenever there is a break.. and i dunno y... everyday or almost everyday.. i will get scolded. not tt i care but it somehow will ruin my mood fer tt tiny wheeny 2 min?? lucky she's in a gd mood today. but somehow, we as in me amanda and greeny just got "scolded" by this teacher fer... ARGH. gp was draining. we had to write essay and i'm proud to say tt we survived thru the whole thing. coz sangeetha was lyk saying we look super dead! ohyar, maths ct suxs to the veri core! and i shall go replenish my slping hrs soon! :D sad thingis tt i cant slp in late every tues.. coz there's choir @ 7.30. my slping hr GONE!

Jiaying

Amandachoo | Anne | bbpc.yf
Bernice | Candice | Celine low
Celine | Charmaine | Cindy
crez choir | Derede | Diyana
Eunice | Evelyn | Fadilah
Gail | Hazel | Hazwani
Ian | Jialing | Joanne
John | Joshua | Liyana
levia | marisa | Melissa
Mindy | Natalie | Olga
Pastor Wesley | Rayhannah | RongRong
Ruiting | Shiping | Tania
Tania | Titus | Tunli
Vivien | Waihan | wenjie
Wingyan | xiner | Xiuhui
xhua | Yangjun | Yejing
yingjia | zhenwei | 2G3

ohhno.. today is kinda wasted! it's short(at least for me). coz i woke up at lyk 2pm today. and the reason being.. i slept late..very very late. haha! well... did nth much apart from the usual slacking after finishing the ppt slides. and i'm still not finished wif sarah's bk! and guess wad? it's only 197 pages but i took soo lnog to read it. but the bk really points out some impt points and the author manage to link bible verses to today's life and how we can face our problems. quite a useful bk :D and i'm halfway thru blood ties... mel and wanling are back from their Japan trip! 2 more altoes! :D but karen wun be coming tml... haiz.. i shall slp slightly earlier today coz i realli dun wanna kill myself fer tml's rehearsal.

was suppose to meet john in the morning. but he OVERSLEPT! so i just boarded the train if not i'll be late fer choir :X
i felt even more bored and sleepy today. yea, it's nice to sit beside hannah during rehearsal. she's damn funny! shant reveal too much details here muahahaha.
after rehearsal, abbie sheryl yueyue and me share cab to buona mrt. so each person is lyk 90cents each. haha! kinda dumb but no choice.. it's raining heavily and i lent my umbrella to jiekang during the hols. oh yar! and i forget to ask it from him during class outing! watched 2012 wif monica and sarah. i kinda lyk the movie :D not just the special effects, but also the way they express their concerns on their loved ones, even to the state of putting their own life at risk. it's a long movie though...
had dinner at astons :D nice food there! :D oh yea, and i finally get to taste the cheesecake tt we baked ytd. it's realli realli realli very nice! thumbs up!
ahh i'm off to read sarah's bk now.

din get to see the meteor shower this morning! i was slping den haiz... i think it'll be soo fortunate to be able to catch one of God's wonders. anw, met up wif a few peeps today to do STUFF haha! kkayss actually we had loads of fun doing it :D shafik's hse has got a home theater. damn cool right! met up fer this newly-initiated bs session. and ever since i got home, i've been having headache! arrgghhhhhh... maybe i shld turn in earlier fer now.

THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE!
it's a really useful book to aid us in our spiritual growth :D
the book actually includes bible verses, point for us to ponder/reflect, and of course each chapter serves as a step for us to get to know more about God's plan for us and Our purpose for our life.

The following quotes are those tt i find useful. :D
Reflect on them. I'm sure it'll help! yea :D

Your most profound and intimiate experiences of worship will likely be in your darkest days.

When life is rosy, we may slide by with knowing about Jesus, with imitating him and quoting him and speaking of him. But only insuffering will we KNOW Jesus.

Every problem is a character-building opportunity, and the more difficult it is, the greater the potential for building spiritual muscle and moral fiber.

If you look at the world, you'll be distressed. If you look within, you'll be depressed. But if you look at Christ, you'll be at rest. (your yocus will determine your feelings)

If you are facing trouble right now, don't ask "Why me?", Instead ask, "What do you want me to learn?"

it seems tt time is passing so quickly. and yea my time is occupied wif rehearsals and dramas. oh yar! KAREN! now u cant say tt i'm crazy anymore! haha! coz u are even more crazy than me n rebecca! haha! but yea, the show's damn nice! i feel lyk watching 2012! heard tt it's a LONG movie. today is a.. kinda interesting day. there's actually a diff and UNIQUE way of eating hip hop jelly. omg! the way jack and abbie eat it... LOL. i can onli laugh lar. it's damn gross haha!
ohyar and i realise, during choir rehearsals, there's actually quite a lot of interesting obervations to be made :p muahaha!

op's finally over! hooray! it now finally comes to the end of PW! :D
but the bad news, total screwd up fer my part. i got so nervous and i huv no idea why. it's quite a disappointment coz i thought i could huv perform better :(
class outing after op! but yea, as usual, go somewhere lepak. it's quite boring though. but some of us went to take a look at the huge christmas tree outside ion. it's damn nice! esp if u enter into it. once u look up, the lightings and decorations are just too dazzling.
this week doesn't seem lyk a hol to me. needa go to sch almost every fer op and choir.
and yes, i realli wanna thank God fer His guidance on my pw grp. otherwise, our wr will be realli a gone case.
my body's clock getting weird. slpt at 7 plus ytd.. and i woke up at lyk 6 plus from a weird dream or wad u call it a nightmare... and i vaguely rmb tt i was running away from smth. fer another dream, i dreamt tt i was clinging on to a rope attached to this ship travelling at a super duper fast speed. the funny thing is wen i woke up , i was telling myself to stop wasting my energy... coz i'll be huving op ltr. i huv no idea why i said tt.. but it's kinda weird to think abt now. haha!
and u can see christmas decorations being put up everywhere! i so loved Christmas seasons! :D not forgetting the true meaning behind it!

phew.... i 'm almost done wif annex fer wr! muahahah! i'm almost gng crazy this 2 days! lack of slp cause of wr! and i was lyk a zombie in sch for 2 days. :(
at least i huv put in effort in the wr.
now i wun realli feel such a strong sence of guilt or regret after everything ends :D
i thought life will be very carefree after promos. but tt's soo not true. awwww...
i'm lyk tied down by pw. but now tt things are getting better and better, i feel so much better.
i almost died during sectionals ytd. or rather i died.
had a HARD time learning jingle bells. wahhhhhh... but i felt quite accomplish though. coz we are almost done learning tt song! i felt damn tired during sectionals. it's realli a hard time for me. felt damn restless. went island creamery wif tunli and amanda after sectionals. had burnt caramel. it taste damn nice! :D
oh yea, anw this morning.. i woke up at the same time.. but somehow, the platform was just soo crowded.. and i miss the train after waiting fer such a long time. and yea, i was NEARLY late fer sch. miss morning ensemble this morning. shyt...

finally has got the chance to update my blog! promos are finally over. looking back , i can say that i realy had a tough time preparing and chionging fer promos, or rather to catch up. i also realise tt i'm quite lag behind in my studies. in fact, i huv been wasting my time all along. not paying attention during lectures and tutorials, not doing most of my work... but at least i sense the need to work hard a few weeks before promos.
bio and chem paper was damn bad though... i rmb-ed i had a HARD time doing chem... and i nearly cried halfway thru the paper.. section c was seriously dotz. couldnt do anything but rewrite the qns?? had class outing on friday! went to vivo and as usual, went to candy empire and after tt we lunched at carls jnr. the promos period was crazy. we just keep laughing at everything/anything. laughed till we cried and we laugh so hard tt we can feel the pain in our stomach! it's quite a long time since i had those long conversation wif my friends! stayed wif amanda and tunli. we were toking abt lots of stuff till quite late. reached home at lyk 12 plus on tt day! went to zoo on the next day! it's been quite long since i last stepped inside.
this week passed so quickly!
but all in all, thank God fer everything! God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. :D

this hol is too short! it passed soo fast. and i din do anything much... had pretty much things to catch up..haiz.. promos in 3 weeks time i think. i got a shock wen i was counting down. i thought there will be enough time fer me to chiong.. but time;s running out! and i'm still lyk lagging behind. and i was suppose to do the cathcing up stuff during the hols. din realli manage my time well. :( hoep it's a lesson learnt fer me.
cant wait fer sch tml.. din see anyone fer one week alr! got loads of catching up to do i guess haha! but yea, i'm dreading all the lectures and tutorials...
must chiong for promos!!

Thanks for coming down today :D
it really bring joy to me and it's great to see all of u!

it's been quite long since i last blog! life's been rather the same this few weeks. :D ohyar SPA was damn screwd up. my boiling water couldnt boil and so my benedict's test was rather screwd! and yea.. of course coz of tt i ask fer help... and fer chem spa.. i was acting pro muahahah! :P i thought tt i could use the drop by drop method to fill the graduated flask wif distilled water. and who knows during the last drop i just spurt everything out and i had to redo it again! my pipette is dam weird! the water lvl will increase by itself wan! and the burette.. dunno y the rubber get lyk stick tgt and the solutions couldnt come out at some pt! wahh.. and yea i used the wrong conc fer my calculations... and i i nearly do not huv enough time to redo my calculations part. i was practically racing against time! and yea, of course, i was quite nervous at tt pt of time alr. but yea i still wanna thank God tt no matter how the carrying out of the exp maybe, i still manage to finish my SPA :D but hmm..i dun mind SPA.. coz we get to come to sch ltr and dismiss earlier! muahaha! had kfc breakfast wif tunli elena jiakang melissa and yuxuan on the bio spa day :D tried the porridge and it's nice!! :D and after my chem spa, went to the peranakan museum wif my pw grp! and coz our sch is the member of tt museum, we dun needa pay fer the ticket fee. really had fun there muahaha! nick is damn funny kayss! took video of him and me using the phone. and yea marie and me had to lyk rush back to sch fer sectionals. it was hm quite productive. took one hr to learn a song. but it's quite good alr i think. coz we had lyk combine sectionals wif sops. had to memorise lyk 6 carols fer lyk tml! maybe i shld go start memorizing now! :P

it's been ultra long since i last blogged. coz i was too lazy to blog. :P
huv been slacking a lot recently! hw piling up and i'm trying to complete them. sigh...
had loads of fun on sat! hope we will huv more outings :D
was late on friday :( and i still thought tt i had loads of time so i was dilly dall-ing in the morning.. ended up i was late. and i was walking super fast tt ppl thought i must be mad. :P the celebration was fun! but yea tt's the last performance of the 2009 choir. but i do thank God fer the time tt we shared.

was quite reluctant to wake up this morning! and i was ALMOST late fer choir today.. coz of the long queue for temp taking outside.. and there's loads of ppl in the sch today coz of a certain event.. had com election today! congrats to the 2010 com!!! pray tt God will continue to guide acjc choir and allow us to continue to enjoy the process of music making and bonding tgt :D oh yar i saw belinda at je this morning.. and next wen the train from the middle track arrive, we saw audrey! aren't the world smal?!?! such a coincidence right! had rehearsal till lyk 1145 and yea lepak outside the hr. was intending to wait fer mel but the com meeting was veri long! so we went off to holland first. yea and i found out tt vicky and megan are damn nice and funny! haha! bused to bukit batok wif jon and on the way saw grace and jinhui! another coincidence. was abit late fer fellowship today.. oops! after tt we were rehearsing some song... slacked a lot until 7 plus b4 we went to eat dinner. omg rebekah and hannah are lyk damn funny! serious.. i realli had a great laugh today hahaha!

have been quite slack fer terms as compared to the rest! i huv been turning in at 12 plus, 1 plus... and all the papers are pretty screwd. but somehow, it doesnt feel tt bad coz i sorta feel tt i huv at least tried my best :D though not realli true on the preparation part. went sentosa wif sc4 on friday! realli had fun! played volleyball on the burning hot sand. we were busy digging our own holes so it wun feel tt hot! and yar i find tt volleyball's quite fun! :D felt tempted to swim! so i swam wif the rest.. thank God tt xiner returned me my orientation shirt on tt day, if not i will be lyk drenched..seriously haha! slpt damn late on tt day so i woke up quite late on sat.. which explains y i felt veri drowsy the whole day! had been watching show these few days! anymore shows to rec??? haha!
one thing to be happy about! tml's tues! which means tt i get to go to sch ltr! and and! there's long break!!!
there's sectionals after sch! and i find tt i needa look thru my scores.. miss out quite a lot from the hol rehearsal!!! and i missed the study camp too :( coz i was having loads of fun during church camp!
nevertheless, i realli enjoy the camp! :D

cip wif amanda choo was fun fun fun and funny! haha! saw charlotte! and shes tarted doing the pass-the-poke thing haha! all the girls were doing the badges while the guys were doing the publicity stuff.. so me n amanda station outside PS.. more towards the Istana.. until one of the police came and tell us not to stand there coz it's Istana! so we walked off bought slurpee and slacked fer a while. but we sold quite a no of badges! :D met loads of interesting ppl, seriously! haha! AND! amanda choo kept on laughing wen i say try the impossible. and she will just reply impossible is nth. haha! we ate sushi at this jap restaurant wif sarah noelle sheryl and yuxuan. after lunch, me and amanda station outside cathay and we manage to sell more badges! rmb: try the impossible. slpt a lot and i sort of just woke up haha!

just came back from 1723 camp! havent replied to ppl's sms... and there's cip tml which i dun realy feel lyk gng coz i'm abit tired. but i m still lack of cip hrs.. haven even started on any cip proj! so i huv to wake up early tml :(
camp was fun fun fun and IMPACTFUL! really thank God tt eventually i did turn up for the camp. and i really had fun doing the puppet show for the kids! me and koh jiaying had loads of fun doing the action for i've got peace lyk a river~~~ and yar we tried the changing hands wan. which i totally cmi at first haha! joanna is realli good at it! had fun singing and doing actions wif the kids hahaha! some are really cute! i painted on a pebble haha :D it's actually meant for them to do their arts. and before tt talked to this boy about Christ using the good news! haha! :D it's has been quite a long time since i last share the Word wif other ppl :( sad to say... but coz he's alr a christian, it makes the whole process easier, easier for him to understand too. the funfair was quite tiring! after tt we had dinner before leaving fer our campsite. slpt abit on the bus coz i was quite tired alr haha! we brought slping bag coz there wasnt any beds.. oh yar i love the campsite :D it's at bethel presbyterian church. the place's very big! was chatting wif koh jiaying during the first night till lyk one plus. chatted about loads and loads of stuff lar haha! get to know her better. :D the first day was quite tiring.. esp during the children camp. joanna was more tired i think. coz most of the time she was picking the balls and handing them over to me haha! but i really had fun there! :D bought foods from shengshiong (dunno how to spell) haha! to stock up our food! there's ppl buying fruits, sweets, tidbits.. blah blah blah.. most of them bought stuff fer their angel/mortal :D had some icebreaking games and yess! we realli had a great laugh! hahahahha!!!! the preacher laughed till his face numb! everyone was laughing lyk mad. coz the actions were just too funny lar! shaocong is clever to guess the action was showing a merlion haha! damn epic lar! my angel gave me polky on the first day! thanks! and at first i was stoning coz there was no letter haha! but i gt his letter on the second day. received biscuits choc from my angel/mortal.
second day was quite tiring! had the RAT RACE! but at first i was at the base solving sudoku... but yar i coudlnt solve it... den after tt we had other quests. walked up and down the stairs to look fer stuff. phew.. sermon at night was veri veri veri interesting!the pastor told us about his experiences. went out fer supper after tt.. ohyar!!! i saw the legendary RK eating HSE!!!!!! hahaha! ate at chomp chomp. marilyn kinmun belinda and we shared a BIG glass of sugarcane juice, carrot cakes, and mango/almond pearl tau huey :D it's super nicee!!!!! ohyar coz it's about to rain wen we were planning to leave.. so some of us began to cab back.. but some of the cabbies do not noe the way to the church coz it's realli quite ulu.. and it's realli funny wen we hail a cab thrice and it's the same cab. so the uncle huv to keep saying no no no! hahahahaha! some of us took the preacher's car back to the campsite. wen we alighted, we just nkeep walking straight. and after tt we noticed we were getting further and further away from the cross. coz the church has this cross and it sort of guide us back to the church. and we had to walk al the way back until we saw koh jiaying weisheng standing at the road there waiting fer the rest haha! bathed twice on tt day coz i realli stink haha!
third day was fun fun fun! had STARDUST! where all of us get wet haha! after tt we had a super long break. so me koh jiaying and belinda went to sit at the swing and began chatting chatting... until we decided to go elsewhere. played don't forget the lyrics wif the rest! my bro just made 1 new ppt before the camp! haha! at night, we had this life stimulation game: underground church. everyone of us had a diff role to play, namely christian, hymn-book seller, bible seller, pastor, police, spy, special spy, torturer. and my role is the hymn-book seller. wen the game starts, everyone was hanging out at the parade square. me kohjiaying and belinda was still sitting at the swing.. lighting the torchlight, singing twinkle twinkle little star. the effect not bad ahh. and during the game i was damn worried... coz i had to avoid contact wif spy police. and all of us did not dare to trust the rest. we were worried tt the other party is the spy or police... but after tt as the game proceed on, more and more christians gathered. and wen we were prepared to huv our first worship, some of us got caught. we were shock wen they were being brought to the torture room. and yar wen it's my turn to retrive the hymn book, i was pretty worried. a spy actually approach me. and she ask me the secret qn.. but i was lyk feigning ignorance at her qn.. and yess she's the special spy wif all the secret qn and ans to our identity. so after tt i ran to the basement toilet to get the hymn book. and wen i found it, i was thinking of ways to hide it wif me. but the book it too big and no matter how i hide, it still looks damn obvious.. so i off the light and hid in the toilet.. heard footsteps and i thought it might be the police. called wen sze and she asked me to go up 5 min ltr.. so i waited... and wen i left, wenjing and kohjiaying was standing there. and yess, i was caught and brought to the torture room lar.. i felt soo reluctant! coz i alr got the hymn book and it's just tt one step close to having a worship! arghh! and wen i was outside the torture room, i was damn scared!! wen they asked me if i was a christian, i deny. and i felt damn guilty after tt.. coz i realli wanna get out of the room and continue the game! but yea, i figure out tt's really not the way. Jesus has sacrificed so much fer me and i just deny my faith?! my mind was lyk thinking wad am i thinking man?!?! and i'm, realli veri veri guilty and disappointed in myself.. the second time they post me the same qn, i was lyk ok lar ok lar i m a christian.. but i was laughing throughout the "torture". and yar my torture was in fact veri light. haha! and yar coz we were blindfolded during the torture we couldnt see wad's gng on in the room. pls the sound effect and everything, it's veri scary! wen they asked me to kneel down, tt's wen i pray and i imagine myself being in a real-life situation. tt's wen i feel tt God will see me through this process and yar i pass the test! after tt, i joined the rest who were caught and we witness how the others got "tortured" and yar it's quite funny! we were lyk laughing SILENTLY! hahahaha! wen the game ended, everyone of us did some sharing. realli felt lyk crying wen one of the sister cried. as in i felt veri veri guilty and disappointed in myself... but yar, it's true tt such a situation happen in china. every sunday, it's really fortunate fer us to be able to attend service openly, w/o the worry of getting arrested or with spy among us or wad.. tt feeling really suxs... i'm lyk so worried during the camp. imagine those out there experiencing this in their life? we have a church to go to and all the facilities.. but they have to hold everything secretly. it's realli a huge contrast. wad the preacher said was true lar. wen the game started, some christians had to step out to spread the word. coz it's only wen they get arrested tt we noe who are the spy and police. who to look out for. these christians are the ones tt laid out a path for the rest. questions to be asked: lyk wad Jesus and Stephen did, are we able to forgive and pray for those tt persecute us? i guess it's very hard.. tt's the case fer me. this life stimulation game is very impact-ful. we really gain a lot from this camp. had supper after we bathe and everything.. chatted. decided to play card games. so we went up. played some games.. after tt we played heart attack. our hands were red lar! HAHA! wen sze introduce us to the silent heart attack. it's realli veri fun! and FUNNY! joshua! he level up damn fast! even fer actions tt he suggested, he's always the last to do and the first to level up hahaha! played until 3. wanted to go to the rooftop to join the rest to see the moon/stars... if we can see stars in singapore.. but it's damn late alr! so me marilyn and kinmun decided to slp. woke up later in the morning.
got to noe who's our angel/mortal. quite funny hahaha! gave my mortal a veri veri cute rubbish bin. it's realli veri cute! so dun laugh ahh! haha!
TAYLOR rocks! haha! we are the champion group! woohoo!
reached church in the afternn.. had our lunch.. after tt me, my bro, john, sharon and weisheng went to the arcade fer a while. played a lot of games yar it's really veri veri fun! hahahaha!
and so tt comes to the end of the church camp. it's veri meaningful and i really gain a lot from this camp. I thank God for everything. for seeing us through this camp, ensuring our safety and for giving us this special oppportunity to learn more about His Word. :D

wasted another week of hols.. oh mann! i'm soo dead... not enough time to study fer my term exams coz of lack of time management... have been slacking thru the whole of this week.. but it's awesome to be able to meet up wif some of my friends! :D afer choir on wed.. joined vivien zj and jialing after their kbox session :D and yess, fortunately, i din join them fer the kbox session, if not YES! jialing will be singing all the luozhixiang's songs! hahaha! heard she sang loads and loads of his songs lar! candice joined us after tt.. she was supposed to have her bball trng at sch.. but they called her tt it's cancelled wen she was still on her way to sch lar.. ate at macs and i realise how crazy zj and viven are! eeyer.. scary ahh! watched Hannah Montana The Movie after tt! It's damnn nice!!! i lyk the songs! woohoo! and the next day, i had consultation at sch.. met amanda joan and sarah at bk fer lunch and we ended up being late fer the consultation.. but ms yap is damn nice.. she din scold us or anything.. but this makes me feel soo guilty lar.. during the consultation, my eyes were half-closed :( wonder y?? and after consultation, i was lyk wide awake?!?! ohh yess anw, we watched drag me to hell..the endind really sucks!!! amanda was sooo angry haha! and we were thinking of our own part 2 of the movie. catch 2 movies this week.. oh and ytd, met up wif my cliques! :D had much fun talking at macs... went shopping ltr but cindy needa leave halfway.. so we decided to stop at subway and slack dere..and crystal! do takecare!!! rest well ahh!

one week of hol gone! time really flies! mon's An Evening With Friends was not bad i think! but we could huv done better i think.. i thought we had done much much more better during syf... but yeah, i totally agree tt we should look forward. really slacked on tues coz i was real tired! slpt till late morning and i watched shows fer the whole day! cant believe i actually wasted my time ehh! shld huv better time management! haha! wed and thurs had reocrings to do! it was awesome! wed we ended at 8.30. :D had the normal ndp dinner. and it makes me recall those long yet fun ndp rehearsals! and thurs, we had recordings till 10 plus! we really wanna finish our recoring on thurs.. and i really dun wanna drag till friday. so we decided to stay and the atmosphere is awesmoe! all of us were totally drained and tired. but YET, we persevered and sang to our limits! and wad ican proudly say is tt we really enjoyed ourselves! even though all of us felt lethargic, we din wanna give up! and the encouragement tt we gave each other! woohoo, just encouragement us to move on. ohhyar! me stella and stacey called ourselves the third row alto 2 tt always stick tgt! hahaha! it's them tt i can still get soo high even though feeling so tired took group phots and celebrated ms fong's b'day! really thank God fer giving me this chance to join choir and embark on this journey of experiencing new things wif my friends :D i really gained a lot. in terms of friendship, trust, team spirit... met up wif junyu on friday to huv lunched :D it's great to see her after such a long time! we realli had fun telling each other abt our sch life. had a great laugh over certain stuff tt we talked about! :D
there's no choir today. feel quite weird and empty. but i guess i'm weird to huv tt thinking! haha1 :P i AM finally punctual fer fellowship today! but, i was very very very tired... half the time, my face was blank. i din have enough nap i guess, adding on to the fact tt i woke up realli early to had breakfast wif junyu this morning. but i seem to be more awake now...
i realise, there's indeed A LOT of things fer me to catch up. i realli cant do simple math qns. and till now, i've onli passed ONE test :( guess i realli hadn't been putting in much effort... pw is another sian topic haiz... i'll get started next week if not marie's gna kill me haha! ahhh i miss sc4! there's nth for me to laugh these few days... :(

gain and loss are parts and parcels of life???
i'm speechless

i didn't really have a good sleep last night... kept on waking up and dozing off fer a few times. ohh i ran 1.6km today! coz i didn't want to kill myself fer the concert. did some light exercise, hoping tt this is improve my stamina! muahaha! met up wif mel and we ate lunch at BK. and on the way to cityhall, we saw yueyue! so we walked and talked and walked and talked until we reached the toilet and we thought we will be quite early. but wen we enter the toilet, there's quite a lot of sops doing their makeup! ohh yess thanks sayhwee fer helping me to bun my hair!! and yess, now i realise the importance of learning how to bun hair! we saw ms's tham photo at the backstage area! haha! i rmb-ed the last time wen we had musical evening there, all of us were sooo damn high! haha! and we screamed until we lost our voices... but come to think of it now, it's vocally irresponsible lar. but, it's fun! :p haha! thanks fer coming to our concert! really hope tt u guys huv enjoyed the performance! thanks jialing and zhongjie for the card! i realli love it alot! and i definitely wun forget the times tt we spent after choir prac having bubbletea, those crazy days at kbox, gng over to jialing's hse to slack during the hols, how we lame our way through prac to survive the long session! and thanks! fer the roses and chocolate and the cute little duck! hahaha!
feels quite tired now though! and yea, the alumni's singing is awesome!!! totally melts my heart lar haha!

had our last chem lesson wif ms yu on friday! she bough our class cake on tt day and it's realli nice of her! she even brought along her cam to take photos wif us! of course, everyone feels damn sad.. leaving is just parts and parcels of life. yea, it's true lar. and it's only when they are gone tt we realise tt actually we haven been treasuring them..wahh! it's damn sad! wad's more, she's my favourite teacher! and adding on to the fact tt ms guo and ms sang are leaving soon.. haiz...
this is lyk the re-enactment of wad happened 2 or 3 yrs back.. which is such a sad case! BUT, i really really really wanna give thanks! tt He has given sc4 such a dedicated and caring teacher! she's one of the best teacher tt i've come across! :D wish her all the best fer her future endeavours! :D
had our last rehearsal today! and mon will be our concert! it's soo fast! and yess! it's damn exciting coz i get to sing in the esplanade theatre again! there's loads of hidden surprises this yr! sad thing is tt i couldnt really enjoy my june hols.. gotta start catching up soon!

this week is the LAST week of sch! woohoo!!! ytd quite tiring.. doze off during chem.. can u imagine?! the LT was super hot and stuffy... and wen i say it's super hot means it's realli hot! everyone was using the notes to fan themselves but the teacher was lyk saying the office alr on the air-con. but i dun even feel the cold air :( and tt's how i got my headache. damn sux.. nowadays, my body system a bit weird ahh.. keep on dozing off realli couldn't stand it.. and after math lecture.. we went crazy! me amanda robyn and shafik all had drawings on our hands lar.. super lame yet fun! haha! shafik got drew on his face! :P after sch, we were complaining abt the weather.. it's realli super super humid and i nearly died from the heat. until we boarded the bus, we can finally get to enjoy the air con! slacked arnd at lot 1 wif tunli and melissa! and in the end i din go anything wen i reach home.. apart from one article... oopS!
and today, elena is earlier than me! i though i was late lar! good thing, we manage to catch the train haha! pe was quite slack ahh... played captains ball.. but the guys played it lyk lightning speed! during the 2 hr break, went to fusion polis fer lunch. it's super fun to slacked at the supermarket! wanted to buy soo many things to eat! after tt, coz it was raining damn heavily, we can onli cabbed back to sch. quite dumb! but it's damn funny! we couldnt stop laughing once we boarded the cab. i think the driver was quite pissed wif us lar! hahaha! everything is just sooo funny!ESP monica saying hmm it's to the right! ohmygoshh!!!!!! can totally develop muscle from laughing! haha! after sch , went to vivo to get smth! it's damn cute lar! hahaha! ohh and nearly all of us went crazy at candy empire! everyone was lyk practically putting stuff inside the basket! hahaha! oh and after every, ate at superdog. and we tok fer hrs! had soo much fun and laughters! oh man! you guys realli rawk! :D actually, i'm feeling a bit tired now!

ohyar, and i feel so bad suddenly.. for dragging my friend down... hey.. if u wanna pin-point at me.. just do it openly.. ur method is in the blurry line of being direct and not so direct. and i dun wanna drag my friend down wif me.. just shoot me wif all the qns. dun drag my friends down.. ohyar and all along.. i thought everyone huv a right to express their emotion, which means tt i can laugh wen i'm happy.. but i dun think so now. maybe i'm gng overbroad?? but wad's wrong wif smiling and laughing??? we smile and laugh coz we are elated right? y do we always huv to pull on a long face? life's getting complicated.. is it me or wad. am i being too sensitive?? arrghhh! and fyi, i did my work i did my work i did my work i did my work!!!! haiz... and i'm sorry if i sounded harsh... cant help it though. :P but yar anw, i mean ppl make mistakes.. blame me stupid if i make silly mistakes. tt's all i can say.

i'm back to update my blogg again after lyk ehh... 9 days??!! and actually, i'm just too lazy to switch on the com.. coz i huv been dozing off before 12 recently. tt's a sad case :( cant get to chat online... cant go face bk-ing.. cant update my blog... haiz... but i believe it's good for my health??? haha! so be it.. oh and this week started of BADLY for me!!! i had serious seriou serious cramps again arrghh! so i couldn't attend service on sunday... and i was at home.. trying to slp but... it sux mann.. i was damn tired.. but i couldnt get to slp coz the pain is killing me.. plus the fact tt i'm degydrated from all the pukings does not help :( couldnt send my bro off fer NS haiz... but at least, i went to fetch him back on sat wif my dad :D:D:D din realli get to tok to him.. oh and he had interesting experiences last week. it's damn funny! they spotted wild boars. and it's those realli huge ones. and yar.. so wen i was lyk dozing off in my bed.. he's still using the com. and suddenly, he shouted wild boar wild boar! damn loudly! tt i was jolted awake lar :P finally, i went to a doc and got an mc :D whee! went to sch at 11 plus on mon and i nearly froze to death in the car. it's damn cold... and i din bring my jacket! and guess wad?? it's damn scary.. coz my lips are purple! eeyer! it's not tt gross purple.. it's those kinda ehh light/faint purple?? but yea thanks God tt i realli feel so much better today! :D woohoo! today wasn't a realli bad day?? i guess?? ohh and i had another interesting experience today :D but it was damnn funny! yet maluating! wahhh :P tried to do smth and i fell ON my butt?!?! alrighttee, oh yar amanda! u alr did ur best fer the interview! dun worry too much abt it!!!

Happy Mothers' Day to all mum!!! thanks fer always being there fer us no matter how we always take u guys fer granted. it's sad to say tt most of the time, we always fail to treasure them! oh yess today is a GREAT day! i realli learn a lot from today's sermon. 7 out of 10 people in this world are non-christians. and out of this 7 people, 3 have not heard of gospel b4. it's definitely an issue fer us to broad over. and yess, action speaks louder than word! at least i tried to share the word wif my friends in crescent. but now..i think i huv been neglecting it. sad to say but it's true tt my life is not testimony to the others. and after hearing today's sermon, i'm willing to try my best to live a life tt speaks of God's love! :D jiayous! haha! went cycling after service and we had LOADS of funn!!!! whee!!!! it's lyk back to the hols! wen we always meet up and lame/slack arnd! miss those days mann... thank God fer giving us such a blessed weekend to bond together even more :D it's just full of laughters and lameness hahahahaha!!! one think i'm worried abt is tt we will drift apart gradually... i think it's coz of sch, hw and stuff.. lyk all of us are not wad we used to be anymore! including myself. haiz...! but i just pray tt no matter wad stands ahead of us, we will noe the importance of fellowship lar.. seriously. super tired from all the laughings and stuff! and there's choir tml! oh yess! anybody interested to go feACJC choir concert "An evening with friends" on the 1st june(mon) 7.30pm at esplanade concert hall?? tickets at $20/24/28. order tix from mee!!! haha! and ohh if u are an ACsian, you can pay by edusave acc!
huv a blessed week ahead! :D

i realise sometimes, it's really hard to cherish things/ppl around us. is lyk them being around us constantly has gradually reduced their significance to our lives.. sad case though.. huv u change to much tt u are now a complete stranger to me?? or am i the one who has change?
ohyar! really do thank God fer seeing my bro thru yet another week of his BMT! thank God tt he is still able to attend service on sunday which is ltr! coz he had to reach pasir ris interchange at lyk 3 plus. which is soo early! dun even huv time to tok to him.. and haiz.. i haven realli been toking to him fer weeks! and i'm trying my best to hmm tok to him as much as i can! coz yea.. every friday i will reach home lyk super late. so by the time i reached home, everyone will be slping :( and if my bro came home on a fri, tt means i wun get to tok to him! haha! ok and if he came home on sat.. we will be back home late. coz of either choir/fellowship. and since i may not be able to attend fellowship fer a few weeks.. yea tt explains.. but amidst these tight schedule, i realli thank God tt i'm still able to lyk tok to him. although time is realli pack haha! oh yar and.. pray fer good weather ltr! coz we may be gng cycling!

screwd up my econs test! haiz... this time i'm really speechless lar.. no matter what econs assignments being handed to me.. from just normal class homework, to assignment to tests, i can fail them easily. and sad to say, i din huv enough time to complete my econs essay :( nvm.. shall try harder next time round. nad i still dun get anything from sequence and series! :( suxs mann! and i survived thru the previous tutorial by using my friend's work as REFERENCE hahahahha! tdin had choir on wed! so i manage to reach home super early! lyk arnd 3 plus 4 plus? and i slpt fer 2 hrs.. it doesnt help much wen i doze off quite early tt night and din manage to finish studying fer my econs test. sad case.. fri timetable was lyk shyt.. one whole block of lessons! but i still manage to survive today! met up wif candice jialing beatrice at cine today! and i was shocked to see nj ppl there! haha! coz i thought it's a meet-up session of four peeps! but yess the more the merrier! vivien kenneth jane and hmm i think her name is carissa came along haha! they are all classmates i think.. ate dinner at kfc and slacked there fer a while b4 catching a movie.. i''m damn tired now!! had 5 stations today! and i realli realli sux! but still thank God tt i manage to survive the jump. coz i realli cant jump! ohh yess amanda! get well soon!!!

i needa learn how o bun my hair!! if not wen the seniors leave, we will be died coz yeah most of us huv no idea how to bun nicely! heyy thanks santhi and sayhwee fer helping me wif it and sayhwee fer ur blusher! and hmm i realise we keep using her blusher haha! quite disappointed after warm-up today coz we felt tt wer not the best.. but yeah, on stage, the feeling's realli soo magical. in fact, it's indescribable.. if not fer the hard work of all the teachers, laoshi, mrs wilson and mrs tay, this would not huv been possible.. and of course the efforts tt we huv put in during the long hrs of prac, break prac, morning prac. finally get to experience this kinda feeling again! woohoo! and yes! I STILL RMB THE LAST TIME I HAD THIS MAGICAL MOMENT WAS IN XIAMEN! and it's the first time tt i realli see mrs wilson enjoying so much :D and i dun wanna disappoint her. it's true lar wad sir had told us. tt we were not competing fer anything, but sing to bless the judges, audience. and on stage, i can realli feel the peace within me. sing to bless every single one of them. and hahaha! it's lyk the first time tt i can smile GENUINELY! omg!! thank God fer today!! if it's not fer His guidance and support, all this would not huv been possible! and haha! we get to miss lesson fer the entire of today! but hmm everything was soo touchy today... sang To God Be The Glory went the teachers walk into the HR.damn touching. and it's quite sad though. coz this will be our first and last sfy together as the 2009 batch. :( we got crazy in the HR upon learning our results! and my energy was all drained out! by the time we went fer dinner, i was lyk half dead man.. there's no rehearsal tml! and hopefully i'll get to rest and catch up wif my work!

this week has been a tiring week for me! practically had to wake up a bit earlier fer choir from monday to friday. ohyes and on friday/labour day, we had a rehearsal at vch! and the bad thing is i grew soo self-conscious of my voice :( ohno mann! and syf's on tues! it's coming!! and hmm after rehearsal, went lunching at subway. ohyes and i realise we realli can sing anywhere. lyk we can just stand there stoning and suddenly one of us will start singing the songs.. and soon other parts will join. it's damn cool! but the thing is tt we must sing tgt if not it will be damn embarrassing! haha! went oldham hall and rotted there till lyk 7 plus? dinner at newton circle but by the time i reach home, i'm damn tired alr!

wah! got back some of my tests during the past few days and i hope these would serve to wake me up. i realise i realli need a tight slap on my face to wake myself up! coz i huv been slacking! apart from math, i either failed/ sub-pass the rest of the tests.. which doesn''t help much. haiz.. so from now on, my target will be to PASS all my tests! woohoo! we had choir rehearsals on mon to thur mornings, including mon and tues afternoon!!! and after the tuesday rehearsal, some of us stayed back to helped out the noticeboard, but yeah, in fact, me, mel and stella did nth much. coz we were lyk doing.. hmm.. random stuff?? so we stayed till lyk 7 plus 8 plus? and we decided to go holland v fer dinner! and by the time i reach home it's lyk nearing 10. wen we leave sch, the sky was DARK. cant imagine how late we stayed until. and yess seriously had a good laugh at some stuff muahahaha! yess and my 2.4 run improved!!! woohooo!! finally got back my normal timing! and yes thank god fer tt! cozif it's not fer the strength tt He has given me, i wun even huv the perseverance in the first place to endure through the whole run. and it's a surprise run. coz we were told tt onli the guys will be doing their NAPFA items and ended up tt all of us had to do the run on tt day! and it's super funny tt mr lim suspect tt jiekang is a smoker! ohmygosh lar! we had a great laugh over this!
ytd was lyk a nightmare.. coz i can feel tt i'm getting sick.. and what's more..syf's nest tues! it's seriously a BAD TIME to fall sick! and i dun wan ppl to suspect tt i m infected wif the swine flu! i was having headahce ytd, my fingers are super cold in the air-con room, and i felt damn sleepy! and my nose is huving this smell tt smells lyk flu?? so i drank a cup of orange juice coz i heard there's vitamins. but in the end it doesnt help much.. :( and today, haha! i drank two cups of orange juice, one cup of orange-carrot juice and one cup of redoxen-wif-water drink! realli hope tt i wun fall sickk!! ahh!!

ok! shall TRY to blog in bigger fonts hahahaha! i woke up earlier than my usual timing today! and the morning train was soo empty! but all the seats are still occupied. just tt there's not a lot of ppl standing and i reached sch at lyk 7am fer choir prac. but consider the fact tt i turned in damn early the night b4.. i actually felt quite fresh this morning... to chiong bio notes :( but i felt the bio test was 100 times better than chem! bio prac was fun! we had lots of time preparing it.. so much so tt we din realise we AR EGIGGLING ALL THE WAY. and we got scolded at the end of the prac. for giggling all the way and not ebing serious in our work.. haiz.. but NVM! tt aside..after sch we went ikea after sch! and beatrice came along too!! had loads of fun there! some funny and lame stuff gng on too hahahha! greeny ahhh!! the dirty secret ahh! pick the inside wan! hahaha! stayed behind wif amanda and beatrice.. we ate ice cream!! and after tt started playing the NEVER game! hahahaha! all of us get forfeited of course. but amanda's dare is the most funny wan muahahahah! fri is coming!! woohoo! and my bro is coming home tml haha! :D :D

hey life's pretty screwd up here... but today progress well fer me though! :D Thank God!!! failed my chem and gp. which is soo expected... and as fer math.. i'm speechless too... and adding on to the fact tt i haven start preparing fer wed n thurs ct doesnt help much though! but today sectionals was damnn funn!!! haha! did stupid and funny things! and yess realli laugh my lungs out lar! i realli thank God fer giving me such a nice sections! ALLTOES!!!! muahahaha! we huv nice seniors, nice J1s, and there's our friend NICKY! MEL!! tt's super lame kkayss!! stayed till 7.30-8 partly coz we stayed back and ate the b;day cake.. plus laming arnd wif mel! ohmygoshh!! life's great fer the moment! muahahaha!

friday's a good day! coz we had soo much fun during pe. robyn's laughter was contagious tt it also caused me laughing! haha! but we unintently swop our grp... swam in the shallow pool and the water was quite warm :( tt's a sad thing... and wad's more.. we needa wear flippers again! ahhh! but things were not tt bad coz i guess i alr got used to it alr haha! and after swimming, met up wif candice at dg mrt. but i was LATE... sorry candice!!! and i realised smth, we got couple bag! and i was soo blind to not realise tt she's got this bag coz apparently, i was shocked to see us having the same bag and she was not! haha! met sam, vivien and her friend kenneth. ate at Ajisen and i',m super super hungry!!! peichun joined us after tt coz she happens to be at ps too! viven bought the cookies and cream ice cream! ate the tub of ice cream at this sheltered space. and sam's og came... ohmy ben is super tall! and after tt we got chased away by this security guard coz he claimed tt the place which we were sitting is a PRIVATE property. so we went to find sam and her og. and i felt odd! coz vivien and kenneth was in their home clothes.. the rest are in sa uni.. and i'm the odd one out! ohh and guess wad?!?! saw joanne and hazel aw!! ophmygoshh!!!! it's been such a long time since i last saw them! esp joanne! and here goes the cliche line: those were the days... haha! began telling me how chen laoshi reg her and stuff.. blah blah blah... and i realise smth.. all sa ppl if not majority of them are super LAME! and apart from my church friend and my bro, i found another lamer just as lame as them! and since he's oso in SA, i figure out tt maybe SA ppl are lame! haha!
ate macs breakfast wif anna zhuomin lixin and evangeline.. felt odd again coz all of them were in the familiar yellow and turquoise uni and i'm yess, the odd one out!! somehow i miss the old choir.. and wen i say old, i mean the 2005/2006 choir... i miss charlotte! i miss charlene! i miss jialing!! i miss altossss one!!!! speechs day was boring... and amanda claims tt she's late so she din receive the prize on stage! hmph! it's realli boring... ohyeah and thanks laoshi!!! she came all the way from dover market to fetch mel marie and me all the way to kampong kapor methodist church! which is at somewhere in little india/serangoon.. super far lar! got our concert gear too! it costs us 70 bucks though! we sounded nice! and the composer of piyutim Eran came! He's a fun and interesting guy i would say! corrected our pronounciation and stuff... and tt's was he commented. Hebrew is a hard language to sing.. just lyk eng.. after rehearsal, trained all the way home and by then i's realli veri veri veri exhausted... tt's y i couldnt make it fer fellowship too... :( sad case.
just felt sad this morning... maybe it's coz of the weather or smth wasnt right... but the day din start out right... sigh! i'm just tired! and hopefully mon will be a good start of the week!

time seemed to pass by too quickly today! but firstly, i MUST THANK GOD for granting me such a great day in sch :D and yess, i manage to meet elena at cck mrt today! :D i dunno how.. but somehow, no matter how tired we were, we managed to laughed at the way from cck to bv. power right. haha! the both of us were super high kays! i was NEARLY late fer sch today.. coz the day was suppose to close at 7.25 sharp. but i notice tt they wun close the door until 7.26. BUT today i reached the hall at 7.26 and thank God tt i dun needa stand outside the hall again! it's a beginning of a great day. during the cyber tok, we were laughing lyk mad too! muahahaha! the copy-right man looks lyk mario. totally and it's damn funny! and everything abt the show was stupid! stupid in a gd way tt makes ppl laugh. hahahaha! and tunli said smth.. the guy look lyk her uncle. and from there, we started laughing hahaha! another reason y i love mon is coz there's simply a lotof lectures! and i dread wed not coz of cca day, but the reason being it's whole day of tutorials which i can realli die from it!! ahhh! and by the time it's choir, i will be SIAN! i love the prac... but it's the warm up tt nv fails to bored me :( this is a sad case! coz warm up is impt and yet everytime, my eyes will be half closing and i huv to try veri hard to open it.. mental torture! wahh! realise nowadays i huv been eating a lot of food in sch whenever there is a break.. and i dunno y... everyday or almost everyday.. i will get scolded. not tt i care but it somehow will ruin my mood fer tt tiny wheeny 2 min?? lucky she's in a gd mood today. but somehow, we as in me amanda and greeny just got "scolded" by this teacher fer... ARGH. gp was draining. we had to write essay and i'm proud to say tt we survived thru the whole thing. coz sangeetha was lyk saying we look super dead! ohyar, maths ct suxs to the veri core! and i shall go replenish my slping hrs soon! :D sad thingis tt i cant slp in late every tues.. coz there's choir @ 7.30. my slping hr GONE!